Love is such a horrible feeling sometimes Options

[atiajay]

damn sometimes i like the feeling of being in love but sometimes i hate it. When your in love you become another person, you let ur gaurd down and put ur pride aside for the other person. Its all great but in the back of ur head u always have a sort of doubt. It makes u sick to ur stomach just thinking that the person uve dedicated so much time to might turn around and "f" u over... u get paranoide if another person of the opposite sex talks to him/her cuz u think that he/she might be attracted and forget about u... ur head spins out of control and u doubt nd doubt and doubt again and sometimes for no reason cuz their not giving you a reason to doubt them... but the fear of losing love makes u worry, u constantly play a video of how ud react if u found out he/she cheated on u in ur head and what u wud say to them, and the worst part is that wen u see them u act diff. because u just spent hours thinking about wat wud happen if they cheated... so idk i think love is a horrible feeling sometimes, love kills love...