Createblog Diary, Version 11. Options

[MissFits]

Sometime it really feels like the harder you try the more you fail. No matter what I do if I take one step forward, if I even lift my foot to take a step forward, there are crazy shadow demons that come just to knock me on my ass. That saying "when it rains, it pours" is no f*cking joke. I work every day, I pay my bills, I do good by people, I'm nice to people that are mean to me, I don't stab people in the back but every day some one new is f*cking me over, every day something beyond my control happens that f*cks up everything, every f*cking day new problems arise. I wish life were kind of like a tv show, I'd come across a problem and then half an hour later everything would be back to normal, but no. I have to work for money that I owe out, for a car a can't drive anymore, that I can't afford to fix because I owe all my money out, pay for gas so someone else can take me back and forth to work, constantly pawn my shit so that I have money to get things I need like food because I don't have any money left over after paying all my bills.
I really do try, but lately I've been feeling like I should be a bitch and rip people off all the time, lie to them and use them just for the hell of it because people do that shit to me. But, I guess I don't really have that in me. I'm a mean bitch, but I'm not completely hearless.

I just want things to get better.

[batman]

Dear Createblog Diary!

It's me again! Today was such a TOTAL drag! I TOTALLY put on my hooker heels that make me a gazillion inches taller and my lab instructor didn't say a THING! He was all "blah blah blah, you can't wear those in the lab!" No comment about how sexy my toenails were! What a complete jerk, right?

Whatever.

TTFN,
ME!

[Smarmosaur]

Dear CB Diary,

I climbed Mount Everest today. It was cold.

Love,
B.

[Eww]

Dear CB Diary,

I have some serious issues. No matter how hard I try, I just can't stop procrastinating. I really need to finish my homework, so my dad won't bitch when I watch Gossip Girl. Plus, I have to study, clean room, etc.

I also feel kind of awkward. My friend told me that the guy I thought was really hot and awesome, is gay. Lyke, wtf man. I think he's lying though D: He does those kinds of things to make me feel bad. Yeah, what kind of friend does that? Freals, mon. I'm going to give doing homework another shot. Heh, I wish.

-Olivia

[firechild]

Dear CB Diary,
Finally the end of the debate season. Freshman year totally sucks. Its freezing up here. 100 People coming over for a party. great...
Finally I have an FTP server. I don't need to carry a flash drive around.

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

I kind of wish he hadn't come. Now, I can't stop thinking about everything I was thinking about before I left...everything came rushing back. I almost started crying once I saw him...I still just don't know, I really don't and I hate being so unsure. The only thing I'm sure of right now is that love or not...I miss him. I miss what we had. I just miss him so damn much. And yet I also can't stop thinking about other people...f*ck I hate this. I hate how I feel. Godammit...worst Christmas in awhile...I wish I was still in California...it made me forget for the most part.

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

Feeling better as opposed to last time.





I haven't giggled this much in awhile. hah.

[angelrevelation]

Dear Cb Diary,

I had the weirdest dream last night that I was wearing a skirt and I'd forgotten to shave my legs

Then it was TOLO, and the theme was some sort of Baroque thing, yet it was held outside. I was wearing a gold dress. My friends and I were playing catch in the street in our dresses. The ball flew and it hit B___ (dressed as some sort of jester/harlequin) who turned around and looked at me with those eyes... Strange.

[gojira]

dear cb diary,

i would like a pikachu for my birfday

[Simba]

dear cb diary,


i can't believe you cheated on me with all these other cb members. I mean, eleven pages from other members, this is sick

i'm burning you when I get the chance

[gojira]

dear cb diary,

i hope when i become a dollar menu millionaire, i will buy juna everything he wants on that shit. after he gets me a pikachu, of course!

[Simba]

dear cb diary


why u do dis to me

[gojira]

dear cb diary,

because u da best! u deed it. o wait i did.

[LittleMissSunshi...]

dear cB diary,

i wish the person can upload the picture already! i'm dying to see it! by the way, is it ever possible that he might be that person? :/ i don't want to wear my heart on my sleeve. ugh, just wishing<3~

[carolannexbh]

Dear cB Diary,

I get that the inauguration is a big deal, but must there be so many crazy b*tches overreacting about it? Crying while watching it in school just screams attention whore.

[Harp]

Dear cb diary,

my room was messy. now it's clean.
and obama is the president.
i don't like diaries.

ok bye.

[gojira]

dear cb diary,

i'm driving to maja's store for pepshi. why am i sooooo fat!? pwomise to run next week! sike.

fatass4lyf

[Simba]

dear cb diary,

today I learned that sike can be such a powerful word



for example:
Good morning everybody. Firstly, to all of Sandy's family, from my family to yours, our deepest sympathies and condolences. I think this memorial should be a joyful one, and not mournful one. We, after all, have to keep in mind who we are here to celebrate, and what he would have preferred. I hope somebody will speak today of the specifics of what Sandy achieved as a hobo and world renown animal-lover, but all I can do today is talk directly to my friend, Sandy.

Your passing has suspended reality for all of us. It was way too soon, and completely unfair on all accounts. I know as heartless as you said you always were, that you would still be pleased to know that the world sends its love and that people all over this planet have been grieving. We've all lost a friend, we've lost a champion, and we're gonna take some time adjust to that.

I'm in New York, - the big city - and you have been headline news on CNN for a week. There are not many Zoo keepers who would command that attention. And all that means is that you got your message across. You got the word out there. And you were heard. And you will be remembered.



















SIKE
SIKE
SIKE

you ain't dead yet

[DoubleJ]

Dear Cb Diary,

The more and more I think about it, the more I question my wanting to f*ck that chick. She is more needy than a crackwhore on the first of the month.

[gojira]

dear cb diary,

I NEED THIS IN MY LIFE

[Tung]

Dear CB Diary,

Wow, cockblock my girl. Two can play at this game though.

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

What do I dooooo.....!?
Blah.

[LittleMissSunshi...]

dear cB diary,

hopefulllyyy, i'll be able to play my game tomorroww! dang, arm is giving out on me, oh wellll. quarterback's rivarly!

[Harp]

dear cb diary,

i'm sick and it pisses me off.

[Harp]

Dear CB diary,

school sukcs.



and according to that^ i'm not learning much...