Scarred, poem for speech Options

[firechild]

If only you knew
how I felt that
day you tore me
apart

If you knew
what I meant
to do.

Steely knives
stabbing at my
brain slowly driving
me insane.

You never knew how it felt
to be an outsider
Now you will.

I am everywhere.
I'm the guy you made
fun of in high school,
I'm an alcoholic now.
Was it worth it; destroying
what I had left for one cruel
joke. Does it make you feel
better to know that you chrushed
what little sanity I had back then
and now I have nothing

I am the guy you beat
everyday, you won't know
the weight I feel. The pain
I have to overcome just to
face the day. Im dead inside
because of you. How can I
forgive you for destroying my life?
Stealing my girl? Burning my future?

I am everywhere, I am in everyone.
I have many names. I am not easy.
Hot like fire, fast like lightning, brittle
as glass. Im not like everyone else.

How do you feel know?
You destroyed me,
Killed me inside.

You left me with nothing...