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[espressive]

:Why the hell did that make me feel like a fcukin idiot again? It's not suppose to.... but it did. Just when I think that things are gonna be okay, you always do a 180 and I feel like I don't even know you anymore. Damn it! What ever happened?

: Tonight is gonna be fuuuuun!

: EXCELLENT idea. I can't wait until tomorrow!

: You are the devil's spawn.

[technics]

: you don't know how much you mean to me.

: i miss you so much. i don't look forward to school as much as i did anymore. D:

[redpeony]

You were so caring and sweet for calling me right away and talking for 2.5 hours after I texted you at 2AM. And I guess we had a good day together today save the things we should not have done. Why do I feel so defeated, so sad then? I know it is not the same anymore. But I know you love me so much.. you've truly showed it. We ended on a good note, right?

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I miss you. I thought about you a lot today. But I am honestly scared because I know you can hurt me, but at the same time I still don't know about your sincerity and whether or not I can trust your intentions/character... and I know I won't get to see you for another week.. probably won't get to talk much either seeing as your family is here.

[fameONE]

You are absolutely gorgeous. I get anxious when I think about you.

[batman]

It's the PMS that's making me feel like this right now. It makes everything worse... amplifies the bad until you can't think straight and want to just curl up in your bed and die crying. It amplifies the good, too, but that just makes the fall so much harder.

I guess it was sort of pointless to hope at the time. I knew your circumstances, I knew who I was, I knew what I could and couldn't give, and nothing really fit. I wasn't your kind of person and I knew this from day one, but I couldn't help but try to make myself into your kind of person because I liked you so, so much. You used me to get better and I'm fine with that. I'd do it all again because I know what you went through and I know that if I hadn't made an effort to be your shoulder, I'd never have gotten to know you the way I did and we would never have become such good friends.

I wish you hadn't led me on the way you did. You probably didn't even know, but I couldn't help but memorize each conversation we had, take everything you said to heart. You told me once that I was the coolest girl in the world and you made me feel like I could do anything I wanted, have anything I wanted. You said I was the only one you could trust, the only one you could talk to.

I remember your hugs, your laugh, the way you walked me to my door, how you sang stupid r&b to me in the hospital elevator, paired up with me on all the calls, slowly delivering menus on the fourth floor so we could spend time away from the other people. And then I remember how that bitch noticed you because you hung out with me a lot (and because she knew how I felt about you) and how she started talking with us and interfering, eventually talking to you alone. And then I remember how you fell in whatever with her right in front of me and ditched me for her and once even had the balls to blatantly use me to make her jealous.

I learned my lesson with you. You say you miss our talks, want to hang out, want to do something, want to visit, and I'm fine with all of that, I really am. I'm still semi-bitter about what happened with you and I don't exactly think I want to be your friend again, but I can see you and talk to you with a big smile on my face.

The problem is that it's happening again and this time, it's with someone completely different from you.

And f*ck me, but I'm scared as shit.

[TOOLBAGSIRNUTS]

To anyone here who drove on the I-5 yesterday: Holy crap it's a two lane strip for 200 miles and if you're one of those a-holes that refuse to speed past a trucker or refuse to let other people pass you then you're a dick

[gojira]

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[AimeeLynn]

_:I was dumb, I was wrong... I let you down.

[gojira]

"I confessed to Jack that the toughest thing for me was to decide to be with someone for good. The idea that this is it, this is the man I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. To decide that I will make the effort to stay and work things out and not run off the minute there is a problem is very difficult for me.

I told him I could not be with just one man for the rest of my life, which was a lie but I said it anyway. He asked me if I thought I was a squirrel, collecting men like nuts to put away for cold winters. I thought it was quite funny. Then he said something that hurt my feelings. The tone changed drastically. Then I misunderstood what he was saying. I thought he meant that he didn't love me anymore and that he wanted to break up.

It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much.

When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing.

Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one. When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost.

Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drink up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, f*ck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well.

There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can't live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses."

2 Days in Paris

[batman]

it's crazy how my heart pounds when i hear your voice.

[redpeony]

Yesterday while I was with you, I kept thinking about him... when I was with him today, all I could think about was you. What the frick is wrong with me?????

[fameONE]

I've got a jones in my bones.

[*Janette*]

: Come back now. All 3 of you.

[heyo-captain-jac...]

Are you going to answer the phone anytime soon?

[stephinika]

: It was really sweet of you to come, but honestly it just made things so much harder for me....

[fameONE]

When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.

Love.

[hopelovebaby]

dear boy who i love more than anyone in the world,
please tell me if you're sick of me. please tell me if you'd rather have someone better. please tell me if i'm not good enough for you. please tell me if i'm just an annoying bitch you're already tired of. please tell me if i don't mean anything to you.

[stephinika]

: I hope you're not expecting anything from me...I still feel awful but I don't know...

: Godamnshit. Why do I keep thinking about you...? I can't get you out of my head and I really think I have met my match this time and that makes me quite sad actually...

[manny-the-dino]

:Dude you have no idea how disappointed I am in you right now. How could you be pulling shit like this? I mean honestly. I really hope you change because right now, I don't see a future for you. Out of the 3 of us, I think you're going to be the loser. And it's pretty sad. Just know that I love you a lot & I don't want anything bad to happen to you.

:Oh hai, it was nice seeing you today.

[redpeony]

I miss you dear. You make me so happpppy.

[fameONE]

And a woman spoke, saying, "Tell us of Pain."

And he said:

Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding.

Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.

And could you keep your heart in wonder at the daily miracles of your life, your pain would not seem less wondrous than your joy;

And you would accept the seasons of your heart, even as you have always accepted the seasons that pass over your fields.

And you would watch with serenity through the winters of your grief.

Much of your pain is self-chosen.

It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self.

Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquillity:

For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by the tender hand of the Unseen,

And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips, has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter has moistened with His own sacred tears.

I love you more than I could express through words. I'll give you all the strength that I have to give because you need to withstand these hardships. Be strong for your family, and especially for your father in his last days. Even when I'm not with you, I'm with you every step of the way.

[fameONE]

You break Marines. You are unfathomable.

Who?

[batman]

EW! EWWWW! Oh, gross. You with the... him... and the touching... and that beard... and the "too much sex"... yuck!

I'm gonna be sick.

[stephinika]

: You're making this so much harder for us than it has to be....

[Gigi]

f*ck it even when I do try.