Message to Anyone, v42 Options

[jouralto]

I want to tell you how much I've been thinking about you. I haven't had a single day pass without you running through my mind. But... what we're doing now is killing me. Do you like me? Do you hate me? I need to know before I get any more emotionally attached.

I don't want to be hurt.

[ilikeyerrpants]

:You are a douchebag. You deserve everything you get.

:Girl, you deserve better. I'm proud of you. You left him before you were left.

[sharerol]

You know, f**k you. I apologized and it didn't count for shit. It was wrong of me to get as mad as i did, and im sorry, but shit there's a REASON that i called and emphasized that you DO NOT FORGET to bring it. And you blow it all off on some stupid show. Thanksss. I know you're doing me a favor. I did you a favor too by reminding you. And honest opinion, the vest looked stupid on you. You always tell me not to lie, and i wasn't lying. It didn't look good on you at all.

[ilikeyerrpants]

:you're moving to chicago!!! :D that just made my day!

:i just thought of you. where did you go? i miss seeing you.

[stephinika]

: Yay you said you get it finally and realize how dumb you were being...I love you but finally! I hope anyways.

: Godamn I just wanna punch you.

[MilitaryFlower]

:haha thats why you got
yo a** whoop...being racist gets you
no where...

:thanks for confusing me even more.
ok you don't like her...she's a
freakin' stalker...but ol' dude
won't leave you alone about her...
look i want you to know how much i
like you but i don't know how to
say it...im trying to throw hints
...but my nerves are goin' bad
...and we both know we
have those feelin's for eachother
...but dang...*sigh*now my head hurts...

:look i know you one of my besties
and all...but sometimes i wonder
about you...r u a whore or not...
are you straight or bi...we needa
get this situation fixed...

:why'd you hang up on me u childish
bastard...

[minioligo]

_: I think...I'm this close to being over you. It's a nice feeling. :)

[Joanne]

: Just stop talking to me. It's like you're a f**king tease.

[Tung]

:you're*

[Joanne]

: Wow, who would've thought YOU'D be correcting ME?! LOL

[stephinika]

: I hope you're alright. Miss you. I'm glad you understand, but I really hope you really mean it.

: Stop being so damn cute!! =p

: I want to punch you. Seriously. Fack.

[ilikeyerrpants]

: YOU GUYS ARE WHAT??? DATING!? awh :( i liked you. :(

:you and her are talking??? I feel sorry for her!!

[ofconfidence]

: I want to give you the world.


: I hate you more everyday, you're not forgiven. stop pretending we're okay.


: YOU'RE ALOT LIKE YOUR MOM. and just because she's an alcoholic, it doesn't mean that you can't look like her. it doesn't imply you're a bad person.

[espressive]

: i actually read your very long post in this thread (haha, take a guess). i thought you took a different, positive spin on this rather negative thread, but then i read your last two entries. the last few sentences of entry 11? good words you put together.

: mister, i think i'm really digging your charm. you were very cute today. made me smile =]

: you've turned me into an avril lavigne album. but seriously - why do you have to make things so complicated? i know it wasn't suppose to be easy. trust me, it isn't easy. my mind, however, likes to reassure me that everything is okay, and i'm fooled for a while... until my emotions catch up with me. like today? yeah, seeing that made me feel like a fcukin ray of sunshine. ugh, i hate the way you make me act like a fcuking girly toolface. i didn't think i would feel that strongly, but i did. i did, and i can't help it. if i could, i'd choose not to, but i can't pretend that it didn't bother me at all. well i guess you got your last laugh, huh?

[redpeony]

You have said so many things to me in the past 2 days. I will need you to prove them true in time if you are really serious about this. It's more flattering than anything that you've liked me for 2 years and are now finally getting a chance. I really do see how happy you are and I must say that is incredibly flattering. I never had this with ******... I told our mutual friend that I liked him first. But you've made yourself vulnerable by telling me you like me. Your pride was all gone and you had no idea how I'd respond. You tell me you're willing to wait for as long as I want and need. You don't want to be my rebound and you say that even if I choose another guy, all I have to do is promise that I won't "throw you aside". All of these things are so sweet. And if you really do like me this much... wow. I don't feel like I deserve it but it makes me feel special because it hasn't happened before. But I guess we'll see with time and we must pray about it...

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I know I'm ready to break up with you. I just don't know how I am going to do it. We have so much history together... but no solid foundations. Our personalities don't go so well together and our spiritual values are obviously not in congruence. But even so... you have such a kind heart. I feel so at home with your family. And you have treated me well. It is time to move on, I can really feel it and I hope this break that we are taking right now can act as a precursor to our real break up so that you will be less hurt, unless God really tells me otherwise. I really appreciate you giving me all the time I need.

Seriously, having two guys tell me that they will wait for me for as long as I want might sound romantic and cute in theory but this sucks. I don't know what to do and I think something in me tells me to date neither of you... but right now I'm just stuck. *****, it's so nice having you around because I've missed having someone to be physically affectionate with. But I don't know if I trust you yet, and you smoke. ******, you're my first love. In my idealistic world, I would love to marry you and have something amazing and beautiful with you. But that's probably not realistic, practical or smart...

God help me, please.

[ilikeyerrpants]

:I cannot believe that! :D

[redpeony]

I don't think I actually want to date you. But it's so nice having you around...

[redpeony]

You're smile freaking drives me crazy. Now if you would only realize that and get to know me... I know I am probably just infatuated and I already have a lot on my plate to handle, but I really would not mind hanging out with you and seeing what you are all about.

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I don't know where our relationship is going to end up, but I am really worried about you and I am praying for you and your family. I care about you and value you a lot as a friend first and foremost and whether or not we end up dating, I just want to let you know that I admire that you have been through so much and have still managed to maintain your sense of humor. That really speaks volumes about what God is doing in your life.

[Joanne]

: OMG WHY THE HELL IS IT AWKWARD?!

[Melissa]

You're not going! I'm so relieved.

[cupidstunt]

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[aaayotiffany]

: i hope you don't go, slut.
: its good to know you & your family miss me. because i miss you toooooo.
: fxck you, you don't know me. please don't act like you do.
: i know if we see each other more, things will be better. for us, for this "thing" we're trying to work out.

[me1issaaaa]

I hope we're not too far gone, and I pray that we have enough strength and love to pull through this together. That is what I promised you, and I hope you will follow through as well. I love you so much it's almost dangerous.

God, give me the strength I need...

[redpeony]

Last night was pretty amazing... I'm starting to fall for you... but I know in my heart that this is going way too fast. The fact that you might go next semester just changes everything. And there are still trust issues there.

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I am not being fair to you at all. I just don't know how to go about doing this...

[redpeony]

This could be the end of everything...
I'm going to have a freaking awesome run thanks to you.
But I never deserved you anyway. You were always so good to me. I never appreciated it and didn't care about you nearly as much. I know how much you still love me and the fact that you said I can still call you whenever I want to shows it.... I guess the idea of this being over is what bothers me more than anything. You definitely set the standard high for the next guy I date...