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[Firiath]

I can't be whatever you want me to be
I'm so sorry but I guess I can't make it
I'm just a stupid, worthless person
Does it make you happy to know me?

I'll be that pathetic person you always blame
For the bad things that always seem to go your way
Maybe it's karma starting to follow
I'm sorry but I promise I'll stay the same

Is it fun to watch me suffer and bleed?
I'm glad I satisfy your masochistic way
I'll take all the blows to heart
And maybe my hate will start to breed

Are you satisfied with what you've taken?
Everything that holds me to the ground
Thanks to you, I'm starting to lose it
I can't help but compare this to hell and Satan

Does my mind scare you with all its twisted thoughts?
I'm sorry that I can't think properly
Why don't you show me how to be all happy and fine?
As my heart and soul rots

All smiles and laughter
A perfect world on a perfect day
Everything always works out
I have never felt so great
Life isn't like this


The last part where I've changed the text slightly is from Survive by Rise Against. I just thought it fitted well with what I'm trying to say =]