stuck, semi-rant Options

[Melissa]

so i'm at an inspiration stand-still.

i'm a big do-it-yourself person, which means the stock photos I use are taken by me (the majority of them, anyways), most of the brushes I used are made by me (or are default brushes), and the sketches I make are from my own imagination. the problem with that is that when it comes time to make a new layout, everything has to be built from scratch and to do that means that i have to be super-motivated and super-inspired to get going.

and right now, i'm super-motivated but super-uninspired. and that feeling sort of sucks.

i guess i can go on deviantart and find other people's brushes and stock photos to start off on and build a design from, but i know that if i do that, i'll feel like it never really was mine.

:(