Has anyone had a dream like this?, this is really long Options

[icecreamisyummy]

NOTE: I WROTE THIS THE OTHER NIGHT AND WAS GONNA POST IT THEN BUT I GOT SIDE TRACKED .



So this morning i woke up in tears. wondering how i could possible dream about that.


idk if anyone here remembers, but in february i made a trip back home for some doctor appointments and drivers license test. i was so excited to go back home! i arrived there on valentines day and as usual was having a blast. i remember i was a little upset cuz i didnt knwo if i was gonna be able to see Nate (my bestfriend) during my mini vacation (he was off in college about an hour away). i was mad at him cuz he said he couldnt make it to see me but then said he was trying to take this girl out for valentine back home. so i was hurt.
well everything was going well. me and my parents were on our way to eat some chinese food and then i get a phonecall from nate. at first i wasnt gonna answer cuz i was mad at him and i figured he was jstu calling to say happy vday and ask about my flight. but then i thought it was extremely weird that he was calling me at the time he did specially cuz we had gotten into an argument. well i answered the call and immediately knew there was something wrong and thats the first thign i asked. and the first thing he said was "he's gone" i was so confused but only hoped he wasnt talking about his dad who had been very sick for the past couple of months. and well go figure he was talking about his dad. i didnt knwo how to reacat or anything. the thing that surprised me the most was that his dad didnt pass away cuz of his sickness, but cuz of an unexplained car accident on the highway.
at first it didnt really hit me. actually it didnt start hitting (or nate) until i came back home. i had to sit at my computer/phone listening to my bestfriend that was 1000 miles away crumble inside. and it was KILLING ME that i couldnt be there for me.
well, this morning i had a horrible dream.



i was hanging out outside my apartment when i noticed a white van pull up and a guy was standing tall looking at me. i collapsed in tears because i realized who it was. nates dad, his spirit. he had came down to tell me that nate, my best friend, had died and they had found him in a river bank. the thing is he wasnt "talking" to me it was as if he was doing it telepathically (is that the word?) pretty much the whole dream after that was like someone flipping through the channels of me goign to the funeral goign to his house to see his sister and mom. i was so upset that his mom and sister were still dealing with the fact that his dad was goen and now how to deal with nates death and i just didnt want that to happen.



when i awoke, i was in tears and the first thign i did was call nate. he didnt answer his phone so i got hella worried. i texted him i left him a message on myspace. while im here waiting to hera from him cuz i was so damn worried, i realized that i care for my best friend more than i thought i did and that if he were to ever leave me, i would be emotionally hurt in a great amount.