Won't let go, OF ME!!!!!!!!! Options

[JCLore]

I've been homeschooled for the last 3 years. I'm getting to that age where i want to be out meeting new people and hanging with friends, but my parents have gotton so used to controlling everything i do that i can't. For a while they began to give me that little bit of freedom to go out with my friends after church, but they went away for a month. They got back today, and you would think they would've forgotten all the bad stuff i'd done before they left, but they havn't. I told them i'd gotton some driving lessons, and i'd driven in the rain at night (which my mum would never let me do) and then asked if that meant they would take me out in the rain, and my mum brought up a lil miscommunication we had while i was driving. And now i find out that she won't be giving me anymore lessons because of that.
My step dad however said he'd love to give me manual lessons when they got back from there lil holiday(i havn't done manual before) . He also said we'd go out and look for a cheap, old manual car that i can learn in. While they were away they bought to brand new laptops, sending them broke. Now we can't afford the car and they have 2 laptops each all with Windows Vista, and im stuck with a crappy old thing that freezes every 1/2 hour and is only a Windows Me. Im not allowed to use any of there laptops, and the extra computer that they had between them got given to my lil brother who uses it to watch "Naruto" episodes on youtube and play Solitair.
My computer runs like a turtle with no legs, taking forever to go nowhere. I want to do some more graphic designing but everytime i start up Gimpshop (which is the only thing that will work) it freezes.

and when i asked if we would be going to church tomorow, they said yes. then when i mentioned my mates were going to someones house for a BBQ they said "just coz there doing that doesn't mean you will"

IM SO BLOODY FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!
everytime i hear there voice i get the chills
im this close to blowing up in their face and i dunno what to do

am i going crazy or is my whole family against me??
Any advice or suggestions as to what i should do would be greatly appreciately

JCLore