Message to Anyone, V.40 Options

[stephinika]

: You frustrate me sometimes, but I love you.

[transcendentalis...]

heeey

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u2 ;)

[fameONE]

Mi amor: I love you. Don't ever forget that. There's never a need to doubt me.

You: Look at me now, pops. Say what you want, but baby boy is a grown man about to go to war. What's this again about handling responsibility?

You: I'm not really that cold hearted. And I love you for going out of your way to make sure my sister is alright, but how dare you question my love life. I'm sorry about the miscarriage, I really am. But, karma's a bitch, isn't it?

You: Runt. The best kid sister a guy could have. I love you until the end of time.

[fosheezy]

You LIED. I thought I let it go, but it makes me question whatever you say that relates to that topic. You tried asking if I was mad, but I didn't reply. I felt like I couldn't because I wasn't sure how I felt. If I did feel anything, was it justified? It's something stupid, but the fact that you still never told me the truth after it REALLY happen. That was about 2 years ago. After 2 years, you couldn't have told me it yourself. I had to hear about it from your girlfriend. At first, I thought you lied to her. Silly me for believing your stupid face. You ALWAYS told me that you could NEVER lie to me even if you TRIED. That's pretty much out the window. I'm stupid and I hate you for making me feel that way. Thanks, "best friend."

[xhidethedetails]

I hate that I let you get close to me, and I regret getting attached to you. I only set myself up for disappointment and I should see that. But I'm to blind and helpless.

People like you deserve to be lonely.

[*paperplane*]

: Aw. Good for you, but I'm a little bit disappointed to be honest.
: Why is there no way to say "get out while you can, she's f**king crazy" without sounding like a complete c**t?

[xTINAA]

: I'm so irritated. How can you be so rude and naive of the situation and my feelings? You know that if you were with your friends and I called you, you would get rid of me quick, but if we're hanging out together, you proceed to take your phone call and talk until you have to leave, so that ALL our time is wasted. Thats ridiculous. I'm so irritated with you. We didn't even get to celebrate our anniversary, we never really have time to hang out in general, you sit there, I sit here, what the hell type of relationship is this?

[lkajsfklajskds]

:gosh, youre so dependent. im very bothered by you

[Nugget]

I miss you a lot. You don't know how much I want to stay with you. You gave me hope, confidence, pride.. everything. Now, we're just talking as friends. It's so hard to hear you say my name - I'm not use to it. I talk to you with a smile, but when I'm not with you, all I think about is our relationship and that it REALLY ended. I still can't believe it happened. You don't know how much I wanted to go home with you after school like I did the days before this happened. I signed on MySpace today and noticed that you took of those pictures so quickly. I asked you how you felt about this and you said it felt sucky. I know you're lying. You're probably relieved that we're done with. I said the same thing, but I really mean it. You said the reason was because you think of me more as a friend then a girlfriend. That's the same reason I used for my last ex. Damn, karma's a bitch? I don't know. I'm just glad we're still talking. Hopefully things will get better and either we move on, or we get back together (I like option two best ). Well, hopefully you won't move on that fast. I miss you. A lot.

[AimeeLynn]

D: I can't stop thinking about you... I'm not suppose to like you but I really really do

[*paperplane*]

You f**king c**t. If you don't want to hang out with me anymore, fine. But don't f**king lie to me you stupid bitch.

[Nugget]

Today was such a bad day for me. I didn't get to see you in the morning, you were angry at lunch, and I gave you a smile in the hall, but you were still mad and gave the smallest & unmeaningful smile I've ever seen. That broke my heart. I thought about you all day and I just couldn't stop. When I saw you walk out that door, I was just devastated. I was getting use to you going to my locker and waiting for me to get my things ready. Now, it's as if we never went out. You don't look at me. You barely talk to me.. I know that you're mad, but please let that get past you. You told me that you think there is a possibility that we might end up getting back together, and you can feel it. I'm waiting. I'm waiting for that moment. As long as it happens, I'm willing to wait. You were one of the best things that happened to me. I lost you - I guess I wasn't trying hard enough. I can't stand that we're not talking anymore. I can't stand that you don't look at me. I really didn't appreciate it when your ex & your "cousin" looked at me with a smile knowing that we don't go out anymore. And that rumor? f**k it. That other rumor? That just makes me laugh. All that would matter is that we have eachother. If I'm given another chance, I promise you I'll make it worth it.

[AimeeLynn]

I wish I was in your list of potentials =/

[lkajsfklajskds]

: Yo, G_d. Waddup?

[Just2Fresh]

(I havent posted here in awhile...but its time...)

Last night me and my mom got into a big arguement. At first it was just the typical her yelling at me so I called you to help me out. Things were said that I had never heard her say before and needed guidance and comfort...I called...over and over again I called but you didnt even have it in you to pick up regardless if you were mad at me. I texted you and got no reply...You dissapeared on me when I really needed you. I had never been hit so hard by my mom and it hurt worst because you were not there to comfort me and get me through it...Around 3am she came in my room again, wanting to finish what she had started. I was defenseless, I was confused as to what I had actually done and why she said I was in the wrong. Since you didnt pick up the phone I had not calmed down from earlier. I yelled back...I said things back, and thats a no no. But I didnt know she would take it as far as she did.

I got kicked out. I was told to grab some of my stuff and get the hell out. See I called you about 20 times before and not once did you pick up and you ignored my calls. If I were to call now I would be even more devestated than I already was. I was outside on the pourch for awhile thinking of what I was going to do and why you were not on the phone telling me that everything would be ok...I had no car keys so I couldnt sleep in the car, I was outside in my blue hoodie and nascar jacket, cold as hell and alone. Did I cry? No...if I were to cry that would be wasted tears because you dont care anymore. I walked around and then tried to go back in. Do you know what happened? Of course you wouldnt...no one answered...I rang twice and I heard my mom slam her door and not another sound was heard except the dogs barking...Still I was alone, rejected not just by you but by my own mother as well. Who was I to go to who would understand? No one...no one at all. I had to blow up Austin's phone and have him ask his folks if it was ok for my to spend the night and I did.

I couldnt sleep though. I laid in bed looking up at the ceiling for hours. I only got an hour maybe two hours of sleep and felt horrible in the morning. I felt so lonely so betrayed. You said you would always be there no matter what but look...you were gone...Couldnt put things aside for a second or even talk it out with me. You wouldnt talk it out cause Im always in the wrong and your always right no matter what. The morning came and still you do not care. The day went by, nothing. Im sitting here next to you in our night class now typing this and what? NOTHING, thats what. Youve listened to your ipod and not looked at me, talked to people on aim and doin your english work but never have you took the time for the person you claim to care so much about to ask how he is or if he is ok....

I'm far from ok...I need someone there who has been there before times before to be there for me now, someone who has been here where I am before and can help me...you right?? Its supposed to be you, in my eyes it is but you dont care at all to even trip. I bet if I got in a car crash tonight you wouldnt even pick up the phone if my mom or sister called would you...just like you didnt pick up the phone for me last night...I havent eaten all day because "what you aint paid for leave it the f**k alone." Ive just been....packing...graduation isnt until June but all day I have been packing...Where will I go? Who knows, but at the same time why does it even matter anymore...all questions I thought you would answer for me, or give me some guidance on...but I guess not cause you cant even look at me and ask. You just dont care...

The end.

[Flaunted]

So last night I realized the reasons why I've been mad at you lately for the past few months basically all revolve around one issue. I know you acknowledge when I'm present but not really pay attention to me. I've beeen irked by you playing WoW not because you're addicted to it once again, but the fact that you pay more attention to it when you focus on it. I don't know, probably this is all bullshit but it's just how I'm feeling :/ I know I'll probably never bring this up to you because it's really lame and if I do, I know this will just turn into an ugly pointless argument about how selfish I am. Anyways, I love you and there is my rant. Super happy you don't read this, hahaha.

Even though you don't want me to hurt him, I truly want to knock some sense into that boy. I'm so sorry you have to deal with these stupid relationships and I hope you the best. I'm always here for you baby.

[Teesa]

________: i've been meaning to call you for a while now. please forgive me as i have not been a good friend at all and i don't want to bother you with excuses.

________: hmmmm, i haven't spoken to you in a while future roommate. whoaaaaa, that sounds weird.

________: i am so proud of you for calling her while ma was there. the thought that you were crying when speaking to her fills up my heart like no other. thank you, thank you, thank you


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________: there are just not enough words-you are the best big brother that anyone could ever have. you make everything i say sound a million times better. i love you so much.

This post has been edited by Teesa: Apr 4 2008, 12:05 AM

[Sandraaa]

I am SO pissed at you. I've slept in your house for the past 2 days. You didn't want me to leave. You wanted me to be there when you got back from work, and I did as you wished. Because I care about you. But you want me to leave tonight because you're hanging out with friends. Fine. No big deal. But the way you said it hurts so f**king much.
I know you hang out with your friends every Friday. Which is cool but f**k. Why did you invite me to the movies with your friend 'Stephanie', then later said 'maybe we might go'? When I said I'm a little tired, I might stay home, you said 'fine, I'll definitely be going to the cinema with Stephanie'? You don't have to force yourself to invite me, ya know. f**k you. Then you invite me AGAIN to go out with a bunch of friends, including Samantha. How dare you? You know our situation. I can't stand your friend and she hates me. What the hell is wrong with you?

Now, I'm here. Waiting for you to come back from work. We'll just have sex and I'll be gone. I'm not seeing you tomorrow either since you're hanging out with I-don't-know-who. And no, I'm not free Sunday.

f**k. Holidays ruined.

[Melissa]

Dear Lord, Sweet God, Baby Jesus, Buddha, Allah, and anybody else who wants to listen,

Please, please, please make him forget.
And please, please, please, please, PLEASE, make it so I'll never see him again or accidentally cross paths with him on campus or do anything stupid when he's around like look away on purpose or run the opposite direction (it's really obvious and embarrassing).

I will go to church every Sunday. Promise.

Love,
Melissa

P.S. Peanuts were your greatest creation.

[xhidethedetails]

:A true and meaningful friendship is one filled with honesty and loyalty. Just because something is true about someone gives no right for a “friend” to go spreading it around to people. So I’m not perfect, nether are you. We all have our imperfections and that’s what makes each and everyone of us unique. So If your going to penalize me against something I said in the moment then so be it. We all say things we don’t mean and you know that. So if your going to get aggravated over something so childish then you should find something worth while to worry about.

[mizzkewl06]

:thank you. even if you are who you are and after everything that has happened, I can't be anything but thankful.

:i love you more than words could ever possibly explain. i can't wait to be with you today!

[transcendentalis...]

It would be so sick if you were playing with me. Do you hold hands with your other friends too? I am excited about tomorrow though, haha. Books and music, what else could I want?

[lkajsfklajskds]

:youre hurting it!

[transcendentalis...]

f**ktard..
:| we'll see.

[AimeeLynn]

f**k you looked soo hot today. I'm glad you drove me home since there was more time with you. Is it bad to have the ambition to hook up with you?