two of my poems Options

[Watttt]

here they are...basically about me struggling with the fact Im gay and having an 18 year old boyfriend

The price of love

Something as beautiful as love
Has to have a price
For me that price is filth
Words do not suffice

I always feel dirty
Like garbage of the street
As much as I can struggle
the ends never meet

the dirty feeling clings to me
it never goes away
I feel that I’m not worthy
And I’ll feel this till the end of my days

Being gay is one thing
Pedophilism is another
Why must it be so hard to love one another?

THAT IS THE PRICE OF LOVE



this ones about how all my friends are older than me and they protect me but next year the'll all be gone

Huddled in a corner
Of a small dark room
Crying to myself saying
I hope they’ll accept me soon

A year goes by
The colors fly
Time has changed but nothing
The blackness grows
The heartache slows
They don’t treat me like a someone but a something

There were some friends
They protected me
I love them deeply
For they can truly see

But alas as all great things
Soon they will depart
In about a year I’ll be alone again
I’ll be back at the start.