Dear cB Diary,, Createblog Diary no. 10 Options

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

I hate performance assessment. It's so pointless!

[synthase]

Dear cB diary,
I hope my friend will feel better about herself. Her needyness and depression is starting to wear off on me. Trust me, it is not fun. Meanwhile, green-ness has been spreading spreading spreading.

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

Yay for late night epiphanies.

Things have changed, I need to get over it.
School is crazy but when I think about it, my hard work is actually paying off (yay for doing well on my midterm!!) so I need to suck it up and stop bitching.
I reallllllly need to actually work on saving my money.
I need to stop getting so upset over such stupid things.

Now...back to my digital modelling...sigh.

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

I hate math. and projects. and homework.

[TheReasonWhy]

Dear cB Diary,

I AM DOING THE CN TOWER UNITED WAY CLIMB TODAY
OMGGG

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

I don't want to join it but I do.. ugh

[flutterby88]

so i should really be doing homework right now. but i'll get to it later. i can't concentrate for the life of me. work was so fun today:). yay for buying that jacket! so cheap and it's gorgeous and i needed a nice jacket. thanks for taking me shopping M:). but yeah, i love those girls. so so much. i'm glad i can see them every weekend but we should start hanging out after work too. at least i get to drive F home:). but yeah, him. god, this is what i wanted! then why is it so hard? well i know why, but geez, i can't stop thinking about him. we haven't talked since that day. and i'm not used to that at all. everything reminds me of him. f**k i've got school to worry about! i can't deal with this. why did i have to be so damn smart and strong and make the right choice?:P it was obviously the harder one. *sigh* it hasn't even been a week, i gotta stick it out. but man, this hurts.

[brooklyneast05]

dear balbla

yea
im going to eat a pizza lunchable. i haven't had one of these in so long, i cant wait to see if it's still as fun as it used to be

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,


Stupid f**king group projects and school...first I actually do so much hard work and none of it was worth it and then half of them don't pick up their weight and its just ugh so frustrating. F ucking hell. Stupid customers at work don't help. Or annoying parents. GAH. i need a vacationnnnn.


People are bloody pains. Fah.

[DarkInsanityxx]

Dear cB Diary,
I'm in a BIG dilemma. See i have a boyfriend who i've been going out with for 3 months. Though its always an on and off thing. I dont know what to do anymore. I met someone who truly understand everything and i mean EVERYTHING about me. My boyfriend i love him dont get me wrong i mean how am i not suppose to love the guy who got me out of my philophobia you know? well yeah but lately it hasnt been the same. I mean i dont know he's changed somehow. Its very different. But i still love him. But on the other hand i love hanging out with my friend who understands me. He goes to my school and everything. But i guess thats just me. For now all i can do is wait it out for a bit. See what happens. And i will be up front with my friend and tell him. But i dont want to lose his friendship....what shall i do?...

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

Wow, I feel so much.. lower than her. Jeez. She's basically first.. and she's only in my grade! Wtf? Weell I really don't want to wake up for band tomorrow, ugh and for some reason my stupid freaking iPod isn't uploading ANY pictures of DBSK and SuJu and SNSD and CSJH and everyone else.. gaaahh. But omg T was so.. sweet today!

<333

[TheReasonWhy]

Dear cB Diary,

I should have went to bed 40 minutes ago.

[flutterby88]

I'll get to my paper in a second, there are more pressing matters at hand right now. first off, i just wanna say: f**k! omg, i'm in like so much pain right now. of course i don't feel it at school or work or dance or anything:), cuz that's the love of my life right now, but...I miss him so f**king much. i keep wondering if it was the right decision. but i know it was, i can't spend the rest of my life wondering. and it hasn't even been a week, i'll meet new guys. if i was still with him i'd be just as unhappy, wanting to be free. but right now, i miss the comfort of his arms. thank god for all my friends, they're helping me get through this. especially D, we're both down in the dumps right now but there for each other:). but yeah, f**k. it just sucks right now having him completely not in my life at all, it'd be too awkward to talk right now, he's still heartbroken too. but i want the friendship back that we had before we went out. time is taking too long to heal. and to add to the stress, a f**king bladder infection??? didn't see that coming. thank god for antibiotics, but now i physically feel like crap too. i keep wanting to phone him up, drive to his house on the way home from dance, but i can't. not yet. and i just want this infection to go away. can't wait till tomorrow when i see everyone, they're like all my strength right now.

[TheReasonWhy]

Dear cB Diary,

I am starting to feel less and less. Getting used to the dismay, I suppose. And I had the worst dream ever last night, it was sweet but really wrong. Woke me up at four in the morning. Now I want to sleep but I have spanish at 6 for three hours.. *sigh*

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

Wow I'm worn out from the 10/17 auditions, what next? I never knew he had to hear me play tomorrow Now I'm nervous as freakin' hell. Jeez. I hope he lets me play. I feel like dying.

I'm sick of these. Why is life so hard

[DarkInsanityxx]

Dear cB Diary,
I finally got my answer and i'm very VERY happy about it. No more dilemma thank god =D. Well so far everything has been awsome. I love hanging out with my friend from school though they will be leaving as well *tear* but i will see them again i hope...=/ yeah well im passing all my classes atleast that is what i have hoped for. Tomorrow is conference so i will see then but i have been doing everything correctly...so yeah...anywho i love my life and everything YAY! for once....lol

[iGio]

Dear cb,

He screamed from the roof that he loves me.What now?

[TheReasonWhy]

Dear cB Diary,

I messed up my math test and i am not happy about it

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

I'm so happy I got in. I messed up like ALSDKJFALSDKGNALSDKGN but.. wow Even though I suck at it.. compared to Allison or whoever she is. Ugh I should be sleeping to get more energy for tomorrow but.. *sigh* I really don't want to take the math test tomorrow.. or write the "in-class" essay for history. I suuuck at essays. I don't want to make up anything from today, tomorrow. I have to miss math tomorrow for band, period 3, which is the only period that I can see ______.. I couldn't see him today, and I can't see him tomorrow I hope he joins "the circle" tomorrow hahahah. I don't want to take the f*cking mile run again tomorrow, either. I'm exhausted. I don't feel well.

Oh, and what ______ did today.. aww

[flutterby88]

i won't lie, i was pretty choked to find out he has a girlfriend. she's wonderful though:), he's very lucky. i know i shouldn't be looking, but he caught my eye. and really, i'm just choked cuz i'm afraid i'll end up back in high school, totally undesirable. back then i always thought a guy liked me cuz he was so nice to me, but it turned out he just wanted to be friends. every time. i thought things were changing and i was actually getting noticed. there are so many fish in the sea, i mean this is why i ended it with him. please don't tell me it was all for nothing.

[iGio]

Dear cb,

I can't believe I have the most greatest loyal trusting friends in the world.Tonight opened my eyes even more

I love kristina for screamin like shes my motha in the street trying to help me face my issues.

I love her for always being concerned about my feelings.Shes the best.Raven too.Shes crazy and funny and gives me great advice,hugs.and shes so real

I'm sorry I ignored him.He's not my man.I tried to make things right.He said he loved me.I was just stupid to actually believe he might of meant it.But that didn't stop my flow.He tried to act like everything was okay when I walked down the block alone,smiling huge as ever and trying to reach his arm to me.I'm sorry I ignored that.I got emotional and kept walking.The way he triple taked me on full view.360 degree turn around.Just to look at me.

Well today and these past few days were great.I feel amazing.I really do.I'm lying but I have to stay strong for everyone and for me.But I'll be fine,because these past few days were really great.

[flutterby88]

yet another breakdown in class:P. but it's good, makes the work really intense and strips me down even more, cuz there's no hiding in the theatre. but i really have to thank everyone for being there for me, i really don't know what i'd do without them all. they've become the best of friends and their support gives me strength. and seeing the play again today was a double bonus:). oh man SO glad i talked to D, it's our little secret don't worry:D. and oh K, one day, one day. stop being so damn fine:). but yeah, i'm so so so so thankful for all my friends helping me through this. and R, man you made me blush! thanks for the kindness. i'm feeling better. i should be back on my feet soon, and instead of getting distracted from school, i just want to immerse myself in it. i know this is the right choice, i've changed too much. it's not even about him anymore.

[iDecay]

Dear cB Diary,

I miss that person so.

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

Wow. A surprisingly good day today after all that shit. Passed my road test, woot so I finally have my full license now. Got my new cell phone last night and its oh so pretty. School wasn't bad at all today, no overload of homework (well, last night and tonight anyways...) and I spent some good quality time with him and saw Kait today and visited high school and yeh...it was fun. I miss days like these.
Going on that trip this weekend...should be fun but lots of work. Gah. I just want it to be my birthday already and then Christmas...seriously. Can't wait.

[Sandraaa]

Dear cB diary,

I can't open up. It's all locked inside.