waiting for him, its a promise Options

[mystikmiko]

so apparently i told my first that i would wait for him.

i've gone out with him twice now,
and haven't gone out with another since then.

1st time: i had to move (he couldnt handle the distance)
2nd time: we had a distance relationship (same as one)

but again i still very much love him.
and yes its silly...

i know that there are plenty of guys,

and many have asked yet i have turned them down.
not because of him - but because i had no interest on them
even if i'd tired....


iono, we're the best of friends now. and we talk for hours late at night.
he's in california, and i'm in alabama due to some misunderstanding...

yet again he tells me every night that he loves me, and that he's waiting as well for me to come back to the town in summer...
its like none of this ever ended...

its really hard,
and i really don't know what to do..
i just miss him so much.