Wow, I'm so F***ing sick of this..., AGAIN! Options

[*Uronacid*]

You know, I had an arrogant arrogant kid come at me the other day blatantly acting like he didn't see me and attempting to run into me while I was on my way to work. He laughed disrespectfully as I quickly dodged him. I will never remember his face, but I do remember the color of his skin.

• My father has had is car stereo robbed by African Americans.
• I have been repeatedly made fun of for being white on my own street by African Americans.
• I have been robbed out of my own house ($4,000 worth of Xbox's, 50 Xbox games, and accessories), and this one's the biggie.
  • We let two young African Americans (13-15) come into our house and stand in the hall-way because it was cold outside. We were being nice to these kids, and what do they do!!! THEY STEAL MY SHIT!?
• My friend Grace has had her cellphone stolen out of her car by African Americans.
• Now I'm being disrespected at my work place by African Americans.

Now, I'm not racist my any means, but sometimes these people make it so damn difficult. I would like to quote Chris Rock in his famous skit "Black People vs. Niggers:

Everything white people don't like about black people, black people don't like about black people. It's like our own personal civil war. On one side, there's black people. On the other, you've got niggers. The niggers have got to go. I love black people but I hate niggers. I am tired of niggers. Tired, tired, tired. You can't have anything valuable in your house. Niggers will break in and take it all. You can't do anything without some ignorant-ass niggers f**king it up.

These bastards give the African American a bad name. I personally know that with all the experience I have with African Americans. I will think twice before hiring one at my job. It's not that I'm racist. The bull-shit that I have had to deal with over the course of my entire life has just impacted me in such a way that I'm sick of it and do not want to deal with it any longer. I think twice because I don't want to take the risk of having some bastard come to work that I have to avoid everyday. I don't do anything to them... why the f**k do they bother me!?

Sometimes I will literally walk to another side of the street just to avoid these people when walking home from the local quick-marte, and they still manage to disrespect me by calling me racial slurs. What the hell did I ever do to these people!?! Damn it! They aren't slaves anymore, and they haven't been slaves for over 100 years!!!

Alright now, not all black people are bad, and I realize this. I have two good black friends, and we have nothing but mutual respect for one another. I also realize that there are plenty of bad white people. Maybe it's a personal problem, maybe over the course of my life I have just been treated way shittier by black people than by white people.

My parents aren't racist. My father was always part of an inner city group that helped support the less fortunate (more than 50% of these people were black), and my mother's best friend is a black woman named "Roslen".

It's not that I don't know the "lifestyle". I have been living in downtown Schenectady for years now. I know what it's "like". So, don't give me that you-don't-know bull shit. I know. I just want to escape the disrespect I receive on a weekly basis.

This was not meant to be offensive.

The only point I'm trying to make is, "Due to my past experience, it's gotten hard for me to not let those experiences effect my judgment of others."

I have edited out the bottom of the post because so many people are taking it out of context.