Are we a thing? Or if not, will we? Options

[pkbabe]

Well there is this guy...& I kinda met him from myspace & stuff. & then I've recently sneaked out of my mom's house 2 times already (I'm still here at my mom's) to hook up with him. I know its totally insane meeting someone from online but I don't know. I had a feeling that I had to for some reason.

Hes really a great guy but I'm not sure what we are or what he expects from me. I don't wanna ask him cuz I don't wanna scare him off & also cuz we haven't known each other that well. Cuz when he would pick me up & were in his car, we act like normal friends. But when we get to his place its different. Its like were together. We even cuddled & crap (that sounds so lame but in a romatic way. I don't really like to talk about romantic stuff). He has even given me a nickname/pet name which is affiliated to burgers so I later made 1 for him...which is also burger affiliated! (He did it 1st). Finally he mentions how he wants to make me into a "princess" like in the Princess Diaries(its him not me...funny huh?)

But when we leave his place & were in his car again, were friends. Finally when he stops & I'm about to get out of the car, we say bye to each other, then a second of awkwardness & then he moves closer & then I move closer ( I only did it cuz he did LOL) & we kiss. The 2nd/last time I saw him he actually hugged me & then the usual "goodbye ritual" we have LOL

I have also mentioned that I've been planning live with my mom when spring semester of college is over & I mentioned that my mom may either just stay in her town (its about 20 minutes away from him & where I live [I live with my dad] is a lil over an hr away) or maybe live in a town closer to him but she 1st had to find a new job. Right after I mentioned that, he told me to try to convince my mom to move to the closer town so he could see my like everyday.

So yeah...I think hes a REALLY cool guy but I'm not sure if we will work out. I'm not even sure if I have any feelings for him or him having feelings for me. The age difference is another dillema (besides the distance & how we met I guess)

Hes 26 but looks 21 while I've been only 19 for a lil less than 3 months. Ok sure...bet some of you are saying "What the big deal? Age ain't nothing but a # right?" Well maybe...but I don't think its goes with my situation.

Hes a grown man while I'm still a teen trying to find myself. He has a pretty good idea of who he is & what he wants. I don't. & also alot of the time I feel like an idiot / immature brat when I'm with him (or that he sees me that way) but he always tells me that I'm not acting like that & that I don't have to apoligize so much(yes its a bad habit I have[apoligizing]) But I can't shake off that feeling...

Basically what I'm saying is that I don't want him to waste his time with me when I've told him that I have no interest in having a bf ( I'm just not ready to start another relationship thats why) but @ the same time I don't wanna lose him as a friend. @ his age I think he should be "wife hunting" & not wasting his time on dating/friends with benefits(I have no idea what we are!) with lil girls like me.

So PLS...your input & I apoligize for the long topic(& don't forget to answer my topic question LOL)


EDIT: I have updated. Read the 2nd reply & just use the details here as reference ok