bitter,sweet, christmass Options

[rockmyx]

why my christmass became sweet?

well l just ate allot of sweet foods. as simple as that

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why my christmass became bitter?

well l saw my ex girlfriend with her new boyfriend and she seems to be okey while l'm trying hard to get over her. she even introduce me to him. isnt that great? oh another one, me and my father had a big fight in christmass eve. he told allot of people what kind of son l am and all of that is a lie. he always lie and telling other people what a black sheep l was. if l have a gun at that moment l'm sure l shot him. not once but twice or more. l even plan his death. will kill him and then l will join the rebels, probbly the NEW PEOPLES ARMY. after all l'm in the army and they will hide me to the police. or l will fly to taiwan or hide in the US.

WTF where's the spirit of christmass? all l think about is kill, kill and kill!!!

l'm freaking out, HELP!