A Message to Anyone, v.28 Options

[*x1227x*]

I DONT EVEN KNOW ANYMORE. god. i f**king hate this.

[moninja]

bestfriend.
wow i'm so sorry. he's such an a-hole.

[minioligo]

no matter how bad things are
i know you would never be there for me.

[*stephinika*]

: I'm so sorry about that...honestly. I promise I won't get bored of you and thanks so much for taking care of me last night...I swear I'm going to make it up to you, okay? I love you...

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

_: Ahh, 20 emails 5 hours. Honestly, that's probably the most emails that I've ever sent to someone in a row. You're awesomee. But.. How did you know that I was invisible on AIM? I haven't told anyone except for AB..

_: FRIDAY! Haven't seen you guys in a month. This'll be fun :D

_: Wow, I need to stop digging up things. I've found out a lot of things that I didn't want to know about you :(

[*a painefull euphoria*]

te amo un mas michael

[*x1227x*]

lol.. im shocked we're friends again. glad there's no more drama.

[Gigi]

Why do I end up always saying the opposite of what I actually mean?

"It's okay."
It's not okay. It's not okay.

"Don't worry about it. Just forget about it."
You'd better worry about, and you'd better not forget about it.

"It's my fault."
It's your fault. It's your fault.

I feel like I can't say anything to you guys anymore. Maybe it was like this from the beginning. But I feel so sad that it had to come down to this. I feel so alone right now. Everything that I thought had meaning was just...empty. Completely empty.

[*Azarel*]

... if you only knew.

[tokyo-rose]

All of you who can't type your work at home and kick me off every time I try to post annoy the sht out of me.

[splitnightsky]

why can't we leave the past behind?
I left it the day you told me to stop worrying about it.
but now your new "girl" brings it up to me,
and tells me to stop bringing it up?
I never wanted this role.
I just wanted to be friends.

[datass]

_. I only wish you were actually not a lesbian...

[Winter]

It hurts so bad. Now I finally know that what meant so much to me meant nothing to you. Things that I will never forget, you don't even remember anymore. I can't believe I wasted 3 years of my life on a guy I meant nothing to. I feel so... used. You've just been playing me all this time. If you say I meant something, then you wouldn't have treated me the way you did. Our break up would not have been a 2 minutes talk. You wouldn't have let me go. But you did. And i guess that speaks a lot.

[CiNNYMON]

_: So I finally realized my mistake; I had no one else to like or love so I put all my hopes and dreams into you. You became a vessel for my selfish illusions and now... I am finally over you. Offically... no more going back and forth burning out more brain cells. It's done. I promise. Im quicker to be emotionally then a thinker so all I need was time to get my head together to realize how right your are for me in some ways and COMPLETELY wrong in others that you really need to get fixed ASAP!

I hope we can still be friends but its hard to get closer to you one and two your moving to westbubblefuck so now I can only see you through the eyes of the devil that is myspace so basically it'll be worse then it is now. Its not that I mean to sound like I don't care but nothing good can come out of you being that far away... no matter how hard I may try... you're gone it's as simple as that and I have no right to ask you to say even if I did that would be impossible for you and it's totally wrong. But I really hope you like it down there. In my opinion it was boring when I went but yeah.... w/e.

[redpeony]

How we'll get through all of this I don't know, I wish we could go back to the days when our relationship was saved by how crazy we are about each other... not finding practical solutions to problems concerning other people.... anyway I guess I'll see you when we're both in HK... I love you babe.

[moninja]

lmao, i love you.

[*x1227x*]

wtf is wrong with you? stop being such a f**king bitch. we used to be good friends you changed all of a sudden? man.. HOW CAN I f**king TRUST ANYONE? all this is bullshit. there aint no real people out there who's gonna ride & die for you. its just all shit. f**k this, if you dont like me. THEN DONT. i can't stand none of this fake bullshit from fake ass bitches like you.

[*stephinika*]

: Gah. I know you said you're over it but I still feel incredibly guilty and I'm so sorry...I was a complete idiot that night okay? And I swear to god...I don't know how to convince you but I do hope you really believe me like I say, you mean so godamn much to me and I really, really do love you and I am scared of losing you...you're everything to me and I love you for YOU...if I liked those other guys, why would I be with you? I mean c'mon... I don't want to lose you...I hope I can make your Christmas amazing...


: Today was fun. Yay baking!

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

So, thats what you think Id do ? REALLY now ? After all the years you've known me and after all that bullshit you've fed me about you're MORE than a best friend you're FAM and wompwomp you fakeass bitch. You're hella full of yourself, and i really dont know why im friends with you. You're insensitive, cocky and conceited, you are really bad at advice and seriousness, and you're just an all around bad person and are only good for a few minutes of laughter since that's everything you are. one big joke. UGH. Go f**k that uglyass nigga then makeout with his best friend and brother again, dumbass hoe.

[unconfirmed_exis...]

--->I look like a WHAT when I bob my head up and down?
If you even think about getting even an inch closer to me
with knives, utencils, butter or a turkey baster of any sort
I will scream bloody murder woman!!

I don't care if I came out of your virgina
more then 16 years ago,
I do NOT want to be refered to as an
Obesed bird with a wrinkly featherless head
that gobbles and gets eaten by families on thanksgiving.

....
I'm kidding!!
I love you and it's little remarks
like that that just makes me love you more.


---> I'm having trouble deciding whether I was thinking of you as
I picked up "1984" or if it was "the sexual male problems and solutions"
I picked up while thinking of you. I like to say both but I have a feeling
you might be offended by one of them. I'll probably tell
you this on the phone later on today. Let's have a good laugh, si senor?

---> Woman!! RESCHEDULE IT NOW.
I want to go to LA with you but I can't
miss the caroling on friday, I don't want all
the practicing done to be for nothing!
HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL.

[dancingkait]

: waking up next to you yesterday morning was the best thing ever. that and you are all i think about i can't wait for our home movie night and for our go out to a movie night! and i really hope you like your gift

: baking with you was so much fun! let's do this every christmas

[*x1227x*]

: ..... where are you when i need you?!?! :[ you're like the REALEST friend ever. :] ily bestfriendd for life.

: lol, it seems like we've been distant lately. well at least we'll be bestfriends forever, like what you said.

: stop being fake, slut

[redpeony]

I was way more drunk than I wanted to be last night... I'm sorry I got so freakin tired and wouldn't move. Thanks for calling my dad even though you were convinced afterward that he hated your guts. It already broke my heart to see your sad eyes.. but I never thought I would see you cry. My heart twisted in knots. F*ck. I miss you insane amounts right now. When do I get to see you again? Just want to make everything alright...

[*stephinika*]

: K, after talking to you today, things seem much better and I'm so effing excited for tomorrow. I can't wait! I really hope they fit and that you like it all and that the cake turned out good and everything!

[Gypsy Eyes]

I miss you so much. You have no idea how much it tears me apart everytime I see you with her. I want to die when I think of you looking at her the same way you used to at me. You promised forever you PROMISED.

I realize I may have been quick to "get rid of you." Did you ever consider that's how I respond? I run away as fast as I can so I don't have to deal with it, but this time it just caught up with me. I look at the pictures from my sweet sixteen and break down. Why can't you just understand that I'm still in love with you.