Createblog Diary, Version 9.0 Options

[moninja]

dear cbd;
snow day again. i'm tired of being home. i want to go back to school.

[minioligo]

Dear Createblog Diary,
I feel like I'm stuck. Stuck in a time where so many things are happening that I'm so lost. I hate the feeling of always missing someone. I'm always freaking missing someone.

Whatever. </3

[moninja]

i hate it.

[*x1227x*]

dear cB diary,

ughh.. tough day at school. whats with all these guys that are heartless & doesn't kno how to treat a girl? well im outta here.

<3 ann

[angelrevelation]

dear cb diary,

two snow days in a row. i'm extremely bored. erika didn't call, so we didn't go sledding. and my mom's busy/too scared to go drive me anywhere.

___ is being SO dramatic and stupid... so what if another relationship ended? it wasn't even serious. yes it's sad, but you can't use it as an excuse to become another stupid hormonal teenage girl. you might as well just drink yourself to feel better. yes, you'll be sad for the moment. but you'll get over it. stop blaming life. it just HAPPENS. if you've gotten used to it by now, why are you trying to relieve the numbness with the same thing?

[moninja]

dear cbd,
i wish it would stop snowing. i liked the extra long weekend, but i miss everyone.

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

So life is 50/50 I guess. School sucks. Parents are annoying but some family stuff is sad too. Umm...friends/boyfriend are wonderful. Soo...yeah.

Went shopping today with him, and that was fun. I just want school to be over...work is okay. I have 2 jobs right now and I really, REALLY hope La Senza keeps me because I really don't wanna stay at Tim Horton's that much anymore...=p Hmm...what else...
I need more time + money. Ugh.

[mylittleMiracle]

Dear cB diary,
I am pretty upset now...dont know why..school is jst like a "small society" that sucks i hate this.also,i dunno if she treated me as her good friends or not.why the f**k she didnt tell me about that wtf cake?
Umm.

[NgocQuyen]

dear cB,
i'm sooo erffing angry at myself. i left my papers for my math class at home. it bothers me so much because i actually DID it...lols. i'm so angry! why?!??! omigosha. i just wish i could skip class today, but unfortunately i can't. grr pants. lols. it's going to be the suck... :/ oh well. i really do need to try harder to pass that stupid class. if i don't get atleast a 3.5 or something like that i won't be able to take jap next year at FSU...i'll be really angry, too. i really want to take that class! well, if i don't get it it's okay i guess. i can just take it some other time right? well, i hope so. i don't know. i'm not taking any kind of classes this summer. hehe, aren't you happy? i'm actually taking a break from school. lolss. these past two summer breaks haven't even been summer break. i've been taking classes every summer. lolss freshman summer i was taking CPT classes. last summer i was taking college courses at TCC. lolss well, i think i need a break. sooo yeah! no more for me! until next year that is...lol ;) i guess i'll just take life as it goes. no need to rush it right? i should enjoy college like a normal person. hehe no need to finish early. not like anyone's opinions of me would change if i were to get my AA early right? hehe, i guess once someone has no respect for you it's hard to build that respect back up again. that is the suck. oh well. i think i'll be okay. hehe i just hope that duke or rice will accept my credits that i have earned...i hope so i hope so! you know what i need to do? i need to email them about that. lols i think i'm going to talk to m.j. about that today. omgs omgs omgs. i really need to. haha, theres no use in waisting my time next year if they're not going to accept my college credits i have now. :P you know if they don't i think i'm going to be quite upset. i've been through so much this year and for them not to accept my credits i would be so angry. :/ that's not very nice you know. lols. ah well, only time will tell. hopefully time will tell me that everything's going to be okay. i still have a lot of work i need to do. especially this weekend. i have some major homework i need to be working on. i just feel so stressed nowadays. i don't know why...i feel like i don't care about school anymore, but then i actually do care. i care if i fail but i don't do anything about it. i would rather not go to school...i know my parents are going to be extremely disappointed in me though if i happen to fail.. :/ that wouldn't be good because i hate disappointing my family. i hate it i hate it. i guess i really do have to try harder. hmm. no gaming for me this weekend okiee? lols ! and no korean dramas either! lols it seems that i've grown obsessed....which is not good. lols ^^ ah well. let's go quyen! *fighting ! ;) lols i can do it i can do it! hehe i don't think i should be going through any of this at this age...but oh well. life's life and i chose this life. so GO GO GO! hehehe it feels so nice just expressing everything inside of me especially since now i have no one to share them with. hehe it's hard going through tough times by yourself. but it's okay! you can do it quyen! hehe. ah well, i guess i must leave it here considering the bell will ring any moment now. tah cB.
queenie

[tokyo-rose]

Dear diary,

Sometimes my mom really pisses me the eff off.

[*x1227x*]

dear cb diary,

i thought we were going to be inseperable bestfriends? small things kill us...

<3 ann.

[tokyo-rose]

Dear diary,

I'm so relieved that it's Friday. Even though my head hurts and it's that time, I get to see my best friend for the first time in weeks. Plus there's sleeping in. I get what we're doing in math (at least for now) so hopefully that lasts.

[moninja]

dear cbd,

forrest is a f**king idiot.

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

The day does not have enough hours. Ugh. I think my manager at La Senza is getting annoyed at me because I can't work certain days, but I can't help that. I need to find time to talk to her because there's just some days I can't work, but otherwise I can work lots...ugh. She's gonna hate me dammit. And I really, really do want to keep that job...sigh. Godammit all.
Then there's school. I really need to get that revised essay done but I'm going to be doing it all tomorrow before the concert...f**k, f**k, f**k.
I really do need more time.
There's so much shit I wanna do too during Christmas break...fuuuuuuuuuuck.

I'm stressed. Then there's finals. Godamn shit.

I want it to be tonight. And I hope my little plan works. =p

[tokyo-rose]

Dear diary,

I don't know why she can't make up her mind. She thinks in such weird ways. I just hope he likes her back... There's nothing that great about Amy, and she already likes someone else. Jolie deserves to be liked back, I think. It's just that I don't believe she's mature enough for a relationship. >_>

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

Dear cB Diary,
I cut my hair today. All by myself :D I only planned on cutting a little bit, but I ended up layering it on the right side and trimming it on the left. Well, I only layered the front half on the left side. Still long as hell, the way it's always been. And, well, I screwed up a little. I cut a bit of hair REALLY, REALLY short, but it's all the way at the front, so I guess it's ok? I LOVE how it looks. Especially when I put gel/wax in it. It's like.. stick straight and scene-ish. I need to get it trimmed properly sometime over winter break. I won't do it this time though.
Today was an OK day. Took pictures of a pigeon. And for that, I dropped my camera. It's ok because it was just a.. dent thingy on the battery/card slot cover. It made me really sad though. It's not as shiny anymore :(
And well, my robotics teacher is definitely sponsoring. He's awesome.
I seriously should be doing something productive, but I'm distracted. I need to clear my mind.
So I need to do a 10-page English paper, Math homework, and study for the Science Bowl tryouts. Yeah. Too much work.

[moninja]

dear cbd,
take me away from here.

[iDecay]

Dear cB Diary,

4 years, 5 months, and 4 more days... Oh, I can't wait.

[*x1227x*]

dear cbd,

*sigh i can't believe we made up AGAIN. man. i guess we are inseperable.

[angelrevelation]

dear cb diary,

we lost. and he cried. and i wanted to hug him... why was she wearing his jersey if she supposedly have a bf?

[minioligo]

Dear Createblog Diary,
If the tumor in his kidney gets any bigger...

My god. Why do all these things have to happen to my family?

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

I want to f**king move out of my house. I'm a f**king legal adult, treat me like one and stop controlling my whole f**kin' life. ALDKJF:EIF.

This is complete bullshit.

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

Dear cB Diary,
Science Bowl tryouts were yesterday. I really hope I got in.. I think I did because I studied a lot. I knew a lot of the questions, but some of them were more involved with chem and physics, which I haven't really thoroughly learned yet.
Hmm. Today was horrible. Wayyyy too much work to do. And I really don't want to take the dance test tomorrow.
My brain hurts from homework. Still procrastinating on things. Still have to do lab and math homework tomorrow night. Plus the English journal, which means that I'm gonna have to start Beowulf sometime soon. I need to stop procrastinating. Soon.
I've been really tired lately. I fell asleep at 9:30 by accident. I was just gonna take a nap, but I slept for 9 hours -_- AND I still slept in Spanish and English. A little. I have a feeling that I should go to sleep soon or else I'm gonna sleep in class again >.<

[tokyo-rose]

Dear diary, I'm too lazy to retype it all but let's just say that I love Chinatowning with friends. <33

[NgocQuyen]

dear cB,
i can't stand high school anymore. it's just the suck. i've never been more stressed in my life. my hair is falling out and i swear if this continues i'm going to grow bald. this is going to be the suck on the real. i don't know what to continue to do with my life. i wish i had never gotten into this stupid college class thing. i hate it. these people that are "in charge" and supposedly know what to do have screwed me over so badly and it makes me angry. what the eff. i hate walking around this school period. i just hate looking at these retarded people as well. it just makes me want to throw rocks at them. i want to start my life over. i really do. i don't want to take any of these stupid classes. i want to remain a normal old school high school student. i would take all of my high school classes and i would have been happy. i would have been stress-free. i miss it so much. where in the world am i going to go in my life? i have no idea. i lost all hope. my life is over. if dr. samara would let me turn in my papers. i guess it's worth it to just attempt to ask her, but i really doubt she'd let me. you know this "awards" crap isn't really helping me. i hate every single thing that this school does. i really do. if i weren't attending this e-tarded school i think i would be happy. no. i wouldn't i just want to be out of this stupid high school system. it's just the high school system that bothers me period. lols. no really, it just sucks. i despise school with every single breath i take. no really. i do. school makes me want to jump off a freaking bridge. it's so effing fjdslkjioj...give me hope Lord.