Thrown Away...., I Need help... Options

[rAwritsgWeg]

Yea so like at the begining of the summer, I was my normal self. And like halfway through, I met someone. Someone who has and will affect me to the stage of complete and utter derpression. Me and my girlfriend. Well my ex. We broke up like 5-6 days ago. I have ben completely depressed since then and like she said that she can give me another chance but im not sure if i should take it because ive been doing some research and like, it seems like shes going out with soneone else. and like why would she give me another chance if shes with someone else? Im going f****** insane becuase of this. I think the only person who knows about this(well somewhat) is katie. But yea im like going insane and was wondering if i could get any advice or something

im like in tears like rito now too
cuz i just read everything her and this guy have been saying to each other

wtf.....i feel like i dont need to be here anymore. Oh yea, the other day....i tried to jump in front of a train. and like someone called me and i didnt do it....that feelin keeps on coming back.....and this shit is fuggin with me.............