my brother, hes going to push me to my limit and he'll see... Options

[OkamaPower]

I need some help to overcome these problems... so help a fellow createblogger out.

I am 14
Jerk brother is 15
His twin is 15

we are all freshmans, they both flunked.

I have a brother... I never like to call him that... he... is the most infuriating person in my life. He doesnt know when to stop... he wont even act his age... only around freinds he will. At home while I play game, he'd occasionally come and insult me for no reason like because I dont constantly work out to the limit or doing things he doesnt do. He sometimes slap my head and run.

Take today, he took his twin brothers shoes and wore them to do some running on the tredmill. His twin brother said to take it off and he said "No, I wanna use it to run." All of a sudden he ran outside and his twin chased after him. I saw him walk back in the house all drenched. His twin came back in and said that he had thrown his shoes on the roof so no one could have them... he already has 6 pairs of shoes!Vans, wrestling shoes, adidas, one for each subject of his daily life, come on!

While I sleep he would occasionally throw stuff or scream loud and turn quiet real quick... so I would wake up tired and I wont think its him. Id say something like "WHAT THE HELL! STOP!" and he say #@$#%@%$# it wasnt even me and Id probably respond to what he say and he'd interupt me and insult me. Take this for example.

Im playing game all alone in my room when all of a sudden he slams the door open and screams "WATCHA DOING!!!!" and then he goes OOOOH "CAN I PLAYUUUH!" and Id just ignore him because I dont want to say anything that would effect his next actions... Then he goes " #$#% you then $#$% yeah... thats why you dont work out or run everyday like me." and I'd say "so, what does this have to do with" ---interupted--- "shut up $#%#$ just shut up and while i try to say something he just runs out the room saying "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh laaaaaaaa."

hes been doing this for about 5 years now... ever since he wasnt scared of me anymore... yes my whole family was scared of me (siblings) but its changed now... I cant overcome this anger anymore..... I just cant control it anymore... one day im going to lose it... im a really kind person to everyone, at school I help people out, I let freinds borrow stuff, I share with the homies, I let people borrow money and he says im Gay for that... I'd say im not gay man why are you always like this? and hed stare and say shut the hell up #@%$$% and he just walk away screaming so he wouldnt hear me say anything else.

He gives this family and attitude, he steals, he breaks things. once I couldnt control my anger so I got a window (we were going to install it in my room) and hit him on the head until it broke... after that my cousin called me a #$%^&* dumb ^*$% and he is the closest family member who I respect most... to think someone like him would say such a thing and take his side....

heres the last story, he wanted to play my naruto game so I said I dont feel like playing it. My home girl was on my bed watching the whole thing and he said "$$%# you #@$$%$# yeah thats why you dont wanna play cuz you gonna lose" and I said "Why... Why do you always treat my like this? Why are you always a jerk?" and he was just staring with a small grin and said uhhhh and I said dont talk to me, dont even answer that and he just stepped out the room. That day changed my life... because my home girl saw and she never knew I was like that and well that showed him... but im not going to try that again because hes going to call me gay and touchy lovey and blah blah and hes gonna interupt what i have to say and well i just dont want to deal with that.

one day.... hes going to push me to my limit and he'll see...


Any help or tips to overcome these obstacles? Dont let my story decide what you think of me. Im a kind powerful person... were asians, yup we are supposed to be good and behaved and mature.... but im the most mature one in the family, at least thats what most of the girls say.