ok... I would call this a Relationship problem. HELP!, I mean wtf... SAY IT WITH ME.. WTF Options

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Ok, Lets get serious. I was at a party with my best friend and she had more to drink then me and this dude was trying to get her in bed and I knew it. So, I went up to her and reminded her that she for got to take her pill and I told her that we had to fucken go home. After this I grabed her arm and draged her down the steps and she got out of my hands and ran back up the stairs and she wouldent listen to me. She said O SHELBY I WILL BE BACK IN 5 min. I was liek YOU BETTER BE.. But I was drunk also. So the guy f**ked her and I feel some what for the blame. I tryed my best but I think she is the one that has to deal with it. BuT! She was more drunk the me and had stuff to smoke that day also. I was down stairs with every one because she locked us out of the guys house that we we're at. Every one was calling her a f**king whore ( Which I agreed with them) Ans she was being like one. She met the guy liek 4 days ago. I MEAN WTF.

SO should I feel guilty and take the blame. I mean I could have done more to help. Now if she has a kid and she keeps it I will be the one that has to look at the kid and think. Hey, I could have prevented you from coming to this world. I feell so guilty. Should I feel this way I mean I tryed my best. HELP!

I mean now dont say that we shouldent be drinking in the first place. Kids do stupid shit and I really dont need to here about that right now. K, thanks