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A Message to Anyone, Version.22 |
| *stephinika* |
May 20 2006, 01:48 AM
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You know how it goes.
: Gosh...I miss you so incredibly much right now, you have no idea. Its so silly...its only a few days, but it's driving me crazy already. I just want to be able to talk to you... : Hmph. That was interesting. You were drunk (how attractive) then you brought that of all things up. What's that supposed to mean hm? Were you going to go there? If you were, HAH. He's not anymore. Now go away. |
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May 20 2006, 01:52 AM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 |
BF...
I really don't know what to think... things are so different when we're alone... these last two days, hanging out with you in a group.. you seem like an entirely different person. I guess it's just weird because we were never really in stage of casual friendship before we started dating and that is evidently showing its effects. Kinda freaks me out how we've been dating for 9 months but since we most often hang out with just the two of us, it seems like I don't even know you when you are the guy you are in a group. I love hanging out with you alone... but I really can't stand how different you are when we are around more people sometimes... you seem loud, obnoxious, rude, attention seeking. I know we've had this talk before and that's why I don't want to bring it up. Last time we were only a few months into the relationship but now... I guess it isn't something we should really be having to think about. How worried should I be about this? Is it just me being stupid: should I be more tolerant... or is this something that just completely changes our relationship because I don't actually know you? I mean I know I know you... but the surface you is just as important. Plus, you know... next year. I need to know how much we should actually try; if this relationship is worth all of the work. So that's why I was mad at first. But I decided to ignore it and I had a good time with you. But hey... you were right about saying it wasn't fair that I was being pissed off and not telling you, and making it miserable for the both of us, though. Sorry. I really hope things are all good with us again... we had a rough week. After a few hours of hanging out with you alone, It's really easy to forget your other ways. Maybe that's a bad thing but I don't know. Love you anyhow. Bye bum. -- ♥ GF
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May 20 2006, 01:55 AM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,799 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,450 |
You,
it hurts so much to admit that .. you no longer care. that you have really forgotten about me. what my mom & dad said reallllly hurt but i guess its true. you don't need me anymore. you have your boyfriend now. but, i have mine too & you dont see me ignoring my friends. you might not need me but I need YOU. you have no idea whats been going on with my life for almost a year. You, stop kissing me all the time. ah. no. stop. i miss us though. you just act really weird lately. hella flirty n kisisng me all the time. what happened to our friendship? we used to be hella cool. i know you're going thru some rought ime but i can be here for you. You, you're saying all these comments that just make me hella think. you come up to me behind me hella hugging me. i almost fckin kissed you thinking you were my bf. oh that would have been hella weird. you're just acting different. stop. You, |
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May 20 2006, 02:12 AM
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 |
I want there to be an US so bad. And I wish you'd talk to me. & I wish I knew what you thought Lol
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May 20 2006, 02:51 AM
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![]() Too slow. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,730 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 108,320 |
Yo tambien TE QUIERO ...decir algo.
-- haha you were so annoying but then again kinda funny in that period. |
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May 20 2006, 04:25 AM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 195 Joined: Aug 2005 Member No: 212,369 |
_______;; god im stupid ... i shouldn't have done that .. but if i linger any longer i was gonna fall deeper for you .. from now just a casual hello and a i don't care look for you .. Because the more i look the more i notice .. the more i care .. my heart will break. You don't feel anything so it's okay .. i`ll leave you alone i won't care ..i`ll love him ..and i`ll pretend i never felt anything for you ..
____; Baby don't stress .. |
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May 20 2006, 06:02 AM
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sarcasm hides what you really feel ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 550 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,105 |
*im in love with you. it really scares me...you cloud my thoughts, and i love it. im sorry for the things i say sometimes but just know that im kidding. your not a 15 minute man, and even if you were i wouldnt care.... im sorry for the all the arguements, but sometimes it feels like we have nothing to talk about and i hate the silence...its just my way of telling you that i love hearing your voice. please dont hurt me. i couldnt take it
*you better watch where you step. i made a promise that i wouldnt touch you, but keep talkin and i will be that one holding you against the locker. you have NO idea how angry you make me, yet you dont have the balls to say it to my face...not only are you messing with me, you are messing with him too. you dont know him like i do. because when i have you against the locker, i wont kill you. but he might. *welcome home daddy! ive missed you sooo much, you dont even know what this whole thing does to me. im so proud of you doing this for the country but i still cant help but feel a little resentment for the military messing with my life yet again...even though after monday comes i wont see you until next june, i know that your doing something right. i hope your ok and i love you |
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| *xcaitlinx* |
May 20 2006, 08:53 AM
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Baby,
yayy...im coming over today. im so glad im gunna be at your house for 6 hours (practically the whole day). im glad that ill be able to see you especially since yesterday wasn't good at all--and im also happy because i wont have to deal with my fag parents. see you in a few hours, hun. i love youu<3 |
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May 20 2006, 10:42 AM
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![]() naïvety ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Human Posts: 1,303 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 488 |
_____:
T'was sweet today, heehee. But you need to s l o w d o w n. |
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May 20 2006, 11:13 AM
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![]() oink ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,099 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 41,836 |
rejection hurts..
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May 20 2006, 11:45 AM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 844 Joined: Jan 2006 Member No: 362,677 |
_, I wish yesterday can just repeat and repeat. Sorry ___ was staring at us.
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May 20 2006, 11:46 AM
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![]() We are the cure. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,936 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 1,456 |
I miss you.
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May 20 2006, 12:46 PM
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 |
Im getting this burning feeling in my stomach just thinking about ever talking to you in that way. Im just worried and afraid of rejection as is everybody else. But its treal this time, im over him and its because of you. Ive fallen out & Easily lusted back in. But I dont know what to do. I dont want to talk to you cos even now, somethings caught in my throat and my stomach feels like its being squeezed. But when i think of how we would be together if you actually liked me back and we started to go out, I get hella happy. Like I can already imagine, which is kind of scary. But it's just daydreaming. & I really want it to happen. I'll see what Monday brings.
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May 20 2006, 02:12 PM
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![]() The windmills of your mind .. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,317 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 83,699 |
You.
Your just too bittersweet. Me. To ___, You did understand .. my actions towards you weren't personal .. we were just caught up in it, .. you do know that .. don't you? Me <3 To __, Why did you try and steal him. I hate you. Me. |
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May 20 2006, 02:55 PM
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![]() skaters gonna skate. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 6,861 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 6,336 |
BITCH SHUT THE f**k UP. YOU LIKE f**king YELLING AND BRINGING ATTENTION UPON YOURSELF DO YOU? WELL YOU'RE MAKING YOURSELF LOOK LIKE SOMEONE WITH NO f**king BRAIN. SHUT THE f**k UP AND SIT DOWN.
GEEEEEEEEEZ i'm sorry that she's making yourself look like a fool. i mean, even though you are i think it's f**ked up to put people on the spot like that because it's not anyones business to know.. but noo she's a f**king bitch and yell like she wants to tell the whole world. i would smack that woman in the face right now, but i'm smart -- i keep myself together. yeah and look at this silly boy right here. what an embarassment to society. smh. I MISSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY |
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May 20 2006, 05:28 PM
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Lauren loves YOU. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,357 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 32,793 |
- Thank you.
- You come back tomorrow. |
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| *Intoxique* |
May 20 2006, 08:31 PM
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____,
It was fun while it lasted. Stop trying to begin it again. It's not gonna happen. |
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May 20 2006, 08:35 PM
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Yawn ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,530 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 65,772 |
hey you,
I saw you today. I saw YOU today. great smile and all. Honestly, when you walked up to me, took off your hat, messed up your hat hair, all hot from the race, voice lost, in your crew jacket, sunglasses on, and perfect smile, man....i'm pretty sure my heart skipped a beat. Something about you that I can't help but like. Maybe it's your innocence? How you are thoughtful. How you notice things, you notice details. Maybe it's the way you look at me...ah, the way you look at me does floor me. It's very piercing...your eyes, you say so much through them. The constant smiles on both our faces, my heart stirred, weak in the knees...we almost didn't know what to say. Those long conversations obviously not enough practice for that moment. I think we were just...happy. Happy to be standing there, happy to be there with you, finally. I missed you these past few weeks. I missed you too much. And seeing you, it was great...not nearly long enough for me. I'll see you soon...Hopefully next time I'll be able to actually say what I want to say lol. ok, this is getting too long.... I'm happy. I miss you. I will see you soon =) and still, even after everything, i still want you to call me. haha! To you, you.....you were there too....weren't you. |
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| *jooleeah* |
May 20 2006, 09:01 PM
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You filled up a nice chapter in my life :]
But I guess that chapter's ending now. Well, I guess that chapter ended a long, long time ago. I just never really really got over it. Later then. ;] Have a nice life. |
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May 20 2006, 10:16 PM
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![]() i've never wanted anything rationale. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,449 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 19,045 |
You filled up a nice chapter in my life :] But I guess that chapter's ending now. Well, I guess that chapter ended a long, long time ago. I just never really really got over it. Later then. ;] Have a nice life. Wow. You took the words out of my mouth. ---, you were the most important person in my life for over a year. I did not think I could make it without you some days. Now I know that I am strong enough, I don't need you there. I feel like some times, you were dead weight. You brought me down and made me feel useless...Other times though, you lifted me higher than I thought possible. I loved you, I think you were the first person that I said it to, that I really, totally, completely meant it. Now, it is a different love. I will always love you, but not in the "I want to be with you" love. You still mean a lot to me, which is why it hurts so much when you ignore me or are rude. I just want us to be close. |
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May 20 2006, 10:26 PM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,799 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,450 |
You,
I need you more than ever, girl. I can't let our friendship go. I love you hellla much and I've known you for 12 years. This isn't easy. It hurts to accept that you don't care. You, I wish I could talk to you right now. I miss youu. |
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May 20 2006, 11:01 PM
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![]() "my girls rock balenciaga and smoke mad marijuana" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,089 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 70,049 |
you tell me not to give up on you.
what a lie. i try to give up on you. and i cant. i tell myself everyday if i keep falling for you, things are going to end up bad. my friends are starting to believe im mad crazy over you. they`re right. i cant take the fact that your so perfect. but i cant have you. damnnn. my love life sucks boootyy. |
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May 21 2006, 12:25 AM
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 |
I write in here a lot.
S:I waste my time thinking about you. L: Im so glad im finally over you. It was so unhealthy for me to keep on feeling that way, for so long while you didn't care at all. Im just relieved I guess is the word, that I no longer ... ache over you. Im no longer confused and sad and have that hopeless feeling over you at least. But im also kind of glad that me & you happened. Cos it's one more thing i was meant to go through to grow. Im glad for the summer nights i stayed up just thinking about you and me, and why didn't you want to make time for me, and why you never called like you said you would, and why you played with me so much. I cant garauntee that I will never fall for someone who won't love me back anymore, because maybe that's what im doing again right now with S. But im just glad that im finally done with you. Done with your sh*t. & At the same time that im grateful for this experience it leaves me bitter. But i know now, at least I think I do at this moment, why God led me to you and why I felt this way for so long. To grow from it. Isnt that what we all do, even into old age. I dont even know what to write anymore, which is good. Cos i have nothing more to say S again: G'daaamn nigga you got me f**kin ... I dont even know. |
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May 21 2006, 12:28 AM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,799 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,450 |
You,
So you're completely over this fool? Mmm. Forreeeal? I'm really happy for you, girl. naw but who is this other guy? Update me .. soon. You, Damn, why do you gotta be in Nevada? I would be talking to you on the phone right now. I love you, man. You, I hate the weekends because I can never talk to you. I can't wait till Monday. OHHH & Wednesday gon be hella fun too. sh*t man, i miss u. |
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May 21 2006, 12:45 AM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 |
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I think I'm trying to get over you... or something. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm so confused. I love you but I don't know if we belong together. Haha, why are we back to this again? Blaaaaah. Whatever. Why was I so disappointed I don't get to see you tomorrow? Blaaaaaargh. Why am I moping? I don't knooow. This is weak, but looking at pictures of us in 'happier times' makes me melt and fall for you all over again... So many questions... there must be more than this... ----- Things are different... oh well. -------- Mmm ho mong jeu aw lah... mm ho joong yee aw ah mm goi.. ---- Man when I saw you on Thursday next to ---- I naturally compared you guys... and man. What did I give up in terms of appearance... hahaha I will stop being shallow. But you're HOT. It was fun while it lasted. =p |
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