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[AzNxBaBi]

_____; I'm sorry that it always seems that I am avoiding you. I know how you feel when you are with me. I'm sorry, I don't know i like you a lot, but maybe just maybe I'm not there enough yet. Sorry for our akward silences .. But thank you for always spending time with me i love you.

______; Damn I hate myself for feeling this way, and now you don't want to care anymore..
You don't want to talk to me do you? So then you don't have to deal with me ...? I'm sorry if it seems like something is starting between us, because i think i'm feeling it .. And i guess ..i don't know .. I'm not like your ex bestest friend, because i'm not gonna do the thing she did ..
I just won't care for you because if i do .. my heart will explode and left heartbroken. It made me smile yesterday to hear that you care for me and that you are worried about me .. it made me feel really special .. but the fact that you just i don't konw ...

____; WHY DID YOU HAVE TO COME TODAY?! .. Glance at me and look away .. what is wrong with you ... I miss you .. i hate you .. f**k .. help me .. because you've changed .. Damn it .. you act like you don't see me and i acted like i didn't see you .. Is this how it is suppose to be ..? i hate you ........

[Looow]

You,
GIRLLLLLLLLLLLL. I'm so tired of your fcking sh*t talking. Get a f**kin life. Yeah, the three of you. You're so fcuking annoying. The most fake girl I've ever known. Yeah, you don't like me .. okay leave it like that n stop being a little bitch about everything. don't talk to me, ignore me, don't even f**king look at me. sh*t. you three are so annoying.


You,
imissu. really want to go on sunday but i dont know if my parents are going to let me.

You & You,

pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. i really wanna go!

[Gigi]

___,
Aww, you were so cute today. I love it when you smile and get all excited about the little things.

You always get me so confused - one minute I feel like jumping around from happiness and excitement, and the next minute I feel like crying. Or banging my head against the wall. Or smothering myself in blankets and pillows. Not because of anything you said or made me feel, of course. I just enjoy giving myself physical pain when I'm totally embarassed about something I said or did.

But in my lowest moment, you're always there to say something to cheer me up. Even if it's a simple statement about how stupid class is that day, or how you have on your cool sweater...it's enough. It's all I need.

It's going to suck when you're gone. And you're right, it is a total shame that we only got to know each other now that there's only a few months left, and you're probably going to move to the East Coast and carry on with your life after high school. That's going to suck a whole lot.

You're probably the only person I'll miss when I'm out of high school. Just don't forget about me in Hong Kong, okay, Tarzan?

[silver-rain]

I don't know why you keep doing this to me, and it's unintentional too ahhh. One minute I'm mad at you over something small and trivial and the next you totally make up for it grr. It's like you're dangling me on a string, pulling me one way and another and I don't know how to react. And the bad thing is, you don't realize what you're doing which kinda annoys me, blearh. Well, I'm sorry for being mad at you. Today was really nice. Here's to more days! Love you <3.

[SarahxJoy]

: It took you long enough to realize what an a-hole you can be.

: I know you try to help, but you don't have to. Really..you don't have to.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

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This is why i don't ever talk to you about anything. You simple dont understand. Yet when you're angry words are sputtering about, as the ungrateful little ignorant child you are you expect us to pity you or something. BOO HOO. You're mom has FINALLY gained some control over your shocking behavior and you hate her and you say you want to kill her. Because she told you to hurry up because you're going to be late. You have no idea how a hard life is but when a LITTLE TINY bump is thrown your away you blow it out of proportion and think your problems are the worst in the world and surpass everybody elses. You think you're so misunderstood. f**k you and your stupid nonsense. Im tired of you and your immatureness. You swear you're so grown. You're not. Im tired of you.

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Im really liking getting close to you. You're someone i'd like to know my whole life.

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Where have you beeeeen ? I don't want to get distance, i want to get closer to you as well !

[aubbob]

ahhh you make me smile like no other <3<3

[*Intoxique*]

____,
Hmkay, so lemme get this straight. You hate me 'cause Im the slutty ex that played with you & doesn't want you back? If so, then hate on me then .

[SimplicityGirl]

Some people in this world are just plain bitches. Enough said.

YOU, ARE A BITCH, SO GO AND DIE. STOP f**king RUBBING IT IN. I AM SO SORRY I EVER THOUGHT OF YOU AS A FRIEND.

[Looow]

You,
OHHHHHHH AHHH I almost forgot, you're with your mom this weekend. YESSSSSSSSS. <3. goodnight, love. imissyou.

You,
I know this feeling towards you isn't right. I know you're feeling something too..This isn't right. Let's drop us.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
So you're rather annoying. It seems you always have to bring up stupid, irrelevant things at any possible moment just to bring more attention to yourself. Not only that but you have to have this big attitude and you always have to contradict to put your two cents in. Get over yourself, really. Not everything is about you. The world doesn't revolve around you as much as you'd like to think it does. Maybe I'm being harsh but if I am, too bad. I'm so sick of your crap. I really feel as if you might be jealous of me and I don't mean that in some conceited way but I'm just saying it from the way I see things happening and the things you choose to say. You act as if you have it so bad or as if there is so much drama going on in your life but to be completely honest you bring it all upon yourself. That is all your fault. You have no one to place blame on but your stupid self. You're so concerned with things that aren't important and that will get you nowhere in life that you miss out on other things. You're so concerned with how you look or how much you're going to party that you miss out on applying to colleges or having an intelligent conversation. You don't need to curse in every sentence to get your point out. It doesn't make you look hard, it doesn't make you look cool, and it certainly does not make you look smart. It's as if you have no common sense. We were talking in a public place, not in one of our rooms or in the car. A black man was sitting right behind us yet while telling one of your countless stupid stories you have to say the word "nigga". It's as if you have no self-awareness while spitting out cuss words and talking louder than needed. And why in the world do you bother asking me a question that you already know the answer to and when the answer is not going to please you? Is it so you have a chance to talk sh*t or make yourself feel better? I mean this is all coming from your best friend. Imagine what other people think of you. You can't be like this forever. You think you're so hard and mature and that you know so much but in reality you know nothing and you show that directly by your actions and the things you say. I'm not saying in any way that you are this horrible person because I know you're not and I wouldn't be your best friend if you were. I'm just saying you have a lot of growing up to do and one day you're going to fall flat on your face because of all of the things you do/say and it's going to hurt like hell.
-Me.

Dear You,
I miss you. I was talking to her about you / the situation with you and for some reason just talking it out to someone versus thinking it in my head or typing it out made me see something else. Perhaps you act the way you do because you're scared or afraid of what will happen if you don't? There are so many possibilities. I don't know. It's almost as if I'm trying to make myself feel better but it's not really like that. I'm just trying to understand. I have decided however to not talk to you this remaining week before Prom. Maybe it's a stupid decision but I dislike having to be the one to initiate conversation or call you and then to sit there for only ten minutes to talk about the same things over again. The next time we talk I want us to really talk. I fear so much for Saturday night being incredibly awkward and not fun. I want so much for it to be a good time but I'm highly doubting that happening. Perhaps I'm just being extremely pessimistic but I don't think that is necessarily it. Argh, this is all really confusing and complicated. I feel like I'm flip-flopping in how I feel or think. ):
-Me.

[AzNxBaBi]

___; I HATE YOU .. i still can't get over you .. i wish i could save my tears and show you how much i spent on crying over you ..

[gelionie]

WHAT IS WRONG? Okay, you were away from dinner, and so I went to play sudoku, and then you just went offline.

Seriously... I don't know what's the matter with you today.

[pbear]

i want to be so comfortable with you that you leaning down for a quick kiss in the hallways would be an everyday miracle.

[*suddenly she*]

i wish we had something to talk about. like normal friends.

[*stephinika*]

: I know its not your fault...but it just...sucks. I'm glad you're okay though... Things always mess up my day somehow.
: Its okay, things will work out, k?

[Jane Doe.]

Dear person-entity-thing-who-controls-fate,

Thank you. I needed the day to plan things out, not go around like a headless-chicken shopping somewhere.

Dear body,

Eff off. Now is not a good time to get your peri--excuse me--"period"--ahemspotting. And stop being hungry. It's getting annoying with the stomach pain and all. We're not meant to procreate, so there's no need for either of these functions. Thx.

...,
I don't think you're a decent sister.

...,
It sucks that I waited so long. I didn't realize it had been five months already...
I try no to, though, since it only hurts. But it does make me realize how badly I need to get this out. I'd rather not be in your life during this. Sorry, it's better this way.
I'll miss you more than you'll ever realize.

[*Intoxique*]

____,
No matter how many times I said 'I f**king hate you', you will always know that I do love you.

______,
Some good times we have had together but I guess it wasn't enough to keep us friends for that long. I will miss you truly. You were a great friend while it lasted & I will always remember.

_____,
Last night was f**king awesome, I will always remember that night . I miss you baby .

[Jane Doe.]

...,

Hesitation's always mine. Oh, call me or drop me a line.

- Julie-dot.

[*salcha*]

____, you should ask me next year, even if I doubt it.

[Afrodisiac-aka-A...]

I have a big mouth, eh? suck somethin', heifa

About last night....

Why didn't u txt back.... u out the group... 4ever

[redpeony]

I don't know-- maybe it really is over.
I love you...

[*My Cinderella.*]

Oh how I miss you.

[Rachel]

Why is this so hard? How do you make it look so easy? We dated for almost a year and a half. I gave you my everything; my love, my heart, and my body. You seemed to just throw it away in a heartbeat. I guess as much as I say and want to be over you, I will never be 100% okay with us. I can't be around you if you are going to flirt and hook up with other girls if it is in my face. I just can't do that. I loved you and will always. I might not be in love with you, but I still have feelings that won't be silenced. I wish you woud just show more compassion or something once in a while. I feel like you just want to make me feel worthless and that you can do much better. If you think Allie is better, you are wrong. She may have looked gorgeous yesterday, but that is not an everyday thing. She is also a needy girlfriend. Ask Vinnie, she made him miserable. I gave you everything and more, you will never be able to replace me. I hope that in a few years, once I have moved on and you are just an ex boyfriend that I was hurt by, you will realize what you left and you will regret it. You will not find a better girl than me if you stay the way you are. I wish you would just find that out now and want to be with me. I want to be with you but I will not allow myself to ever get back with you. You have hurt me so incredibly much these past two months, I can't even believe that it is the same person sometimes. You are not the person I fell in love with and I am starting to question how much of you I really knew. Obviously I am not over you, I do still have some feelings; my heart pulls when you come in the room, I still want to be that person that you slow dance with, I want to be the girl that makes you smile. I hate that too. I hate that I want to be in your life. I wish that I could mean when I say I don't want you in mine.

[*stephinika*]

You,

Today was wonderful. Both naughty and romantic...haha, but really, it was amazing. All those things you said just...wow. I love you...I do, I do, I do...and I meant all those words I've said and I know you mean them too. You make all my insecurities disappear. Honestly. You've helped me be a better person...you are my best friend, my darling, my wonderful, my luf, my love.