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A Message to Anyone, Version.21 |
| *My Cinderella.* |
May 10 2006, 05:58 PM
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Kristy; I found your house! After like 8 years!
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May 10 2006, 06:00 PM
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![]() What the fack. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 6,164 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 8,519 |
: Stop calling my house!! I even told you to your face to not call my house. I don't even really want to talk to you at all. Hopefully you've figured it out due to what happened today.
: You guys did a good job. : You're so funny on the phone, I miss you terribly. |
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| *Intoxique* |
May 10 2006, 06:17 PM
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_______, ROFL, I loved today. It was f**king hilarious, God. I misjudged you the first time, you are hella fun. It was the highlight of my week - my shoe on the school roof ____, f**king UNCALLED FOR. JUST STOP IT GOD. f**k. I DON'T WANT YOU BACK NO MORE. HOW MANY f**king TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU? |
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May 10 2006, 07:00 PM
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![]() cool by default. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 147 Joined: Apr 2006 Member No: 392,925 |
it hurts so much.
and it sucks how i'm the only one hurting here.. |
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May 10 2006, 07:32 PM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 195 Joined: Aug 2005 Member No: 212,369 |
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I loved talking to you yesterday, weird I mean wow really. Cause we seem to connect, i don't know. Maybe you are like this to everyone else, but I felt really special yesterday so thank you. <33 If only huh? haha .. Dork; Gah you are so lovely to talk to, though sometimes i don't get you. Haha. Man i don't know, maybe just maybe we`ll be okay together. I<33you Thank you for like talking to me and being there when i am down. |
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May 10 2006, 07:41 PM
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![]() you & i collide ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 324 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 131,155 |
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| *Intoxique* |
May 10 2006, 08:08 PM
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I am f**king over you. I f**king hate you so much. Words can't explain it. Godamit, go to your sluts & have your webcam sex & hell, go ahead & show your ingrowth penis to every f**king slut you can find. I don't give a f**k anymore. I sure as hell don't care if you throw a football at my ass. I'll just make him kick your ass after school. You cocky lil' bastard. Your gonna get it bad. You think I would get jealous if you when running back to that slut? Do I even give a f**k? I sure as hell don't. It's over. Over before it even began. One day your gonna look back & think about me & run back to me. The answer is 'No' & it will always be 'No'. Keep that in mind bitch. |
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May 10 2006, 09:23 PM
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![]() i've never wanted anything rationale. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,449 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 19,045 |
"With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one?
But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun." Why does this have to apply to you?? Why did I even bother to see why you weren't in school today? Why did I ask if you felt better? Why didn't you answer me? Why can't I put you behind me? Why do I want you in my life? Why do I want you just to kiss me one last time? Why do I want you to care? WHY? |
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May 10 2006, 10:42 PM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,799 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,450 |
You,
Hey love. I'm sorry our plan for lunch didn't work outttt. MMMmmm we'll go tomorrow. HOW BOUT THATTT? Wheee. I guess we can go with your friends. I realllllly love to hang out with them. Always got me laughing but ..when is you & me time? Ahh. By the way, your mom is hellllllllllllla sweet. She just called to tell my mom to wish her happy mother's day n she doesn't even really know her that well & to invite me to a bbq at your house on sunday. hella sweet. i wanna go. lol i'm ther.e its goign to be funnn. imissu.i'll call u when i get out of the shower. <3333333333333333333333333333333 |
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May 10 2006, 10:47 PM
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![]() ♥ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,066 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,393 |
I'm sorry for saying hurtful things about you, I wish I could take them back. I don't want to have any negative tension with you. We've been through far too much to just throw it all away. You will always be my first love. You will always have a special place in my heart. And who knows what the future will hold for us both - who's to say it's completely over? There's no way to tell. Only time will show us. Maybe we aren't destined for one another, despite what we thought for so long. All we can do is wait, and I am glad that we're starting to work things out. I'm always going to be here for you, Drew.
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May 10 2006, 10:51 PM
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![]() crushed. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,432 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,026 |
To ______ :Thanks so much for coming to work out with me tonight! We shall do it again Friday =]
To ______ :You are so hot. To ______ :Yeah, I'm kind of angry with you. *sigh* |
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| *Programmer* |
May 10 2006, 10:53 PM
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People forgive and forget. it's a part of life....or we learn to accept that the only way we can stay in that person's life is to make a sacrifice...giving up what we truely want in order to be there for one another. That's true love. If you read this you know who you are.
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May 11 2006, 12:03 AM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 |
Guess what-- I'm a loser... I love your voice. Hahaha. I will own you at checkers! Seriously.. it's ON! lol good luck with your 6 hour exam tomorrow. MWA
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May 11 2006, 12:14 AM
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![]() in a matter of time ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 7,151 Joined: Aug 2005 Member No: 191,357 |
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That was so sweet of you. Really, thanks so much. I don't know if I'm the only person that feels it. I was so nervous, sorry about that. I'm usually wayyy more talkative. I find myself reliving every minor thing that happened between you and me every day, and it's becoming a bit obsessive. I just hope you don't forget about me. Combat baby, come back |
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May 11 2006, 01:05 AM
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![]() hello : ) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
"With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one? But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun." Why does this have to apply to you?? Why did I even bother to see why you weren't in school today? Why did I ask if you felt better? Why didn't you answer me? Why can't I put you behind me? Why do I want you in my life? Why do I want you just to kiss me one last time? Why do I want you to care? WHY? How do you write EXACTLY what I'm thinking?! I love you. Dear You, So I'm starting to feel really stupid. I'm trying so hard but my efforts produce nothing. I wish if you didn't like me you could just tell me, straight up. Still you haven't told me even though we said we'd try this friend thing. There are instances when I think the feelings are all still there but then there are others when I think they aren't. To be honest I sometimes wonder if they are but if you're trying to hide them and if you wish they weren't, like you're trying to suppress them maybe. I know why you'd be doing such a thing though if that was the case. It'd be because of your friends, other people, and yourself. Because you think you aren't good enough for me or whatever else. I'm just really confused. I love you so much, really I do. I miss you so much. I still don't understand how NOTHING could be there for you. After everything that happened and all the things you've said, I just don't get it. I really feel as if you might be confused on what to do. I hate to say it but the weed is screwing you up. I care for you so much you don't even know. I want so much to be with you. I feel like I'm digging myself into a hole. That I keep trying and trying and it's never going to happen. Other people get back together. They got back together and they got back together and so did they, so why can't we? I get that our circumstances might be hella different but I don't care. Oh man I am so nervous and anxious to go to prom with you. I want you to think I look beautiful. I want you to want me back or to admit to your feelings if they are still there. I am hoping something happens, that perhaps this will be like a new beginning for us. Sad thing is that I really don't think anything will yet I'm still hoping... I must be crazy. -Me. Dear You, Yes! Working out Friday. It's a date! lol. -Me. |
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May 11 2006, 06:07 AM
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![]() naïvety ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Human Posts: 1,303 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 488 |
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I hate you. You messed up my life. If you're not patient enough to wait, then i'm not right for you. Back off. I hate my life. |
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May 11 2006, 01:18 PM
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![]() crushed. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,432 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,026 |
To _______ :
I can't believe it's him! Is it? Haha, I have to see the picture in your yearbook! To _______ : Thank you so much for fixing my dress..it actually fits! I'm getting you a card :) To _______ : Thanks for being nice. --Teesa |
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May 11 2006, 01:28 PM
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![]() When the sun sleeps. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 532 Joined: Nov 2005 Member No: 289,628 |
To you:
These things you say to me? Are they real or are they fake? My lips tremble with fear that you will leave me in disgust of the mistake, the crime that i have commited on this..on our relationship. please forgive my soul. if it all ends hear, i will take your name to my grave never to let a whisper of our fatal flaw out of my mouth. |
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May 11 2006, 02:41 PM
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![]() now, nothing can change what you mean to me.. ![]() ![]() Group: Validating Posts: 23 Joined: Apr 2006 Member No: 396,860 |
:: i love him. is that so wrong? cant u be ok w/ it? or at least try? try to get along w/ him? try to respect the one decision i make for myself? do we have to change? do u have to view me differently bcuz i love him and u practically
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| *Programmer* |
May 11 2006, 02:46 PM
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-- life is all about choices....better start making some before i move out of yours. don't mean to be cold but i already said no. would you rather have me in your life as a friend or not in your life at all....
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May 11 2006, 02:56 PM
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![]() The windmills of your mind .. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,317 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 83,699 |
To ____,
Good luck in your exams. I know I don't love you anymore and that we have decided against ever feeling that way towards eachother again but I want you to have a good life when you leave school. It seems like just yesterday that we were talking about horror movies and about movies that we hadn't yet seen which had the 'gore factor'. Your still an awesome person, you even made me happy .. I won't forget you when I move away this summer. Me. x To ____, I just wish I knew you better and that perhaps I went out more. So I could see you more .. even though you have no clue who I am .. you smile at me and look but I know nothing will happen. People just grow up differently, I remember when I was like 7 and you were 10, and you would come over my friends house and we would have teddy wars. Life is just awkward to me .. and when I like someone, I'm also competing against someone else whos vying for they attention .. same now .. your popular with the girls in my year and I'm just the girl with the crazy personality. It just doesn't work .. and I just WANT it to. Me. To ____, Sometimes I don't understand you. Your trying to be something your not .. like saying words &phrases that I say .. maybe you think you can have my weird sense of humor and strange personality .. well I'm sorry but it's not up for grabs. Me. |
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| *Intoxique* |
May 11 2006, 05:58 PM
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Just stop Godamnit. I am annoyed & hella pissed. ________, ________ & _______, Wtf is up? One thing gets solved & other sh*t has to happen. God, I think everything would go back to normal after this. But noooo. Dramatic sh*t has to happen. Oh, the drama. Kill me. _______, That was really mean today, I totally wanted to cry in the washroom. 79897 days till the end of school. f**k. |
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May 11 2006, 06:02 PM
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Love,
Did you notice anything strange today when I talked about him? Like maybe that tone of voice or look in my eye that gave away my lie? I'm still in love with him. I had a dream last night. In it, a boy we barely know was tempting me into a kiss. His lips weren't an inch from mine and I had to plead with him to stop because I couldn't. I'm so very in love with you and yet I'm preoccupied with the idea of cheating on you with people I hardly care for. It doesn't make sense. |
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| *Intoxique* |
May 11 2006, 07:13 PM
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You two-faced bitch. God, stop f**king playing _______ & ______, Can you get any sluttier? I pretty godamnit sure you can. f**k, why I even bother? |
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May 11 2006, 07:45 PM
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 |
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I dont even know anymore. I'm so lost and confused. I hate thinking about you all the time and wanting more than what we have. Im tired of always having you on my mind. Its been so long and im still not over you and im still wondering what it is God is leading me to. I hate knowing you've kissed her and called her. But in the end you told her you weren't ready. I know its a stupid fantasy, and it's only my mind telling me what I'd like to hear, but i couldn't help but wish it was because you still felt about me the way i feel about you. But it' stupid and im stupid and i shouldnt feel this way. But i can't help it. I dont even know what it is about you but theres just something.. and whenever i try and get over you something always happens to prevent it... ---- G'Damn. I know you must feel awkward and sh*t but .. Iunno. I can't help it anymore it's just how I am. It's called a staring PROBLEM for a reason yenno. Cos it's a problem I have. But fkbdalkvbak I dont even know. |
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