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A Message to Anyone, Version.21 |
May 7 2006, 10:06 PM
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#251
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![]() i've never wanted anything rationale. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,449 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 19,045 |
Matt, it really sucks you feel that. I thought that maybe you were different from the rest and liked whoever you wanted. Cool, Zac can go f**k a horse, I don't care. I just care about you and thought that we could be friends. The whole Tom situation really should not affect us. Yeah, you are good friends with him, but you said you were close to me too. I didn't want you to have to chose, but you did.
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May 7 2006, 10:21 PM
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#252
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![]() hi. call me linda. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 |
Mmm, today was so nice. Even though you were sick and I was late and we didn't really do what we wanted, it was still so nice. I just love being with you and I'm so sorry for what I said on Friday; I take it back. I enjoy laying next to you, with your arms around me. I feel so safe. And when you said those words, I could tell that you really meant it. Everything about today was wonderful. I love you, and I look forward to the future.
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| *jooleeah* |
May 7 2006, 10:24 PM
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I wonder if things would be different if I never liked you. I wonder if things would be different if I hadn't told you, two or three years ago, about how I felt. I wonder if we would be as close as we were before.
I wonder if I wonder too much. |
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May 7 2006, 10:55 PM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,799 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,450 |
You,
I'm glad things got cleared up. It's so hard to be mad at you. Iloveu. |
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May 7 2006, 10:57 PM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,534 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 170,127 |
...,
You need to know. That. I bloody "dislike" x. I do. Badly. But, to be honest, you are not to blame. I spent so much time trying to decide what I felt, and how I should act on it--even if it's "weird"--that everything is much more confusing. I don't know what I think or feel anymore. I don't know if I want to know you or think about you like I did anymore. One day? After these intensified feelings--why the sudden change in feeling? I don't understand. My chest doesn't feel so heavy anymore. But it may just be a day. Or realization that I will never be x. But. They don't matter. I don't care. You're silly, like me. And you wouldn't talk to me if you didn't like me. I have to remind myself that about everything. I have to remind myself that I am..okay. Okay. Maybe this is just clarity. Who knows. ..., Sorry Feel better, deaaaaaaaarest! |
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May 8 2006, 12:00 AM
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![]() hello : ) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
Rachel,
-Me. Dear You, I was really disappointed I didn't get to see you today. It seems like you don't want to talk to me or see me...I don't know. I guess it could be that you don't want to be a burden so that's why you don't like me driving far to see you but honestly, can't you tell that I don't care? That I'm willing? That I want to? And you know it's not like I can straight up tell you so because we're supposed to be trying this friend thing out. I just really miss you. I want to see you, not your cousin. I'm willing to drive whatever distance. I'm willing to spend whatever money. I'm willing. Completely. That's the problem you had with me in our relationship you say so why can't you see now that it's not gonna be a problem?? I miss you. I love you. This is better than before but still it's not what I fully want. -Me. |
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May 8 2006, 05:49 AM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 78 Joined: Jan 2006 Member No: 345,671 |
i'm sorry for being a little bitch tonight. i wouldn't want you to stop talking to me you know .. sexy voice.wowee
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May 8 2006, 09:17 AM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 195 Joined: Aug 2005 Member No: 212,369 |
Dear dork ..
It's when you start to connect with someone my heart breaks |
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May 8 2006, 09:25 AM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 363 Joined: Jan 2006 Member No: 344,469 |
__: Good luck with your new relationship... I hope this one actually works out for you...
__: Thanks for accepting my appology, it's great to have your friendship back __: Stop being soo over protective.. __: ILY Soo Much... Thankz for sticking with me this whole time... <3 |
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| *stephinika* |
May 8 2006, 12:30 PM
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: You've been getting on my nerves lately I have to admit...bleh. Driving me a teensy bit nuts.
: Ilu. Really, I do. |
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May 8 2006, 01:21 PM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 |
Probably not the best for me to think this, but sometimes I wonder how I can put up with you. Oh well.. I guess I know it's all about give and take. But I really would like you to stop with the comparing game. I see how much you have been hurt but I love you and I have no intentions of ever hurting you-- please realize that.
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May 8 2006, 02:33 PM
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![]() The windmills of your mind .. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,317 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 83,699 |
To ____,
I seriously need you around, I rang you but your mother said you were out down the park .. anyway I'll see you tomorrow so everything will be fine. Me. To ____, I would like to set fire to you bitch. Me. To ___, LALALA I love you. Me. |
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| *Programmer* |
May 8 2006, 02:42 PM
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_____: i lose more friends that way....god....why you....
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May 8 2006, 04:38 PM
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![]() cool by default. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 147 Joined: Apr 2006 Member No: 392,925 |
i'm getting bored. i dunno where any of this is going anymore. i feel as if youre starting to only see me as just another girl again. man; i remember those times when you would actually miss me; and those times we would have those nice long convos.. that actually meant something to me. now it's like.. whatever. i'm starting to feel as if you never miss me anymore; and that i'm the only one who misses you.
i miss the way things used to be but i guess i'm starting to learn to leave things the way they are. i realized that.. things arent EVER gonna be the same again. and i guess i'm ready to give up. |
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May 8 2006, 04:44 PM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 3,102 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,162 |
sometimes i get shivers racing up my arms and back and i wish you would hold my hand and force away the chill.
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May 8 2006, 05:23 PM
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_: i feel like you're getting more and more distant. before, you used to talk to me like i'm your best friend. and just today, you ignored me. you make it harder for me to tell you something. i'm not so sure if you're my friend anymore.
_,_,_,_,_,_,_: why did you people stop IMing me? i hardly ever get to see you guys! i miss you people so much! i'll visit you sometime soon. |
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May 8 2006, 05:45 PM
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![]() cool by default. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 147 Joined: Apr 2006 Member No: 392,925 |
i hate this. i really do. its like you dont care anymore. man; WHAT HAPPENED to what we had? this is killing me. sitting here. knowing theres nothing i can do. i hate you. and i hate myself. it hurts how everything i do; see; hear; reminds me of you. and it hurts knowing that i'm never on your mind anymore. its like; all the feelings you had for me are gone. i try not to think that; and i TRY to stay happy; but it's HARD without any reassurance you know? yeah. thats what i need reassurance. this relationship is coming to an end; i can feel it. and it sucks how you dont even care.
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| *stephinika* |
May 8 2006, 05:53 PM
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:
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May 8 2006, 06:52 PM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,799 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,450 |
You,
I love every freakin moment I get to spend with you. You don't understand. Thank you for coming with me today. That was really sweet and thanks for inviting me out to ice cream, too bad I couldn't go. We'll go on Thursday since we go in at 12:45! yessssssssss more time with you. Gosh, I'm excited. Yeah. Today, it just slipped out. Usually, i'd think before I said it making sure I wanted to. Today, it just came out. Its weird because I din't even realize..I don't know. I might have just meant it. .. ! |
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May 8 2006, 07:27 PM
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![]() Being happy...is all that matters ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 765 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 102,284 |
I don't know why you blocked her online. I don't. You said its cuz she's in your IB group. And I'm not. But that doesn't make sense. You can't tell me you don't know what the consequences will be. It FEELS like you like me goddamnit. Do you or DON'T you? Tell me. I know I said i didn't care if you did or didn't. But you know, if you like me, you should tell me and cut it off w/ her. This is just really messy.
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May 8 2006, 07:41 PM
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WHAT THE f**k IS WRONG WITH YOU. I AM f**king OVER YOU, DON'T COME RUNNING BACK NOW. YOU HAD SO MANY f**king CHANCES & YOU DIDN'T TAKE THEM & NOW I AM SICK OF YOU & I DON'T WANT YOU BACK. IT'S TOO LATE NOW. |
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May 8 2006, 08:13 PM
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B-rex ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 149 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 128,689 |
Dear Love,
I hope you find yourself thinking one night, about every wrong you have done to me, and god, I hope you slit your f**king throat out of remorse. |
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| *stephinika* |
May 8 2006, 08:19 PM
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: You are getting on my nerves...I can't help but be a bit envious...ah well.
: Get over yourself. Honestly. I wish I could go back and take you off that list, but whatever. : Hmm...I miss you. I hope Saturday works out. |
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| *Intoxique* |
May 8 2006, 09:22 PM
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I wanna sometimes shot you. Your a stupid bitch sometimes. I seriously hate you. Like right now. God, why do you just assume sh*t? It annoys the sh*t outta me. Godamnit, I sometimes wonder why I am even friends with you? You better fix this sh*t or you can delete me off your buddies list now. Because right now I don't consider you as a friend. |
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May 8 2006, 11:41 PM
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![]() skaters gonna skate. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 6,861 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 6,336 |
I don't know, but if you really took last night seriously i'm sorry. I was being so moody .. I OD'D on my sarcasm and.. I was just being a straight bitch. Yes, I'm going to use the excuse which is it was that time of the month. Cause you're still my best buddy forever and ever. and when you were like, " fine i'll leave you alone " i didn't want you to leave me alone i wanted you to talk to me and make me feel better. damn! and how come when i wasn't there you were there.. the time you aren't usually there. cause you know everyday i'm usually there at that time but now the day i choose to not go, you're there!!! :(
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