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[anniepiee]

why are you so inconsiderate..
jerk.

[*stephinika*]

: Thank you for that last conversation. It made me feel better, and I'm glad I get to see you lots more tomorrow.
: Thank you for the apology email, but no worries. I know you didn't mean it or anything.
: Ooh, yay for dance practices starting! Should be fun..I'm hoping one of my parents can't go so I can ask if its possible to bring him...

[Chii]

The more we get to know each other...the more I wonder if you're too good for me...

[redpeony]

You make me rethink my decisions. Hmm. I hope it's not just because I find you kind of attractive. And I know I shouldn't even... but I can't help it. I don't know. I've always felt something with you... but I gotta get those thoughts out of my head. Argh.

[topsyturvy]

_____:

我發現我喜歡你．．．

但你喜歡她．．．
怎麼辦？

我也只能站在一旁
冷眼旁觀．．．


_____:

看你那麼愛她，
我也無話可說啦．．．

只能說
祝你們倆幸福．．．


Me:

算了吧．．．
Let it go....

[xMayleex]

To ____,

You talked to me ... okay I wasn't expecting that and you even smiled at me when you were running for the bus ^__^. Your making me forget that your 17 and I'm 14 .. sometimes I wish things weren't so difficult but your practically growing into a man .. and I'm just a kid. Well at least your my 'friend' and at least I got to know you before you even left school.

Me.

To ____,

I think I like you more every day and each time I see you. Though we are totally different, your the uber popular guy and I'm just the girl who just doesn't want the popularity I have been offered. Maybe one day at least we shall talk and I will let you know more about me .. I am a fortress but I will open up around you .. I promise.

Me.

To ___,

You do so much to hurt me and the girls, the attention seeking needs to stop and you need to stop lying at every opportunity.

Me.

[NgocQuyen]

i don't like you anymore. seriously, you get on my freaking nerves. freaking moron. you only think of yourself and i hate how you are. you wonder why i stay up so freaking late? because i have no freaking life anymore, and it would be surely appreciated if i could do something fun in my life. you know what i'm saying? you say that i don't do any chores or anything around the house, but dam! it's like HOW CAN I when i'm watching YOUR daughter because supposedly you're just "oh so busy" with other things you have to do like...your EFFING lawn? what the eff! it's just GRASS!!! you think of other people's opinions to much. it's like always what do they think about me? why don't you ever think. what do I think of me? you're a freaking moron! ughs! all you do is think about yourself, and that's just terrible. i freaking hate you seriously. you just try to find new ways to get me in trouble. because you're so dayum dirty, i always get yelled at. because of YOUR bad habits! because of YOUR bad habits i have to clean up every 5 seconds! i freaking hate you! i just don't understand why you're just determined to get my sister mad at me is all...just WHY?! you're a freaking not so smart psycho.

[pbear]

pleasepleasepleaseplease just say something to me so every month i don't spin a new thread to dangle my life by.

[*Kathleen*]

STOP. OH GOD, STOP.

[*StanleyThePanda*]

_: Uhm.. uhm.. no?

_: haha why are you so super awesome? I cant stand it!

_: I miss you and love you a lot!

_: Heh, jerk.

_&_: I hope you guys are there on sunday

[*stephinika*]

: I hope today goes well...hmm...it should, so yeaaah.

[*My Cinderella.*]

Daniel: Where'd you goooo I miss you so.

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZABETH! haha, have a nice one. i wish i went to 67 with you.

[me1issaaaa]

_ - f**k you. f**k everything I ever said about you. f**k this past year. f**k whenever I said I loved you. f**k the plans we had for the future. f**k everything, you never meant any of it. It was all a f**king waste. Thanks for wasting my time, glad to know it was all my fault. And I'll be damned if you think I'm going to leave Dan for you. I pity you. You had everything you could have ever wanted. You had the world in your hands. You had EVERYTHING, every god damned thing you possibly imagined, sitting in your hands - it was so real, Drew. It was promised. It was REAL. But that's just is... it was. It never will be again. You have hurt me too many times, and I'm finally letting go of what we used to have, because you screwed yourself over. You had it all, and you threw it away, and you're never getting it back. You are going to spend your life wondering "what if", and I will be happy without you. Go do your drugs and smoke your pot and find yourself some sluts, because you have no problem with that now. I feel such pity for you. I'm closing the door on this one - it's over for good. I'm cutting all contact with you. Goodbye.

- Me

[*xcaitlinx*]

Baby,

yayyy..it's friday. im so tired! i hate doing the fitness run every friday. it sucks that we can't hang out tonight but i can understand why my parents won't let us...we're gunna be together all day tomorrow and sunday. i still wish that they didn't care about us and would let us do our own thing. your mom is so chill...sometimes i wish that my parents were like that. this week has gone by incredibly fast. do you believe that it's practically summer? plus, your birthday is coming up! yay, you'll be 16 and will get your permit. i know how excited you are...idk if ill drive with you though..haha. maybe after a month of so. id rather be alive! =]

i love you sooo muchhhh.

[*Intoxique*]

____,
Having some innocent fun at the Spring Fling . That was hella fun & it makes me sad that it's gonna be the last dance that I have with you . I am gonna miss you so much .

____,
Jealous much? I know you wanted a lap dance . Don't worry your secret is safe with me.

[iDecay]

_,
If you want to start sh*t with me, then at least do it in real life. Reading your insults makes me want to laugh. Making extra SN's to try to fool be won't work, either. Heh. You're pathetic.

_, _, _,
That made my day. I love you girls.

_,
Keep your head up. They probably have nothing to do except talk smack, anyways.

[SimplicityGirl]

I will never ever say the following things to you in person. Actually I will never ever say them to you. Never. But I have to get it out. So here I am typing it out on this thread. And I guess in a way, after saying it out, I'll feel better. Hopefully.

First of all, I'd like to say that you're an awesome friend. I dearly love you for that. You have helped me out countless times, and I know, I haven't been a good friend to you. I probably got you into trouble with your parents more times than it's normal. I KNOW I don't listen to you more often times than not. Well, I do listen, but I don't LISTEN. You probably know that too. I bitch at you. I spazz at you. But you stayed by my side throught it all. And I'm grateful for that. Maybe that's why I consider you my close friend. You're my only close friend. I don't have any other. Of course you don't know that. You don't need to. Maybe one day you will. But for now...I'll keep that fact to myself. You provide the emotional support that I need. You make me feel that no matter what happens, you'll like me for me, and you'll continue to stand by my side no matter what. It's nice to know that there IS a friend out there who'd do that for me. I know I act happy...but I'm insecure. Insecure about whether people will like me, and about what people think of me, and all the usual teenage girl worries. But with you...you're just so...open and all. When I'm with you, I have no insecurities. You just...make me feel...not quite complete. But you make me feel safe about myself.

And of course, feelings will develop from these kind of close friendships between a guy and a girl. I tried to not fall for you. I really did. I even made myself promise that I won't purposely do things for you. But...when I see you everyday at school, and you're being ever so nice and sweet to me, how can I do those things I told myself I won't do? I think you have feelings for me too. Now, that may be just my heart telling me what I want to hear, what I need to hear, but other people have noticed it too. If you didn't like me, why would you do all those things for me? Why? Tell me. Why would you risk your parents' scoldings just to walk me home in the rain just because I forgot to bring my umbrella? Why? And it's just...I get the feeling that you do like me. And usually, my intuitions about these things are right. I'm not saying that you DO like me. I'm just saying, I feel that you treat me way nicer than other girls. Scratch that out. I don't feel. I know that you do. How many other girls do you hug on a daily basis? And how many girls do you let her hold hands with you? The answer is: none.

And that brings me to that. I do like you. And I don't exactly...make it a secret. Just like how I never exactly hid the fact that we were close friends. I never hid what we had. Well, I did, but that was because of her. I wasn't about to go tell her the details of what we did. I'm not suicidal. I like you. You don't know how happy you make me. I need you on a daily basis. Why do you think I want to walk you home everyday? Why? Why do you think I like to go out with you? Why do you think I like to do just about anything with you? As long as you're there, I'm happy. I think I'm starting to rely on you. Emotionally. In a deep way. You make me feel safe and secure. Especially when we hug...I feel like nothing can go wrong in the world. I like it when we hold hands. That makes me feel safe. I don't know how to explain it. Your presence somehow just complete me.

But then there's her...and we broke off our friendship due to this. Sometimes I feel so guilty about the whole affair. In a way, she's right. I'm a bitch. I took you away from her. But I didn't mean to do that. I didn't purposely went like "I think I'll take _______ away from _______" It just happened. You didn't exactly stop me from doing all that I did. I thought you'd stop at the hugs. I thought you'd cut it at the long hugs. I thought you'd DO something to stop me. I suppose I did the hugs to test just how far you'd let me do things. Ditto for linking arms. Ditto for holding hands. But you didn't stop me. You let me carry on. What was I supposed to do? Me, being the girl, obviously took it as "_____ likes me". I honestly thought you'd stop at holding hands. Cuz come on, close friends do NOT hold hands. Especially guy girl close friends. But then again, the way I see it is, if you voluntarily chose to spend more time with me, it's not really my fault right? You can't tell me you don't know what happened between me and her. You just can't. Because you're the reason we're not talking to each other. You're the reason we're not friends anymore. But I won't regret it. Because I stood up for what I believed was right. And that was to keep you as a close friend. And I refuse to abide by her stupid rules. Seriously. What's it to her what we do? Just because she likes you, doesn't mean she can get possessive and treat you like you're one of her other possessions. Because you're a person, not a thing. You can't own people, only things. And what right does she have to go through your pants pockets? Really. That just ticks me off. And I did NOT write a f**king love letter to you like she's been blabbing to every single person at her stupid locker group. Really. That note was an innocent note. You read it. I wrote it. I KNOW what I wrote. It wasn't a love letter.

And then she goes and tell ________ that she's gonna break up with you. Okie. I don't give. She'll do as she pleases. But somehow I doubt that she will. Although she has been spending less and less time with you, I doubt she'll actually break it off with you. I know her. Didn't she said that she was gonna break it off with _______ about 3456569999 times last year? And did she ever? NO. And don't even get me started about her and _______ and her and ________. She says I'm being a bitch and taking you away from her, but guess what? She's the one who goes and have flirts with other guys WHILE she's with another guy. Okie, point taken, he wasn't exactly a good bf, but really, when you're together with someone, you don't go and have another bf. Break it off first THEN get another bf. And then there's the whole thing with her and _______ this year. They both had a thing for each other. It was BLOODY obvious. And yet she doesn't consider it wrong. But no, what I'm doing is just ever so wrong, and I didn't even do HALF of what she did. All I did was become close friends with you. She went and got another guy to LIKE her and started to have a thing for him too. You tell me, who's being more unreasonable me or her?

And then she says you lie to her about us going to ice cream as friends. Well f**k that. I asked for your version. You didn't lie. You just didn't tell her where you were gonna go. And then I asked her, if you had told her what you were gonna do that afternoon, would she have let you go? And you said no. So what's the point? I don't see anything wrong in him NOT telling you. Because he knows you'll bitch at me ANYWAY. So what's the f**king point? Ugh, just typing about that makes me MAD. Just because she f**king thinks she can f**king control every f**king thing that goes on in your life, does NOT give her any f**king rights to pry into your privacy. I don't care how insecure she is. Nothing gives her that right to do all that she did. Being with two guys at once? Cheating on one while with the other? And then calling me a bitch because I am supposedly taking you away from her? What the f**k.

And okie, let's just say that I AM taking you away from her. What's it up to her? Technically speaking, she is STILL with __________, cuz she hasn't broken it off with him, so really, you're single. I'm single. What's wrong with that? It's not like you and her are "officially" together anyway. Ugh. Maybe you guys were. I don't know anymore. It's just some of what you said made me think that you never really did consider her your gf. And that it was just a one sided thing with her loving you and liking you and all that. I'm gonna stop thinking that she loves you. Because from my perspective, she doesn't. Loving someone does not mean you get all f**king possessive and control them. But anyway so let's just say that I'm taking you away from her. I don't see any problems. You chose to spend time with me. I didn't force you to. I see you as a close friend, so tell me, what's wrong with going out to ice cream with a close friend? What's wrong with talking to a close friend over MSN every night? The only "problem" is that you're a guy and I'm a girl.

I suppose I am lying to myself. We're not close friends. I like you. I want something to happen between us. You know what I mean. Bf/gf kind of thing. But I won't rush into it. And I won't ask for it to happen. I'll just let things flow the way it will. And if you like me, and I'm certain that you do, then something will happen regardless. I won't say we're meant to be, because I don't believe in that stuff. But I will say that I have never felt this way toward a guy before. I'll say that we complement each other quite well. I'll even go as far as to say that there is a certain amount of chemistry going on. But other than that, I won't say anything more. I do wanna go out with you. I do wanna be your girl. I do wanna more than just close friends with you. But we'll see what the future has in store for us eh?

And get online soon. I want to talk to you.

[NgocQuyen]

you're still stupid and obnoxious

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i don't know if we're going to work out...it seems like we're too busy for eachother. i can't keep staying up until 12 in the morning talking to you..or TRYING to talk to you...you're like...growing into the guy that i used to talk to you..and you're like acting like he did..he put games before me, and that's just sad. i mean do i look that average that even games replace me? that's just messed up in my opinion...:\ i don't know what to do anymore. i don't know if i want to just wait for later on in life to see what would happen or if i just want to try to continue to talk to you. from what i see, it's not working very well....

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gosh i hate where i live. i wonder what would happen if things were just a little different...

[*jooleeah*]

Tinacake,
Happy Birthday. Cutie.

Haku,
I'm writing to you here instead of talking to you on IM because I know you read this anyway. Or you used to. But no matter, I don't care if you do or don't. But I hope you know I treasure our friendship greatly. I know you say I'm a "good friend" and all, but I know I don't act like it at all sometimes, and I'm still sorry for that. I don't know, maybe you're sick of me apologizing? But I can't help it, Haku. That's how I am. I feel terribly guilty for "disappearing" all the time. Chihiro shouldn't do that.

I really hope you're doing alright. I know you're having trouble figuring out your future life and who you're going to be. But to be honest, I don't think you'll have any trouble with that. Please just try to make the right decisions in your life, and I think you'll go far. =) You have so much potential. I'm being serious. Don't waste it all away.

I know I can't say this kind of stuff to you on AIM or on the phone, because that'll be awkward. Plus, I feel strange waiting for responses. Also, I know that you don't really feel comfortable with telling me your personal feelings. Either that, or we just don't talk about that kind of stuff anymore. Sometimes I wish we did. But I always feel guilty talking to you abuot my problems. I think we should talk about yours for once. Please? It makes me feel so selfish when we just talk about how I'm doing.

I know, I had a mouthful to say. I'd say more, but I think I'm getting on the verge of being annoying. For some reason, I'm oddly semi-hyper right now. Strange, I was in a terrible mood earlier on today...mm. Here I go again, off on another subject.

Alright, hopefully you'll read this. I care about you, alright? :] Remember that.
Ooh, also, Sasuke is 10x's better looking than Gaara would like ANYDAY.
- <3Chihiro.

[KELLYYY]

You,
Thinking about what happened today, it made me think about: what if she really doesn't want to be my best friend anymore? What if she wants to choose her over me? Knowing that you'd rather bring her with you hurts me so damn fcking much. I always go everywhere with you. We always hang out, every fcking day. We always tell each other everything. And now? You never tell me sh*t. You always went to me for your damn advice, but now you go to HER and tell HER every fcking detail when I'm the main person who fixed the damn problem. Seems like you want HER to be your best friend more than me, since you didn't even fcking realize that I was upset the whole fcking day. You know I'm not usually like this. I know you sense something wrong, but you just never give a sh*t about me. And shut the fck up about your damn boyfriend. I don't give a sh*t anymore.

[silver-rain]

Heyy, sorry for not coming over earlier and for making you mad. I do have a lot to make up ahh. But I'm glad that it was kinda? resolved. Today was fun after that little spat, and I really did enjoy myself. I'm stupid for what I was thinking. But yay, I hope you have fun tomorrow, maybe I'll crash your party and drink with you guys haha. Well, after today, I hope that we can make it through anything together. I really do love you <3.

[priyas]

You,
I missed you today. How was Great American? I <3 You.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
You are so wonderful about all of this. It really helps. I really hope I get to see you Sunday. I miss you. I hope you feel something too...but I'm not hoping that much, if that makes sense.
-Me.

Dear You,
Oh my. You are quite the annoying one aren't you? Calm down woman.
-Me.

[*stephinika*]

: Thanks for today. It was lovely. All of it.

: Eff you. If you're going to act like that, give me a good fcking reason why you're saying no. I hate you. So. Fcking. Much. If you say no to the other thing I'm bringing up tomorrow or so I'm going to kill you people. Its always the things I want the most.