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[redpeony]

you know i'm not intentionally not calling you because i don't care, like you're probably thinking..

i'm just tired of it always ending up being my fault and my 'not caring about you' tendencies taking the blame when we get in a fight. when you take the step to call me you always say that i don't care about you and that's why i didn't call.. and then i always sympathize and say sorry and convince you that i do care... and then something you did somehow ends up being my fault.

so i'm not going to care... you call me. you better not make this my fault. you better just call me and make no mention of anything i 'did'. this is ridiculous and stupid and i know it shouldn't be like this but i've tried to not make it anyone's fault by taking the blame... for the last one million times this happened. but this is entirely your fault. and i'm so sick of this...

you really care about me? okay, here is your chance to prove it. or disprove it. then we can just break up once and for all... and that will be for the better. cause i really don't think you actually care and it would be nice if you proved me right for once and stopped screwing with my head.


noooope, i'm not going to call. noooope, not for a day or a week or a month or a year. i'm being stubborn and stupid aren't i? yeah.. probably. but i really don't feel like being nice anymore. i don't feel like reaching out. this was you... you did it all. i don't feel like being compassionate and letting you win. i don't want to put it that way but that's the way you take it when i call you... you think you've won. well you're not going to. i don't care about you if you don't care about me.

yea i'm pretty sick of this
i know you're pretty sick of me too

i know we both have hugely inflated egos so i think it's gonna take a lot for us to get over this one

but i won't do anything until i see that you care... which will take a lot of proving.

because if you don't care i don't think it's worth trying for.

and you probably see it the same way too... but i'm not talking about caring that you are able to show. i 'm talking about caring that is deep down inside... genuine caring for me. is it even there? has it been there for the past 8 months? REAL concern for my well being?

you know the answer to that. i honestly don't. so tell me... show me... somehow. you figure it out if you think i'm worth it.

otherwise.. i don't know.
yes, i'm angry. thanks.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
OH MY GOODNESS. I cannot believed I called. I cannot believe you answered. I cannot believe you asked. I cannot believe you said yes. I cannot believe we talked. I cannot believe I get to see you Sunday. I cannot believe what is happening. Oh my goodness. What is happening? OGjrlakgjlakrg. BUTT I do know two things. One, I love you and missed you so much. Two, I'm not going to get my hopes up or get carried away.
-Me.

[eccentricity]

To writing benchmarks,
I don't like you.


Dear You,
That comment made me think you kind of like me.

[*Intoxique*]

_____,
I don't know what I want anymore. I don't know what you want neither. I need to end this with you.

_________,
I love you sweety, you are just about the best thing that ever happened . I hope we can be friends forever. You been with me thick & thin, I can't bear it without you.

[*islandgirl4eva*]

I'm going to get over you, once and for all.

[gelionie]

Take care, everyone!

______thank you so much! I appreciate it.

[ANG33ZY]

okay i'm comfortable with 3/4 of the "posse". but where's the other one? it's you. dunno.. the one i want to get to know the most. geez. step your game up before my waa waa buddy takes your place. sucka.

[topsyturvy]

_____:

原來最殘忍的畫面可以甜言蜜語
原來最孤單的是我還是那麼想你
原來我被騙了。

太可惡了，
居然這段時間都在耍我。

我一直以為你真的動了心，
真的喜歡我了．．．

不敢相信這斷時間，
所有你說過的話，
居然都是謊言．．．

我受不了這種折磨，
我不喜歡得不到我想要的東西．．．

E D I T

請你明白的告訴我，
你心裡到底在想什麼？

我很怕冷．．．
你忽冷忽熱我會受不了。

我好想知道
你到底是不是在玩，
是不是在混，
是不是在等．．．



_____:

原來你也在耍我，
你也在試探我，
看看我值不值得寵，
值不值得愛，
值不值得疼。

你們這群到底在搞什麼鬼？
一定非要搞得人家沒話說，
沒台階下嗎？

你是不是突然發現
我不值得寵、
不值得疼、
不值得愛？

現在我終於知道，
沒人疼是什麼感覺，
沒人愛是什麼感覺，
一無所有是什麼感覺．．．

[Paul M. is baaac...]

Now that I've found out you DID like me, I'm thinking about you...again...

[seremela_culnamo]

____: Because of you, I want to be hit by a car, kidnapped and murdered or simply go into a coma or discover I have cancer. I want this to end. Why can't I stop liking you? It's even beyond that state now.

[*islandgirl4eva*]

We're drifting away again. It's making me sad. But I have to remember. Three more weeks. Three more weeks.

[*jooleeah*]

____: i hate how we're not really friends anymore. how you're not really apart of my life anymore. how we're barely even accquaintances now...

[nopattern]

thanks for ruining my favorite song. you are supposed to sing it to me...not her.

-

please don't come back.

[angelrevelation]

you're so brave for actually trying lol. much more then me, but it sure makes it easier

[*stephinika*]

: I'm sorry that I can be a crappy girlfriend.

[Gigi]

___,
I'm going f**king crazy...I wanna say something more meaningful but I can't, because I'm too scared. I know you wouldn't, but I think that you'll judge me. I'm just terrified, but at the same time I can't bring myself to stop obsessing with everything. I'm terrified that she'll take you away from me, like she always does...oh man. Get out of my head.

Oh, and thanks for the CD. <3

____,
I'm sorry I was a bitch today. I need to loosen up. Soo...elephant shoes to you, too. Hahaha.

_____,
If you choose to reminisce so often about your past life, then why don't you do something about it? You need to stop dwelling on what could have happened or what didn't happen...you're not there anymore. I feel like you're always thinking about something else and that you just refuse to accept anything that we are, because somehow you're still...stuck there.

[SimplicityGirl]

Again, I ask myself, why am I still lying to myself even when I TOLD myself I won't. If I don't like you, then why the f**k do I FEEL like this. Why can't I STOP doing that? f**k this. f**k every that I thought we could be. The furthest we'll be is just good close friends, and I will be content with that. Yes I will. I'm not gonna lie. I need to get away from you for a while. I'm sorry...

And you, I know you did that on purpose. Get a life bitch. Fine show the whole f**king world I'm taking him away and how bad I am. Fine. See if I care.

[eccentricity]

You owe me boba! And well... thanks for coming today? But sorry we didn't talk. Honestly, I get shy around guys I don't really know, especially if they're older.

[*My Cinderella.*]

Suzzette: I miss talking to you.

[silver-rain]

Hehe, thanks for believing in me honey. I truly do adore you. Today was so fun, despite a few bumps in the road, that in the end didn't really matter. But yeah, I can't believe I'm actually saying this, but your friends are really cool. And the drinking game was actually fun! Hehe I loved today; it's going to go into my book as one of the best days of my life. Mmhmm, I really enjoyed myself and had fun ahh. Thanks so much for inviting me and trusting me to act my best and everything. Thanks for everything honey. I love you <3.

[Teesa]

To ________:
I'm so proud of you girl! You asked him and he said yes. How freaking wonderful. You'll have a great time and it will be one of the best nights ever. Save me a dance darling :)

To ________ :
Happy Birthday dearest. I hope you had a fun time tonight =]

To ________ :
OMG. We might be going to a playoff game together. I hope so!!!

[KELLYYY]

You,
She really didn't need to know about the situation. I know, we're all family, but jeez. You don't have to go and tell her everything about me. It's not even her business.

[anniepiee]

What the hell was that? If everything can be so easily changed by a mislead, what's the point of this friendship? if it even is a friendship. I like you and all, but a fair portion of your personality bugs me.

[Gigi]

_____,

OMG! I'm so happy for you. You guys are gonna look SOOOO CUTE together! *sighs*. I'm glad I'm still allowed to drool, though. Woot! <333

[priyas]

i <3 you soooooooo mucho much. =].