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[Le DaNi]

I hate everything you remind me of. All the good times. The bad times. The old and the new. I hate it all.
I can't really blame you. I bring it all on myself. Its my temper that starts everything.

You know sometimes I feel like breaking up with you. Well. Most times. I dont like feeling this way. Sometimes I hate you but then I absolutely love you. I don't get it. I need mental help.

[*My Cinderella.*]

FGEWHFGWEGFEWFEGWGFEWU why are you checking here now? Do you not trust me so you have to come here and see what I post? Go ahead, read anything, read everything in that matter. Sure, there are some things I'd like you to see and others where I know you wouldn't like to see. But you have to understand how I've been feeling when we fight, and you have to understand that sometimes you say things and sorry just doesn't cut it...you can't take away what you've already said Daniel. It hurts..

[*jooleeah*]

WHY. WHYWHYWHY. stroke? car accident? now deaf?! WHY. why...someone answer me. why....i can't take this. no. i swear i'm about to bawl. GOD. i am the worst person in the world.

[whenALLelsefails]

teresa - i wonder if you feel the same way i feel for you because i know that this feeling isnt like the rest. you make my heart beat faster when you pass my way and you make any guy wish he could see you every day

[*Intoxique*]

____,
Oh my f**king God. I want you so much.

________ & _____,
Am I making the wrong decision ?

[*My Cinderella.*]

im afraid. i realize that you mean so much to me...and now all i fear is losing you.

[*mzkandi*]

Daddy,

You're home now. No more pain or sorrow. I love you so much and not enough words can ever express that or how much I will miss you, how much we will miss you . Last night was beautiful and He took you in peace. It's hurts but I am at peace and the rest of family will find peace knowing that it was God's will.

Forever your little girl,

- Kiera


P.S. I'll be seeing you soon.

[SimplicityGirl]

I hope you're feeling better. I miss talking to you. And I know it's wrong, but I think I'm slowly falling for you. I just hope you'll be there to catch me...as a friend.

[*Intoxique*]

____,
Omg. Can you please stay on for more then 4 seconds or answer your f**king phone. We need to talk.

[eccentricity]

What did you mean by "girl like you..."? Honestly, I really want to know. I hate reading too much into things.

[SimplicityGirl]

Aww...that's so sweet of you ^^ You're the BESTEST and I love you for that ^^

[*jooleeah*]

Ah-ma:
Mom acts like nothing happened. Dad isn't really affected much- I know he can't help that. What am I supposed to do? I don't even think Mom knows I know. I'm afraid to ask Mom what the update is with you because I'm afraid to see her depressed & sad. God, I'm so scared. This always happens. Something bad always needs to happen for me to realize how lucky I am to have relatives like you. How lucky I am that my grandparents treat me like I'm loved. WHY. Why does this have to happen to you? To grandpa? To Nini?! WHY. I hate sitting here, being clueless to what's going on. Are you still temporarily deaf? Are you recovering from the stroke? Is your arm okay from the aciddent? I can't just sit here, or in school..pretending like nothing's happened. That's why I had to get out early today. I got the biggest headache from thinking too much about it...I'm afraid I'm going to go back to how I was in 7-8th grade. Lonely, depressed, all that horrid stuff. Randomly crying in school for no reason. Feeling sorry for myself. Being selfish and thinking about nothing but terrible things. Jumping to conclusions. Being so sad. Almost to the point where I'm suicidal. God, bad thoughts. I need to get away...

[anniepiee]

<3!
I love you! and I love the time we spend with one another. DONGMOBILE!



____,
You're really not that great. You're nothing in my life. Dissapear.

[*stephinika*]

: I don't mean to get upset...I'm retardedly competitive, I'm sorry. Ilu though.
: That was fun today! Haha you're such a geek, I love it.

[topsyturvy]

_____:
I think i've lost all hope. Hopes of talking to you, hopes of seeing you smile, hopes of hearing your laugh.
Why can't we just get over it? Why are you so goddamn stubborn?
Your 甜言蜜語 just gets to me. It hits me real hard.
And then sometimes you pretend you don't care at all. What's that supposed to mean?
I'm so tired.

_____:
Shoot. Don't give me a phone. Just don't!

[redpeony]

q, q, h
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO INSANELY MUCH :)

t
had the best week and a bit with you.. :D i want to remember it ALLLLL.

[*islandgirl4eva*]

Wow. I feel like an ass right now. Why does this make me cry? I totally misread things, and now I feel like sh*t. Oh God. I can't see how I keep letting myself do this. Why do I dig up feelings that I'd already put to rest? Ugh. SO f**king STUPID! I swear. I'm just done with it. I'm sorry. I wanted to try to be friends, but I don't think I can. It'll be too much for me. I'll humor you for now, but I can pretty much tell where this is going. Yeah.

I'm an idiot, and it kills me.

[Paul M. is baaac...]

Ha, you did like me. A bit late to admit it, but still, I'm flattered. Thanks, Bronagh.

[*Intoxique*]

____,
I miss you so much. I am glad that we have school tomorrow but the drama that happened this week isn't gonna end. Damn all the drama surrounding us . It drives me insane.

________, _____ & ______,
Wow, last night was hot .

[radhikaeatsraman]

You,
I get all happy inside when I think about you. My fingers start to feel all tingly, and I have a huge grin across my face. Sigh. I'm still slowly trying to work up the courage to get to know you. It's a bit daunting, but I can do it!

[redpeony]

I have been down THE ENTIRE DAY because of you. :) What a waste of a day. At least it drove me to go hide out and find refuge in the darkroom because I haven't done that in a while. But I am okay now. Not okay in the sense that I think our morals aren't an issue... but okay in that I don't feel any regret towards loving you. I realize that I could never 'hate' you for your actions and I love you for who you are no matter what. Plus you know, God is on my side and that sort of makes everything okay. ;) Maybe I'll talk to you later if you decide to call me. Later boyfriend.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I'm scared shitless for this but I think I have to do it. I can't just sit here and complain when I haven't done anything. Well at least pertaining to this subject. God, I'm crazy. Crazy about you, I guess.
-Me.

[nopattern]

i love you. like a lot. like more than i should.

[SimplicityGirl]

I'm going to stop lying to myself. You're not just any other friend, and I know it. As for me liking you, I've been trying to hide it. Been trying to lie to myself. Telling myself that I don't like you. Been feeding myself lies. So tell me then, if I don't like you, then why is your name one of the first names I check for when I go online? If I don't like you, why do I like to spend time with you? If I don't like you, why, tell me WHY, do I look out and care for you? Why do I go to bed each night thinking of you? Why are you the first thing on my mind? And please...if I don't like you, why do I smile whenever I see you, why does my heart beat when I see you, and why is it that I take everything you see seriously? Why?

Goddamnit. I don't even know what's right or wrong anymore.

And you, SHUT UP. You don't own me, so f**king shut your stupid mouth and DIE.

[*Intoxique*]

____.
Don't want you, don't need you no more... but only for the moment.