"Why didn't he stick up for me?", High school memory that haunts me. |
"Why didn't he stick up for me?", High school memory that haunts me. |
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The halls were particularly crowded today,
So it comes as a faint surprise – That my ears decided to pinpoint the destruction of feelings. There was a strangely sullen look on his face, One that is ordinarily more discernable as cheery – One that does not offer a twinge in the heart. He always smiles at me and most obviously regards me, And it exists, however misguided – A genuine desire to be accepted among his peers. I can parallel his high school experience to min, He’s clumsy, displaced, confused – He’s adjusting to the mores and customs of a strange place. It’s one of those things he’ll get over, He’ll learn to navigate the halls with confidence – He’ll learn to be a teenager, to be cool. But it was this instance, an inexorable freshman, Soaking in the boorish remarks of a pedantic fool – Learning the opposition to maturity. “You probably have to squint,” he had said, “To see through the fat pockets on your face,” – Childishly sniggering while I trailed inches behind. “No I don’t” crept feebly out of his mouth, And he bleakly set his eyes on a point on the floor – Trying desperately to stifle tears. And I remember, seconds before the bell sounded, He turned and looked at me morosely – With an absolutely unmistakable countenance of betrayal. And I just kept walking, and I just kept my mouth shut, And I just defied everything I’ve been taught -- Everything my mother so painstakingly instilled in me. I flouted the most important ideal, I ignored worthy counsel, and for what? – For the false comfort of a blanket of pretense? I didn’t help him; I didn’t even lift my lips, And I’m only left with one image – One haunting illustration in my head. I’m left to imagine him returning home, Tossing his book bag down in anger – And thinking to himself, while he represses the urge to cry, “Why didn’t he stick up for me?” |
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