Createblog Diary, V.7 Options

[Teesa]

Dear CB Diary,

The long weekend is almost over and I don't know if it was that great. I think it would have if Baba and Ma hadn't gotten into a fight. Well, they still are fighting, but I don't care. It's weird because they haven't since we moved into the new house and it's been a long time so I almost had forgotten how it was like. Now I just want it to go away. It will in a few days, or a week maybe, but it's all so childish and stupid.

I'm glad Dada came for spring break. It's always so much fun with him! I always laugh and smile more. Anyways, it's been fun.

Hanging out with the girls tonight was a lotta fun, too. It was good, eating and talking and laughing and gossiping and all the good stuff girls do. It's okay sometimes to not have boys! And I found out that I might just be getting a prom date. Maybe. But who knows? I hope for things too much anyway. But if it does happen, I know I'll have a good time because he and I both know we'll go just as friends :)

I haven't seen him in more than three weeks! I haven't gone over there in such a long time. It's time for a visit...maybe. Maybe next week. Then, it would have been a month. Whoo.

OH. I also got into DU. Which I am most proud of because I really didn't think that I would get in. And they're giving me some money :) So I might go there. I also visited CU today at Boulder. I liked it. A lot.
--Teesa

[xTINAA]

Dear cB Diary,
Wow. What an outrageous weekend. I'll just give you the quick downlow on what happened.

SO, Friday night. Just woah. That was the best night I've had by far in a long, long time. Phillip was all over me. I missed him so much. Really. I know this is going to sound so pathetic but I wanted to cry because I was just that happy. I really do love him and it was so good to just be in his arms since it's been half a year. I miss him so much. I hope he calls but I'm thinking he won't just so I don't get my hopes up.

Then Saturday night I went clubbing for the first time. It didn't go as well as I would have hoped but it was fun for sure.

Okay that's all.
I'm doing good now. Not just okay, not great, but good.

[xoxo_proud]

Dear cB Diary,

Hi.

Well first time writing to you. Wierd...

I left everything for Sunday as always. I swear I'm the biggest procrastinator in the world. I had to study for a test, write an essay, write something for French, plus regular homework.

But I saw V for Vendetta. Biggg plus.

God my life is boring

|Caitlin|

[*jooleeah*]

f**king worst day ever.

i HATE school. i HATE f**king dumbasses. i cannot stand ignorant people. usually, i'm patient, but today was f**king terrible and i was about to kill them. i hate this.

[pinacoolada]

CB diary,

well..happy birthday to me..I still don't get why he's so different in front of other people. When we're alone, he's great...well gotta get back to class stuff...

xx rach

[ecargnmyst]

dear cb diary,

[*chaneun*]

Dear cB diary:

I can't wait until I move out of this house. I want to get away from my family. Apparantly, I'm not "good" enough for them. This house is kindof old, and the previous owner didn't replace anything since it was built, and the tiles in the bathroom are seperating and my "father" blames it on me. I did NOT do anything at all. I want to cry about a lot of things. :(

[*jooleeah*]

dear cb diary,
i am so stressed. stupid school always has to get the worst out of me. i hate hate hate schol. goddamn. RAWRRRRRR. i hate the week before spring break. the damned teachers always decide to pack things on right before you finally get a break. i guess it's worth it. i hope new york will be fun. it has to be fun. i've been meaning to pack....just because i'm excited for it, but i dont' have the time. gah. after the two tests tomorrow...dress rehearsal. :[ i'm so nervousabout the performance. we have 4 hours for the rehearsal saturday, though. so i guess things will be okay. hopefully i won't be in a bad mood....

tomorrow will either go really well or go down the drain. i'm guessing it'll suck and go down the drain. uhg.

[Looow]

Dear cB Diary,
Everything's going really well, diary. Really. Family, friends, school is going pretty well.

Except, now I just don't want to get hurt, diary. I hope not. I hope this is for real.

[slut]

dear cb diary,

i was masturbating in the elevator today and some guy went in and stared at me the whole time he was there. i like it.

[redpeony]

through my window, life is beautiful. full of blessings: my house, a family who takes care of me in every sense of those words, good paying job, enjoyable activities, hilarious beautiful and individual friends and a God who reigns on high. so i looked at my reflection today, but i didn't see me, i didn't recognize me. who was this serious gloomy guy? it's not who you are inside but what you do that defines you. i saw no happiness that i'd felt, i saw no carefree that i be, sour gloom is what i saw. can i break free? should i break free? Hath not God on high made me so? what needs to change and what needs to be redeemed. I think actions are needed here, for we should not love with tongues or speech but with actions and in truth. I want to become inside outside the same, i believe the word is integrity? Well life is great and I'll keep trusting God to make me better, maybe i am too blessed and wouldn't have to complain some would argue, maybe we are all blessed if we look at it, not to compare it to others but just to look upon what you have been given and love it.

[*My Cinderella.*]

Dear cB diary,
Today was horrible. But it's not because it's Charrisse's birthday. I don't know what Daniel meant by it, but he dropped something into my pocket. My eyes grew wide, I fiddled through the pocket and saw that it had been the chain. My world crashed upon me at that instant. I was sobbing, I didnt understand at all what he was trying to say. Was he trying to tell me that he no longer wanted us to be together. I'm heartbroken. 7 months. It just doesn't feel right for us not to be together. I feel terrible right now. I need to hold him, to be able to hug him, I need him to kiss my forehead, my nose, to tickle my tummy like he always did to cheer me up. I don't know diary...I miss him so much already.
Love, Jane.

[KELLYYY]

Dear Diary,

I don't know what to feel nor say anymore. My best friend distrusts me, my boyfriend is getting on my nerves. I hate this. It is just me? Maybe I'M the one that's changing? I don't fcking believe this.

- Kelly

[much2muse]

dear cb diary,
i was around one of the best looking guys ever yesterday, with my friends, and i didn't say a word. stupid stupid stupid. why must i be cursed with shyness? why?

[*lolita kitty*]

dear cb diary,
my hopes just went DDDDOOOOWWWWWNNNN *points thumb down* because cb is hiring right when i come back.
aside from that, daddy got married today.

WOO!

wedding was fun. fun fun fun.
i dont feel like typing it all out.
we had professional photography though. that was funner than life.
bye
- cassie

[BrokenDream]

dear createblog diary,
i've had probably the most exciting weekend so far. Friday night, me and about 8 of my friends (1 of them were my friend's neighbors so you actually would said 8 girls) went to go and see, "She's the Man" starring Amanda Bynes. yeeeeahhhh..it was pretty late to see the movie, but we went anyway. I was stressing out before the movie. I was planning everything. I felt so professional! x] I had everyone's phone numbers and I called everyone and told them what time the movie was, and whether my mom and me were picking them up or whether one of my other friend's mom was. anyway, we got to the movie theater finally then. we ordered our food. I got my usual (medium popcorn and a coke ;P) we went to the 7:20 movie when we were suppose to go to the 7:45 one. that guy gave us the wrong tickets, rofl. We missed around 10-20 min of it, I think. but that's okay. we liked the movie.

after the movie, half of the group went to the other car and they went home. but not my group. we went out for ice cream. and for crying out loud, we almost even went to the arcade. my mom decided it was time for my friends to leave anyway so nah.

and that's really the whole story. I have like 7 friends. but only 3 of them are my true, true friends. like bffs. and those people's names are Rachael, Kristina, and Lauren. I love you guys!

today was nothing special. we had soccer practice and got our new uniforms.
our uniforms were sooo pretty. *smiles* they are blue and white. out old ones were black and white.

tomorrow we have a soccer game so i might as well get some rest. =]

night cbers.

-melissa<3

[*lolita kitty*]

dear cb diary,

dad got married today.
i said that in my last entry. now heres the long version.

woke up at 7.
took shower.
went to winters.
got hair done with ms joy and carrie.
went back to her house.
did makeup and changed into dresses.
went to church and helped set up.
watched people arrive.
said hello to family, greet people, etc etc etc.
wait awhile.
wedding begins
walk down aisle
watch dad and ms joy get married
smile.
took pictures w/ photographers and family for LONG LONG time.
had lunch/dinner in ceremony room
walked around and waited for party/ wedding to end
changed back into regular clothes
talked to people
helped dad load crap into van (extra food, balloons, etc)
dropped "crap" off at ms joys house
said bye to family/ etc.
drove back to sac with dad, ms joy, carrie & me.
went to courtneys
now at courtneys.

It was fun.
yeah.
- cassie

[oXMuhNirvanaXo]

Ello Cb Diary,

Im stitting here again.. going through my music and all that junk. Nobody is in the chat at this time so its pritty boring but yet im sick and its 10:01 so every one else is sleeping.. The lucky bitches. Im racking my brain about what I want to put on that note that Cori Told me to give her when she go's to her meeting monday..(rehab). I know I have some of the same problems she dose and I know she understands me more then any one else I know but I dont know If I want her reading all my problems to people I dont even know. If I go along to the meeting my dad would want to know why and im not willing to tell him every little bit of my life that he dosent know. He thinks im so good and im all "churchish" lets just say and if I told him about the stuff that I did in the past I would destroy him and he would dis own me.. Not like that is even posable but hey he told me to my face that he would so I dont want to f**k it up for my self. Might as well go wright that note now.. peace.

<3 Shelby

[*stephinika*]

New oneee.

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