I dont decerve him...., wut do i do? Options

[ImInYourFlesh]

ok, sense the beginning of this school year (and its almost over mind u) i had this crush on a guy i never had talked to before. He is hot, wut can i say? Anywho, someone told him i liked him and he asked me out. Note of the shock i had!! Never even talked to the guy and we were "going out"!! Now i know who he is, and he's even hotter! He is the sweetest person i know, and funniest, and hottest.......and i am not even close to being wut he decerves.

I feel so bad. Before me, he never had a girlfriend and so i think hes missing out on alot by being with me. Im not a good girlfriend, i know im not b/c im scared. That and im a deformity next to him, so i get all in "awe" when i see him. I dont know what to do. I think i'd wither without him, but i really think he should be with someone better than me. I've told him that and he says he'd die without me, but its not like hes going to say the truth to me. Hes too sweet to hurt anyones feelings.

Wut should i do- tell him to go date other girls and risk the chance of hurting him (which i'd hurt myself before hurting him) or just act like everythings fine and take advantage of the fact he doesnt know wut its like to be with another? Im so lucky to have him, i dont decerve him. Im dirt, and hes a god. I dont know wut to do... plz help.