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| *stephinika* |
 Feb 14 2006, 02:01 AM
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i hope i manage to do that plan for you perfectly...i hope you like it.
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Feb 14 2006, 02:11 AM
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 hello : )  Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
Dear You,
I'm still quite mixed on my feelings for you. Writing that story about you helped me get everything off my chest. It helps to write things out though it was poorly written. See, I know that I still do care for you. Sometimes I catch myself reminiscing about how we used to be and I start to miss you. It's clear to see that I still love you, no matter how much I wish I didn't. It still all really hurts though now I've learned to just deal with it and to not act depressed. It doesn't make it any less hard though. And just because I don't show how I really feel inside doesn't make it any less real, either. I just wish things were back to how they were months ago and believe me, I know that's something foolish to wish. But is it just as foolish to wish we were friends? I feel like you're being so fake towards me and I don't get why. After two people like us, shared so much, so many secrets and intimate moments, how can we not be friends? We know everything about each other, in fact, you were like my best friend. I get it, you threw away our relationship, but a friendship? I just want to be part of your life. I want to be able to talk to you and hang out with you. I know it would hurt but it'd be better than this. If you're completely over me, why can't you be straight up with me? Instead of fake and shady? But even now as I sit here writing this message, I contemplate if that's what I really want. Honestly, I have no idea what I really want; to be with you, to hate you, to be friends with you, I don't know. I hope God leads me in the right direction with this. It's been too long, don't you think? -Me. |
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Feb 14 2006, 03:48 AM
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 I like it like that Group: Member Posts: 1,248 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 5,961 |
Dear You,
Did you say what i think you said? Were you saying it to me or were you just saying it? I seriously cried when you wrote that... I mean, you practically said I never stoped loving you. If that's how you feel then why are you still with her? I'm practically throwing myself at you. Am I being too easy? Do you want a challenge or something. Well I already thought of that and thought of being with someone else but I can't do it. I'd rather be single and see you with someone else then to be with someone and be thinking of you the entire time. I know being with someone else would make you jealous, but I dont care about doing that. I care about you and if I have to see you with her then i'm fine with it, or at least i'll pretend to be. I cant believe it's valentines day. I'm gonna be so depressed knowing that your spending it with her. Hey maybe you got me a bear lol.. i doubt it. - Me |
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Feb 14 2006, 05:14 AM
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 yan lin♥ Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 14,129 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,627 |
get well soon. i was really looking forward to seeing you today, but then, i found out that you were sick :(.
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| *islandgirl4eva* |
Feb 14 2006, 10:29 AM
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I'm sorry that it seems like we're falling apart. Honestly, I feel it as well. I just don't know how to stop it. Do you? We've been a part of each other for so long, I don't think I know how to get on with you. I feel as if we've clung to tightly to one another. I'm terrified by the thought of letting you go. But in a way, nature is doing that for us. It's ripping us apart. Maybe it's for the better, but still. I want you to know.
I love you. |
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| *Programmer* |
Feb 14 2006, 10:42 AM
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i feel so empty now....i feel like such a cold person.....why am i acting like this...is this my own fault
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| *islandgirl4eva* |
Feb 14 2006, 03:57 PM
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I'm sorry I ditched you so suddenly, but what you did to me really hurt. I know you didn't do it intentionally, but intentions do always result in the desired affect.
Just, give me some space, and some time. And when I say give me space and give me time, I mean call me, right now. |
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Feb 14 2006, 06:29 PM
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 Para ti... Group: Member Posts: 100 Joined: May 2005 Member No: 139,983 |
- u guys r crazzzzzy i had so much fun we hafta do it again
- it feels like it was before... - haha |
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Feb 14 2006, 07:04 PM
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 j'adore =) Group: Member Posts: 723 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 107,848 |
all my bestests
thank you all so much for being so good to me this week :) i never realized how much you all cared for me until this week. all my guy friends, you are all like brothers to me and i love each and everyone of you! paul and lyle thank you so much for being so good to me today, it really meant a lot to me. and to all my guy friends you're all being awesome  and my girls, as always, are supportive and keeping me happy! thank you so much. i'm going to make it through this just fine! more than fine actually, i'm already back to my usual bubbly happy self and i thank you guys for that. cheesy enough :P
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Feb 14 2006, 07:07 PM
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 Pocketful of Sunshine Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,690 Joined: Nov 2005 Member No: 289,004 |
Boo! I wanna touch the ducky! x]
----- You told me he asked you, and now I hear differently?!  ----- LMAO princess. ----- "You a-hole whiteboy. You have a big nose whiteboy. And I don't know how you could have a wife, whiteboy."  ----- I love you (as a friend, even though you would think I'm icky )even though your jokes suck.  ----- Yeah, talk to me when you need help and ignore me when you don't. |
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| *stephinika* |
Feb 14 2006, 07:09 PM
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aw kaitlyn, ilu too.
  hey you. today was fun. i'm glad you liked your surprises. happy valentines day! our first one...  
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Feb 14 2006, 07:15 PM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 628 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 98,376 |
i love you. i hope we could stay together as long as possible <3
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Feb 14 2006, 07:17 PM
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 "my girls rock balenciaga and smoke mad marijuana" Group: Member Posts: 2,089 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 70,049 |
oh man steph my first valentine`s with my husband and i dont even get to see that fella.
anways, they are all for people who start with J`s..  J___; thanks for making my valentines just a bit better sugarbooger. haha.. oh yeah im your bumbobop cherry. ahah.. what losers. anyways. thanks. :D true friends man. J____; thanks for you knowing i liekd you.. then asking some other chick who i hate cause shes a mother fcuking whore.. :D that made my valentines finding out today.  J_____; urgh. you never give up on me fool. was`sup with that? HUSBANDD; oh man .. at least think about me on the 26th when its our 6-month anniversary fool. :D lovers&friends. always till the end. dont forget that. |
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Feb 14 2006, 07:21 PM
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 cB Assassin Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 |
Too bad you work today =(
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Feb 14 2006, 07:34 PM
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I feel so physically sick, I can't take it.
We need to be together. We belong together. It's just not right without us. We saved love, remember? I need to talk to you so badly. It's literally killing me. |
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Feb 14 2006, 07:34 PM
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 K R I S E X Y Group: Member Posts: 438 Joined: Jan 2006 Member No: 351,189 |
QUOTE(xnofearx @ Feb 14 2006, 7:21 PM) Too bad you work today =(  don't worry bebe i'm off today, I'll be her substitute XD ------ Happy valentines day! I have your stuffs, and I'll see you tonite.
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Feb 14 2006, 07:41 PM
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cB Assassin Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 |
^ awww thanks honey! <333
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Feb 14 2006, 08:37 PM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 |
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
Man you're good... hehehe! I actually thought you forgot, bum! The opening my locker and seeing the stuff made me so happy.. I literally couldn't keep the smile off my face. I love the card you made.. I love the other card.. I love the roses.. I love the candy.. I love the big present.. I love the MAGNETS U PUT IN MY LOCKER! Haha! most of all I love you. I love what you wrote in the cards... and you know me so well. I'm so glad I got to spend today with you. You're amazing. MWAH! |
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Feb 14 2006, 09:00 PM
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 Being happy...is all that matters Group: Member Posts: 765 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 102,284 |
There's more to life than chasing love.
To ______, It's Valentines. Why the heck aren't you msging me? You're my bf aren't you? You know how hurt i am right now? |
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Feb 14 2006, 09:26 PM
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 hi. call me linda. Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 |
Sigh, honey please don't be like this. I really did miss you so much, especially with all the couples around school with their flowers, and I would have tried my best to see you, but I thought you were busy with friends and I had no idea where you were. Sigh, I guess this is our second Valentine's Day that went wrong. Hopefully next year will be better right? If there is a next year... I care about you so much, but sometimes I wonder about us. I know you care but you get so mad at me so easily now, I wonder. You used to make me so happy, and you still do, but sometimes it isn't as pure or real as it used to be. I guess this is what happens in long term relationships? I just really hope we can keep it together for the long run because I really do want to stay with you. I do love you honey and I will have something greater for you on Friday (hopefully). Happy Valentine's Day my dear.
Gah, that bothered me, seeing you with that rose. I wonder if someone gave it to you, or if you're gonna give it to someone? Well, if you're interested in someone else, this means you could stop whatever it is you're doing against me? Ahh, I hope so. |
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Feb 14 2006, 09:30 PM
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 Word. Group: Member Posts: 3,004 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 34,673 |
i really want to know what's wrong and you won't even pick up the phone.. please tell me problem... i really want to know.
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Feb 14 2006, 09:38 PM
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♥ Group: Official Member Posts: 4,066 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,393 |
Mom & Dad - I love you both so very much. I'm very blessed to have parents like you in my life.
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| *jooleeah* |
Feb 14 2006, 09:45 PM
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dear prince charming,
did you die on your way to me or something? haha. maybe i'll have to wait a lifetime before i meet you. dear me, you suck. |
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| *rtc_nospeakenglish* |
Feb 14 2006, 10:12 PM
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______,
Excuse me, miss. What's your name? - Jose |
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| *CrackedRearView* |
Feb 14 2006, 10:14 PM
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To the love of my life,
Life without you is going to be a vast, and barren wasteland. - Justin - |
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