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Message to anyone, version 17 |
| *stephinika* |
Feb 9 2006, 06:57 PM
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#376
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lalaaaa. ilu.
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Feb 9 2006, 07:08 PM
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#377
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 |
Ewwww. I would neverrrrrrrrrrr give you my number. Ew. Especially after seeing your hands. I have this thing about hands, and just EW. Yours are weird ! and your nails are .. well ... i dont even knwo i just dont like ANYTHINNNNNG about you. Ew. It seriously did sicken me to know that.
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Feb 9 2006, 07:34 PM
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#378
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![]() crushed. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,432 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,026 |
To __________ :
I'm falling hard for you..and I don't know why I do this all the time. It's like the same road, but here's something else that I've said again and again: I'm gonna try and stop liking you. I'm a smart girl, I know it won't ever ever ever work, in a million years. I know this and still you consume my thoughts. That somewhat long conversation we had kept me going through this week and everytime I thought of it, it just made me smile and blush. Seriously. But it will not work. Hell, I'm sure you like some other girl..there are so many gorgeous girls out there that would love to have you. I've heard some girls talking about how hot you are..makes me feel disgusted because they're better than me and have a far better shot. Grr, I am so angry at myself for even considering liking you. So angry. I have a lotta thoughts going through my head right now, but you're always one of them. I want to see you soon. --Teesa |
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Feb 9 2006, 07:37 PM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,152 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 57,818 |
Kamari-
What would I do without you? I live for like the 8 minutes I see of you everyday. I really hope you're ungrounded this weekend. I looooove you. Jeff- You're SUCH A CUTIE. That's why I kept staring at you today. God, we have so much sexual tenstion. |
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| *not_your_average* |
Feb 9 2006, 07:38 PM
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Teesa:
I may not know you very well, but I've seen you. Surely, he must out of his mind if he doesn't think you're cute. C'mon. |
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Feb 9 2006, 08:23 PM
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![]() hello : ) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
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Feb 9 2006, 08:31 PM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 |
I want to be here for you but I don't know what you need... please talk to me... I love you so much
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Feb 9 2006, 09:42 PM
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FIFA World Cup Germany 2006! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,219 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 35,557 |
Expect my call tonite preciosa! Tomorrow you BETTER be there. I don't wanna hear any of that bullsh*t.
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| *islandgirl4eva* |
Feb 9 2006, 11:35 PM
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Jessica,
I wish you could come home this weekend, but I understand. It's going to dump loads of snow on you, so make sure you take care and stay safe. Please don't be mad at me, but my friendship with my roommate is really close, too. We're awesome friends. Don't be jealous like I was of you, please. |
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Feb 9 2006, 11:37 PM
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![]() K R I S E X Y ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 438 Joined: Jan 2006 Member No: 351,189 |
I'm not even going to argue with you, it's pointless.
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Feb 9 2006, 11:38 PM
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![]() cB Assassin ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 |
___________, this may seem a tad bit too soon, but really, I think you're the one. I can almost be certain.
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Feb 10 2006, 01:02 AM
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 |
I guess this is the way it was supposed to be. And it hurts me to write this, and i feel so stupid, crying. But this is the twist of fate and the will of destiny. I wont argue with myself, and deny my feelings. Im crushed. And i feel like i wont ever be loved. But thats how anybody always feels after something like this happens. But i was so in love with you. And i am, still. But im making the motions to getting over this, and having it make me stronger. And im making the motions to you being just another friend, Ive cared deeply about, and do care deeply about. But it hurts me, knowing you dont love me, and dont like me, and dont think about me, cos shes all thats on your mind. And I can see why. Shes beautiful. But I always thought youd follow through and keep your word. That we would be together. But its whatever. And I hate how i do this to myself. I let my own two feet trample all over my own feelings. I dont care about myself is the problem. Im always putting everyone else before me, especially the ones i want to see happy, even if it pains me. Like with boys. Like with you. Im in love with you. You like her. Im friends with her. I'll butt myself in and try to hook it up between you two, because I just want to see you happy. And I hate that, I wish i was cold-hearted and cared about myself, and put myself before everyone else, and did what i needed to do for myself first, instead of throwing everyone elses problems to number one on my priorities. ....
Greaaaat. And this song just had to come on. What a greaaat cofuckingincidence. And I can't believe, Your hurting me I met your girl, what a difference What you see in her You aint see in me But i guess it was all just make-believe |
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Feb 10 2006, 01:54 AM
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![]() dakishimetainoni... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,322 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 75,318 |
i'm a little afraid at who i've become because of you... it's like obsessive yet endearing in a way...
it's obsessive because i remember every little thing about you, your touch, likes, dislikes, your freckles and skin abnormalites. then i research/google it (just your likes, not skin abnormalities because...eww i've downloaded music that you like to get a feel of who you are which seems to be me. your musical taste is so eclectic and different like mine. i've googled you so many times and saw things you probably wouldn't have wanted me to see so many times...but after the initial shock...it reminded me of who i was those years. i know this doesn't come off as very endearing but hey, someone likes you enough to take the time to learn about what you like and to memorize the spelling of your very foreign, difficult-to-spell last name. i just wish that you could see everything we have in common and how great it would be if we were together. if only you gave us a real chance and liked me enough to try to have a real relationship. the things you say make my heart race and fill me with such joy...but then other days you just break my heart... with school starting soon for you, who knows what will happen to whatever "us" is... i'm afraid that someone else will catch your eye...someone more your age, race, religion...just someone better than me who no doubt is probably out there somewhere... there is no "trust factor" since there is no exclusiveness... though it's a two way street, i haven't told you how many offers i've refused and hearts i've broken just so i can continue to have a chance with you. i'd like to tell you but i'd rather not guilt you into making me yours with the threat of someone whisking me off. i want it to be real so i don't play games with you. i show you how much i like you, i don't hide my emotions with foolish school girl actions, i just lay myself out there for you. i just wish that you just knew... |
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Feb 10 2006, 03:00 AM
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![]() durian ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 13,124 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,860 |
I'm sorry for making you feel the way you do. You shouldn't keep bottling up all your thoughts and emotions. It scares me when you snap. Express them--it hurts me more when I feel like you can't communicate with me. It's been well over 3 years by now. It's time for a change. I want to finally get to know the real you and how you really feel about everything...
I've constantly bottled up my thoughts and emotions because I'm afraid that if I show any sign of weakness in front of you, all my sadness will pour out and I won't be able to smile again. I'm VERY emotional--you should've known that by now. Every time you're angry at me, I feel 10 times worse because I always blame myself whenever you're angry and you don't divulge any of your feelings. I don't mean to pry, but I hate that you're hiding something from me when all I want to do is help you.ff It's as if you're continuously drifting away, always out of my reach. It's true -- life isn't perfect. We just have to make do of what we've got. You should know that you're all I have. Sometimes, you're so cold, to the point where it seems like you don't even love me anymore. Do you know why I always bring up the fact that you broke up with me once? It's because every day, I have to suppress all my sadness and put a smile on my face, so that you and everyone else won't worry. You think it's so easy for me to smile, but it isn't. I just want some appreciation, some devotion, some affection... Even if it's just a little bit. Sometimes I feel as if even if I die or disappear, you'd quickly move on... You promised you wouldn't leave me but you did. Even if you came back, just knowing that you did it once still hurts. That's why I can't let go. It's hard to let go of that day... that day that you broke my heart. I honestly DON'T understand how you can tell me "you know, this hurts me too." How the hell can you compare your pain to mines? Who broke who's heart? All I want is your love... |
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Feb 10 2006, 04:09 AM
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![]() Like i care. ♥ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 780 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 124,706 |
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After our second meeting.. you stayed in my mind. Im happy the rumours are all worked out. I miss you, and i want to see you tomorrow.. I totally melted when you said you were in love with me. Why didnt you call? Oh well, typical guy thing i guess. Im sorry i didnt respond when you waved at me. i didnt see you and when i did you were already gone. Dont pick that up wrong ^^ I really hope i see you tomorrow evening.. if my mom lets me go out.. |
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Feb 10 2006, 05:34 AM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 |
I'm glad we're talking again. I missed our 4 hour conversations. Not sure how much I think of your character now... but we'll see how things go.
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Feb 10 2006, 10:06 AM
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![]() say maydayism. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 7,447 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 26,344 |
You break my heart. </3
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| *Programmer* |
Feb 10 2006, 10:40 AM
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^
you made me so happy today. haha thanks for making my day dear. |
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Feb 10 2006, 11:37 AM
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![]() i need an sn change. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,915 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 27,746 |
you,
wow just when i was going to give up, you called me and asked me out on a date. how cute are you.. i can't wait to see you omg. other you, i wish you hadn't lied to me.. i really love talking to you, but you treat me like dirt. |
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Feb 10 2006, 01:12 PM
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![]() say maydayism. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 7,447 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 26,344 |
x2^ Thanks Rico.
You: don't ever let your emotions flow on their own again. I don't know if I can bear it everytime if something similar happens. |
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| *Programmer* |
Feb 10 2006, 02:11 PM
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^aww no problem
Wow. paulina nice xanga! |
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Feb 10 2006, 03:27 PM
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c[: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,302 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 2,876 |
i hate you....i mean i don't hate you...i just strongly dislike you at this moment. and just to let you know, i wans't crying because of you, there was other things involved..and i hate the way you put me down. even if you say you don't you TRUELY do. i can't believe how freaking stupid you're being. you never admit you're wrong. you never realise YOUR faults you just recognize others' faults...and i find that rather stupid of you. that is all
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Feb 10 2006, 07:58 PM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 78 Joined: Jan 2006 Member No: 345,671 |
f**k you. get out of my life. everything is always fine until you come around and f**k everything up. you suck at life
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Feb 10 2006, 08:25 PM
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![]() skaters gonna skate. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 6,861 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 6,336 |
little cousin i think you're on some crack or something. asking me how i feel when i'm happy. -_-
sn: oh ya frank said hi and you're crazy pretending to be him i hope she don't really believe you -_- |
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| *stephinika* |
Feb 10 2006, 08:49 PM
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you ask why it's embarassing...it just is...i don't know how to explain. isn't it obvious? i feel like such a failure in that category of our relationship in comparison to you.
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