official confessions, v.3 |
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 Jan 25 2006, 11:34 PM
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Senior Member  Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767  |
I try not to face it, but sometimes... but faith does get shaken. And then I get tempted to question my friend... how could she be so negative? How could she live her life in such pessimism, so lazily, for nothing but herself... then complain about the lack of love in her life? Why doesn't she take care of herself and lose some weight? But It's beyond that.. It's her negative attitude. Why doesn't she put on a smile sometimes, suck it up and stop making the topic of conversation how much her day sucked all the time? Not in a fake way. I don't want her to deny her unhappiness. But happiness is largely due to attitude, and she actually doesn't have anything tragic going on in her life. Why isn't her attitude better? She complains about us not spending time with her, but why doesn't she come out when we ask? Why does she complain about being tired every time we are at the mall and make it so that nobody really enjoys themselves because she is there? Why is all she ever talks about with interest herself? Why does she seem unhappy with the happiness I recieve in my life? Why does she call me her best friend and then seemingly hate me for the good things that I have? I'm sucking it up, I'm still there for her, because clearly I see that she needs someone. But I don't get it.
And then I think about why I'm here and I feel guilty. I know I have my faults, but I'm judging. And who am I to judge? I'm trying hard, I really am. But many times I falter. |
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Jan 25 2006, 11:57 PM
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 cB Assassin Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 |
I put all the books in the wrong spot today while "zoning" in Target.
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Jan 26 2006, 12:33 AM
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 Don't wake ghostie. Group: Official Member Posts: 3,546 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 2,405 |
I hit on a girl for the first time ever yesterday.
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Jan 26 2006, 11:06 AM
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 Watch This Group: Member Posts: 886 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 118,408 |
whenever i find someone that i really like they always make me do and become things that i wouldnt normally do and im sick of it
god damn you people who manipulate me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| *mipadi* |
Jan 31 2006, 12:51 AM
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I sometimes rock out to Fall Out Boy's "Sugar We're Goin' Down".
 I can't get it out of my head.
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| *rtc_nospeakenglish* |
Jan 31 2006, 12:57 AM
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I walked 2 laps around my apartment buck nekked.
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Jan 31 2006, 02:38 AM
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 I'm happy, are you? Group: Member Posts: 291 Joined: Jan 2006 Member No: 345,268 |
I really want to be liked and taken in quickly in any social group I join. That goes for online and real life.
Oh and I also like to gain power quickly as well in those arenas. But I don't acctually like doing a lot of work once I have that power. 
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Jan 31 2006, 09:52 PM
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Member Group: Member Posts: 13 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 131,400 |
confessions. i have many.
1. i hate most of my friends. 2. i think everyone at school is fake. 3. people say "friends before boys" and i don't care about my friends half as much as i care about my boyfriend. 4. i talk about people .. a lot. but i never say anything i wouldn't say to your face. |
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| *Blow_Don't_SUCK* |
Jan 31 2006, 10:02 PM
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I am obsessed with Star Ocean. It's probably the geekiest game to be obsessed over.
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Jan 31 2006, 10:07 PM
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 i'm 11,386. back off BITCHES!! Group: Member Posts: 1,596 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 11,386 |
i'm so curious about how some people here on cb look. so occasionally i'll search through their recent posts to see if they've put up a picture.
LOL  edit) more =P i would pay thousands of dollars just to see janghyuk in real life. no joke. =( i was the one who snitched on _____ for supposedly bringing a gun to school. and i was the one who threw the krispy kreme donut at the vice principle this morning. 
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| *stephinika* |
Jan 31 2006, 10:51 PM
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closed
new one now. 
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