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![]() crushed. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,432 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,026 ![]() |
You guys know the drill.
To everyone I know: HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!!! <333 Teesa |
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 ![]() |
You made me feel inspired. So im writing now.
I dont know. Im never happy. So much shit has happened, and i try not to let it affect me, but how can i help it. Im always invaded by terrible thoughts, surrounded by emotions i cant control. Its because .. truly i have no real, real friends. I have a LOT of friends, i mean a LOT. And they all Care a LOT about me. But ... no one is a down ass female, a ride or die chick. And thats all i really want. |
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![]() Break My Heart Again. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Designer Posts: 480 Joined: Aug 2005 Member No: 198,983 ![]() |
you- i'm not quite sure what's been going on with you lately. to be be quite frank, i'm seriously worried about you. i love you more than anything, and truly wish that i could help you. let me know if you need anything <3
p.s.- i'm glad that we got to hang out at lunch yesterday. it was fun =) you- have i mentioned lately how much i appreciate you? well i do. a lot. thanks for listening sweetie<3 you- your "predicament" is a hard one to be in. i hope you make the right decision. (and figure out which choice is the right decision) |
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![]() can't touch this ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 174 Joined: Dec 2005 Member No: 323,184 ![]() |
you're totally weird. but you make me laugh, so it's okay. i wouldn't mind going on a walk with you again. just someplace different. i don't want you to get too involved in me though. most of my relationships say i f**k up everything. and sometimes they're right.
-------- you used to be my best friend. i guess you still are, but i never see you anymore. you still talk to me some, and confide in me, but you're always with amanda and chuck. but you always told me "sistas before mistas and bros before hos", so would you please live up to that and include me a little more. -------- why are you always so jealous? i tell you again and again i want nothing more than you, but if i even talk to another guy, bam, you're mad at me and sad. and i miss you. i miss being with you. cause of you're damn jealousy we're apart again. and i dont know if i can trust you anymore. all because of a childhood friend who i took a walk with. i wish you wouldnt lie to me. --------- what is up? you get pregnant by the boy who leaves you and calls you a whore, you get an abortion, then take him back? and what is with your look? you go from..you, to this little preppy bitch he wants you to be. but now you're skipping class for another guy and you tell me it's all right. i think you need some serious guidance, girl. --------- i'm sorry everything is so hard for you. i wish i could come down there and hug you all day. i really do. that girl was so lucky to have had a chance with you, and she was stupid for blowing it. you're the sweetest guy i know, and you deserve the best girl in existance. im sorry i blew my chance with you too. --edit-- girl, im so sorry you lost the other twin. im always around for you to talk to. |
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 ![]() |
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I havent talked to you in so long. Ahaha so sad to say I hella miss our talks. ): Althought its only been like a 2 weeks ! Shit. Thats hellaaaaaaaa long tho. And since my days are sad and lonely, it seems like so,so,so much longer. |
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![]() hello : ) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 ![]() |
Dear You,
I hate that you're so close yet I don't see you. I know you were there, probably right when we walked by, but I didn't go in and I didn't see you. Sometimes we'll be talking and you'll be no more than ten minutes away but I still can't see you. How unfair. You might not care about seeing me but I want to see you. -Me. Dear You, I told him about the little accident you had; how you accidentally started to talk to me. The first thing he said was, "bullshit". I don't know though. It seemed like a pretty good damn lie if that's what it was. -Me. Dear You, You, You x20, (approximately) You all are so annoying. GO AWAY. I dont' like hanging out with you, I don't like talking to you, I can't even stand having classes with you. MAN. I guess I'm a people hater but honestly, I'm sick of you all. Everything you all say and do pisses me off. -Me. |
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![]() High Voltage!∞ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,728 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 29,157 ![]() |
you: i can't believe you! you so want to be like your cousin. believe me,your cousin is nothing special & popularity is stupid. i really just feel like deleting the request,now. I mean..you do "that" to HIM, when he didn't even do "that" to YOU in the first place and when "I" did it saying how i was depressed you didn't do anything. whatever. if you want to be popular, well, be my guest..but you'll trade in your good friends for crappy ones.
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I don't know who you are, if I'll ever bump into you, or if I already have, but you need to know—I dream of whom you may turn out to be and if you think about me at night. I wonder every waking second if we'll end up together. And I'm trying so, so hard to seek you out.
I want so badly to fall into that amazing, crazy, passionate head-over-heels sort of love that ravages and renders all the senses useless. So where are you? I'd love to find you, whereever you are.. |
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![]() High Voltage!∞ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,728 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 29,157 ![]() |
_________: I feel so uncomfortable around you now ever since _____ told me that lie. I don't know..it's just that since 5th I've been really comfortable around guys, and with you it's different. 'Cause i tried so so hard not to let the lie get to me...but it did so it's even worse now that I know for sure it was a lie. Or that you used to..., and it's so hard for me to act myself around you because of it. I guess it's my fault for believing it, even if I already knew it was lie. I think secretly..subconciously I want someone to like me. I just don't know. I hope I can just talk to you like a normal person.
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![]() j'adore =) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 723 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 107,848 ![]() |
yay i get to talk to you :) for more than 15 minutes or a text msg anyways...miss you tons
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![]() Too slow. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,730 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 108,320 ![]() |
Where the f**k are you?
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 ![]() |
Ahhh, the joys of hanging out with superficial people who hang around together but actually hate each other... ----, I don't understand you! You know you are a "self loving b*tch".. and you don't do anything about it? In fact, you hold your head up high and are proud of what you are, freely say bad things about people when they are in the distance of being able to hear you?... What did she ever do to you? Man, I wish I had said something... you have absolutely no right to talk about anyone... if the thing you are most proud of in your life is the way you look and the way you are presented to the outside world... well then there is definitely something wrong with the way you're living. I can see how broken you are inside... but will your pride keep you from realizing it?
----- I've missed you. I can't wait to talk to you and see what kind of decisions you've made over break. Whatever they are, good or bad, I hope It was a positive experience for you and that we can both be inspired when we hear each other's stories! Talk to you soon! |
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![]() hi. call me linda. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 ![]() |
Happy Birthday honey! You're so old now hehe. I hope to see you today, but if not, then definitely tomorrow! I'm glad you liked my present, and I'll try to get Part 1 to you. Hehe. Mm, this past year has been full of everything hasn't it? Hah, I hope you have another great year, with me tooo. I love you. <3.
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![]() My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 640 Joined: Jun 2005 Member No: 150,342 ![]() |
I Love You. A Lot.
And I Hope I'm Not Just Imagining Things. And.. THANKS REDSKINS FOR GOING TO THE PLAYOFFS. ![]() |
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![]() you`re undeniable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,136 Joined: Nov 2005 Member No: 283,828 ![]() |
woah it's only been you since the summer... that is so surprising to me.
anyway, i miss youuuuu. ![]() |
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![]() dismantled desire ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 38 Joined: Dec 2005 Member No: 339,497 ![]() |
Finally hearing your voice - gosh I still have the chills - I love it. Last nights convo at 2am was amazing. Hope to do it again sometime when I have more minutes hehe.
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 ![]() |
Im doing better, and you just cant stand it.
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_____ What is going through your head, seriously.
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i miss you so much right now...
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 ![]() |
I wonder what i feels like. I havent felt it in so long, and I want to so bad. To just lie there , after it all. Im like .. so pathetic Lol. Im yearning for the feeling again. The way i feel, both inside and out. Sigh.
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![]() none of it seems real ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,469 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 73,889 ![]() |
-- I hate you.
-- I miss you.. It wasn't until this weekend that I realized that maybe I do feel something for you.. |
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 ![]() |
smoking in hong kong... ARRRRRRGH. I will pray for you baby and I better be able to see you soon. "If you would only listen you would realize just what you're missing"... I hope you'll open your heart, babe. If not.. I don't know if we'll be able to last.
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![]() yan lin♥ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 14,129 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,627 ![]() |
yay i'm back from hk. we can meet up again :D but happybelated birthday, and i brought you your present from hk. jieh, wo ai ni<3 you're the best sister anyone could ever ask for.
damnit. i thought that after being away for 10 days i'd be able to stop liking you, but i don't think that's happening anytime soon. why are you so hard to get over :( |
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![]() Like i care. ♥ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 780 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 124,706 ![]() |
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Oh.my.god. I looked at your picture and i wanted to hug you. That says everything.. ive changed a LOT. ___; i really hate you guys.. thinking your all that, huh? Well, no one really likes you. Your lifes are just empty and fake. Hehe.. i just laugh off al your insults ^_^ |
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______ Yay, you always make me laugh. I love how we can just talk and be goofy together. You are by far probably the only person I feel I can truely be myself around. I love you, Cake!!!!
______ And you are just awesome. Plus you are a complete computer geek wad, which I love, of course. ![]() |
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