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| *stephinika* |
Jan 2 2006, 04:27 PM
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i miss you again. i can't wait to see you today. i really can't. but...why do i sometimes get the sense you don't? even though you say you do? maybe it's just me and i'm being stupid and paranoid, but sometimes your heart just doesn't seem where your words are...
i hate you. i hate you both. i'm sick you controlling every godamn move of my life. fxck you. i'm sick and tired of all this bull you put me through. i just want to live my own godamn life without you breathing on my neck. fxck. you piss me off so much. all i want is to have a little fun, and i'm not asking for that fxcking much. what 17 year old has this fxcking curfew!? how about i just get into a car accident at 2pm to prove to you it doesn't matter the godamn time!? huh!? how would you like that. "we just care." FXCK STOP CARING THEN I DON'T CARE. |
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Jan 2 2006, 05:04 PM
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![]() j'adore =) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 723 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 107,848 |
^aw hun! feel better. i know you're parents suck but we'll make it through
aah! i still can't believe you surprised me with flowers! i'm so happy you phoned me too |
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| *Azarel* |
Jan 2 2006, 05:07 PM
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Jan 2 2006, 05:32 PM
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You can't keep running from what you're trying to find. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 5,030 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 54,096 |
hey... why are you so hard to get over? it's not like we ever knew each other. i actually thought i was 99% over you, but then i had to have that dream... i still miss you, despite everything
and... to the other guy: whenever you ask me well... i'm pretty sure i'll say yes, but probably not for the right reasons... but you deserve a chance right? i'm just not sure that i'll be over him^ by then. and like... we don't really have any real chemistry do we? i dunno. maybe later on to rainelle: where are you?? you arent answering my emails and you won't tell me about peter! lol to another guy: stop trying to make me jealous. she has a bf... and it's obvious you like her |
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| *xcaitlinx* |
Jan 2 2006, 08:04 PM
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i'm so glad we had that talk today. it made me feel so much better about our relationship and how you were truly feeling. it made me realize how much i care about you and i don't know what i'd do if we ever broke up. everytime i see you i wish that you'd never leave and everytime we talk i wish that we'd never stop. you make me so happy and i'd give everything to be with you all the time but i know that that can never happen. i really do hope that we last all through our high school years and end up being together for a long time. i love you, corey, and i always will. <3
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Jan 2 2006, 09:39 PM
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![]() can't touch this ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 174 Joined: Dec 2005 Member No: 323,184 |
i had finally figured it out. figured that i wanted you, not him. so i said so. and even though you promised you'd wait..you don't give a damn anymore.
and now i can't stop crying. f**k you. |
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| *Azarel* |
Jan 2 2006, 10:03 PM
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Jan 2 2006, 11:44 PM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,152 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 57,818 |
I love ya, tomorrow.
You're only a day awaaaaaaaaay. I'm so messed up, ahahaha. |
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| *stephinika* |
Jan 3 2006, 12:24 AM
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you keep making me cry but i don't want to tell you because it's all so stupid and i don't want to sound whiny and clingy and all that shit...but you keep hurting me lately in the tiniest ways....and its killing me.
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| *disco infiltrator* |
Jan 3 2006, 12:25 AM
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So what if I wanted someone to comfort me? Like you don't want some attention when you're sad too. What the hell is everyone's problem lately?
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Jan 3 2006, 12:36 AM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,799 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,450 |
Steph,
Aw You, You are such a great person. Seriously. I love the way we started talking lately. After so long. Cousinsss <3 |
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Jan 3 2006, 01:28 PM
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c[: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,302 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 2,876 |
you are making me feel extremely miserable...like im not worth anything....thats the worst feeling ever...
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Jan 3 2006, 03:58 PM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,152 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 57,818 |
Kamari-
I still can't stop smiling. I missed you so much in these past 11 days, I didn't even know it. It was so great to see you, touch you, kiss you, be with you, everything. I'm sorry I had to cut you off, haha, but if we would've gone any further I wouldn't of been able to stop.. and there was too many people in the hallway. I'm so glad I get to see you tomorrow and for the rest of the week and the week after. I hate being apart from you. I love you. Jeff- You have nice eyes. I love how were friends. I love how were in denial. Arwa- MY SWEET, LITTLE, INNOCENT, NAIVE, ARWA. There is so much you don't know. I fear for you. You're going to come to a rude awakening sooner or later. |
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Jan 3 2006, 04:05 PM
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![]() you`re undeniable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,136 Joined: Nov 2005 Member No: 283,828 |
i feel so sad for you and i feel so bad about me misjudging you for so long. what you wrote about him was so sad i felt like crying for you. it's so tough to lose a friend like that but don't be too sad, please please please. you are so much more sincere and gentle than i ever thought you were & i have so much love for you.
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Jan 3 2006, 05:21 PM
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Lauren loves YOU. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,357 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 32,793 |
Let's hope you still feel the same after break is over.
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Jan 3 2006, 07:07 PM
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![]() Blasian, Asian, INVASION! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,288 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 16,769 |
-I love you baby. Thanks for being the icon of a perfect man. My parents love you, my friends love you. your are just perfect and I love you so much. You understand. You are comfortable with my burping and me pickin your nose and me lickin your face. haha
-b!tch, get ova it. You shouldnt be dating a pedaphyle(sp?) anywayz. And no I aint gon ask for your forgiveness. You needa stop acting like your the sh!t cause your dating someone older then your older sister. even mommy and daddy know that you changed. Stop dressing like a little 4th grade slut. And your knew boots...what are you a preppy hiker? ha its funny how everyone at school KNOWS you sleep with a 18 year old. everyone KNOWS your a slut. its ok, maybe later you might get a guy who will want you not for your little easy ass, but for you, yet it would be a miracle -You guys are tight. I love you like a family. Thanks for being there for me in fights with people. yall got my back. |
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Jan 3 2006, 07:17 PM
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 |
-------- & -------- : f**k you both. Both of you are terrible people. And you will both go to hell, of that i am sure.
You, swear to god your SOOOO original and unique. But you are just like every single kid in AMERICA, who WANTS to be different, but yet you follow every trend and your personality is the same as the next bitch, who hypocritically says she hates fakes and biters and all that shit. Get over yourself, cos real talk, YOUR NOTHING BUT ANOTHER SCENESTER. You, well you grew up ignorant. You cant help the way you are. but shit. get the f**k out of my life. |
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| *stephinika* |
Jan 3 2006, 07:20 PM
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lorena, thanks darling. i may take you up on that sometime.
you, i'm feeling better about us now...you're acting a bit more normal i suppose. perhaps it was just a phase? i hope so. ilu so much... a, hehe this weekend should be fun. we better not chicken out! stop acting like you're hot. you're aren't. |
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Jan 3 2006, 07:43 PM
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![]() can't touch this ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 174 Joined: Dec 2005 Member No: 323,184 |
it's stupid but i miss you. and i am going on a date with him.
but i really..really miss you. how am i supposed to tell you that? the guy who doesn't love me anymore... i just don't understand how you can go from being obsessed over me one day to ...this. god have mercy on me. |
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Jan 3 2006, 08:48 PM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,799 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,450 |
Stephanie,
No problem =) --- You, You got jumped. I wonder by who. You got your money taken away and probably a gun in your face. Who knows. Okay, maybe not a gun in your face but I don't know. That's not something I would be happy about if it happened to ANYBODY else. However, I'm glad it happened to YOU. You didn't want to be responsible and give her some help with money? Well not you got money taken away. Ha. f**king a-hole. I'm glad that happened to you. That's what you get. You deserve that and maybe worse. I hate hate you so much that I can't EVEN describe it. You, You are just fsjdgf annoying..sometimes. The wall is not as special or sacred as you make it seems. you are not mexican. you are not from east oakland. godddddddd. quit it. stop being fake. |
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Jan 3 2006, 09:44 PM
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![]() skaters gonna skate. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 6,861 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 6,336 |
OMG ANGIE I NEED HELP WITH MY XANGA//MYSPACE//JOURNAL//SITE.
Wow. I hate when you do that to me. I quote Frankay, " I GOT A LIFE. " Have you ever took the time and tried to learn how to do it. That's what I did. Just a hint. |
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Jan 3 2006, 10:46 PM
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i am a sad panda ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2 Joined: Jan 2006 Member No: 340,386 |
Babe,
When I'm away from you for too long, I feel I loose touch with how you feel and how you would react in situations. It's an uncomfortable feeling, and she and her and the rest of the world makes me tense. But I know that when I return to you we'll be able to keep on going. I'm no narc, no more. You're too important. I become over-obsessive during this lonely time, which is never good in a relationship. I'll cool down when I see you again, despite the fact I blush furiously when you get close. That's a greenlight though and you know it. I miss you. It's so quiet without you; I have to turn the music up loud to compensate. Myspace makes me feel like a stalker. stalker. stalker. My mind sends me in circles, and I need you to grab ahold of me and bring me to a halt. Then f**king kiss me. My nails are growing out nicely, you'll be glad to know. I got lice from you, from that one night. It's mostly my fault for not changing the sheets afterwards. That's alright- I'll just get you to wash your hair with bugpoison shampoo. Was that voicemail just un-sexed jumbled rambling? Ha. I love you. I miss you. I need you. |
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Jan 3 2006, 11:00 PM
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Tiffany <3 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 192 Joined: Sep 2004 Member No: 50,685 |
Can you explain to me why we are letting our relationship crumble in front our very eyes? Remember how it was before? Miss you.
<3 |
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Jan 3 2006, 11:53 PM
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![]() crushed. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,432 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,026 |
To __________ :
My heart is hurting less now. The funeral service really helped me. Just hearing all the good times you had with us and everyone really made me realize that I gotta remember the good memories. I'll always miss you, but I know that that's okay. Love you and you will always be remembered. To __________ and __________- : I wish I knew you guys better. Enough to at least give you a damn hugs. Oh, well. Hopefully, before this year ends, we will actually be friends. I know we know each other, but right now it's just acquaintances like..and I don't like that. To ___________ and ___________ : Woww, you guys are so two-faced!! I love you guys to death, but are you two serious???? It almost makes me laugh. --Teesa |
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Jan 4 2006, 12:59 AM
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![]() hi. call me linda. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 |
Heyy, you're going to rock those finals tomorrow! I believe in you 100%, and you've been studying enough for them too. <3. I miss you, and I really hope to see you on Friday, for your pre-birthday (I can't believe you're turning 19. So old, hah jk). I really need to get Part I of your present done, but I'm sure you'll love it. Hehe, love you honey.
Oh man, though we didn't do anything, I kinda felt like I wanted you to do something. I don't have feelings for you or anything, but ehh. You're a great guy, and a cool friend. Hehe, here's to more fun in photography eh? |
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