Createblog Diary, V.7 Options

[*mzkandi*]

originally started by faithin_felix.

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Most of you know the drill. Comment and/or quote someone elses entry but you must also make your own.


Dear cB,
So I am getting even more excited/ nervous about my possible transfer to another school. It will be a huge change if I decide to leave USF.

[hi-C]

Dear cB diary,

Paper writing sucks balllllssssssssssssssss.

[*jooleeah*]

Dear cB diary,
I have failed as a daughter, student, everything.

[*lolita kitty*]

^ No, no no no.

Dear createblog diary.
I'm sort of proud of myself. my photography skills went from crap to alright. I took some nice ones of the trees outside our house today, when I was supposed to be doing homework. Oops. Hehe.
Early out today and tommorow. School lets out at 12:15. YES. YES YES YES YES YES YEESSSSSSSS.
I as excited, can yah tell?
Well blah. I still haven't done my homework.
Oh yeah, and he hugged me today. woohoo.

[*StanleyThePanda*]

Dear CB diary,
I am putting all my trust in [Him] because he says everything will be okay, and I believe it will be. I also cannot WAIT for christmas!! <33 Im so excited.

[Teesa]

Julia! Honey, don't say that!

Dear CB Diary,
Mm, I am just in a better mood because my photo and bio presentations are over and both went surprisingly better than I thought they would go. Also, I don't have that much homework tonight so I can work on a little of tomorrow night's as well.

--Teesa

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Dear cB diary,

today was a horrible day just all around. I was so tired, my outfit was crap, and i was hungry. 1st block was okay. I had fun, but i was still sad inside. Science, i just wanted to sleep. and get away. at lunch i was a vagrant. Alone and sad and .. just .. i dont know. 3rd block i was sad and pissed and angry. 4 block i became ever more sad, underneath all the laughing because of him. and HER. and how THEY could be. but not me. Then all of that with lightheaded fatigue dizzyness and no energy. I felt like fainting and almost threw up a few times. I was soooooo tired sad lonely angry and pretty much ravenous. I started crying =[

Then there was a fight
then i came home ( thats horrible on it owns )
then i find out my camera is jacked up
then i break it trying to fix it.

LKSABVOIABVLKADBA

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary,

my god i've been so exhausted lately and just stressed from everything, its driving me crazy. i need christmas break so badly right now. school is killing me. ap calculus is so hard and our test is on friday and i'm kinda freaking out. then our english term paper...gah. and it just feels all...to be so useless. dammit. school sucks. i never get enough sleep. i want to just relax and hang out with my friends and not have to worry about some essay, or test or some shit. fcuuuk. i need another vacation.

[hi-C]

^ Aw, Steph, I know just how you feel. Except I don't have math class.

Dear cB diary,
There's something sticky on the side of my desk, right near my feet. My socks keep getting stuck on it. I'm afraid to find out what it is.

[redpeony]

Dear cB Diary,

Today was crazy. Probably one of the most stressful days so far this year. But I didn't let it bother me. Is that a bad thing? I'm thinking it is.. hahaha.

Didn't sleep until 1:30ish last night because me and Trev were having a brutally honest conversation on the phone. Not a good brutally honest either. We talked about how we don't even know why we're together... how our personalities are so different.. how he's afraid of commitment.. etc. So yeah.. I didn't exactly go to bed with the best view of our relationship. He did send me a text message a couple of minutes after we hung up telling me he loved me, but I still felt a little uncertain.

Woke up late this morning as a result of my lack of sleep. Dad got pissed because he had new staff coming in at work. I muttered "f*ck you" under my breath a few times.. I gotta stop that. I am quite the disrespectful daughter.

Anyway, went to math class in the morning and studied history. Math teacher saw, didn't say anything. I felt bad. Trev sent me a text saying sorry for being stupid last night. I laughed. Had peer tutor after and took half the class off to study more history. Did tuning chart at lunch, glad to have gotten that over with. After, during my spare.. instead of studying more history I went to the darkroom and spent the period there. I know I was being stupid and screwing myself over... but I just needed to calm myself down. Sometimes I think I'm just a weirdo and only go to the darkroom because I enjoy the smell of the darkroom chemicals... hahaha. But I loved the fact that nobody used the darkroom I was using. There is absolutely nothing in the world like being alone in there, test strips, making prints, timing developer, stop, fix... screwing up from time to time. Oh man. I love photography... everything about it, and honestly don't know where I would be without it.

Anyway! Last block was the history seminar. I didn't really know my stuff... so I the only time I really talked was to explain the Manchurian Affair. Hahah.. and I didn't even care. Oy. Finished that at about 2:45 and "studied" math for half an hour... me, Jackie and Tommy had this plan to cheat off each other.. that was perfect.. until we found out we were in different rooms. Damn.

Yeah.. hard test. After the test me and Queenie went to see band teacher about not going to our Powell River trip. He complied. We were happy.

Got home, got on msn and Trev signed on after a while... again apologizing for yesterday. Saying he doesn't think he knows where he's going in life. I just said some crap. He said some crap. We're cool now. Seeing him tomorrow.

I should probably work on my math now.. since I bombed my make up test and all. Or maybe I'll just go write messages on my grad photos for people.. another colossal waste of time. :D

Alright enough blabbering.

-- Jen

[mzbbc]

dear cB diary,

only two more finals to go. i'm soooo happy.

went to brooks and spent $20 like THAT. seriously... all i bought was like four things. and i should be buying ppl xmas presents too. UGH. i need more money.

i miss him. and i want him to see me now.

Maia
xoxo

[KELLYYY]

Dear cB Diary,

YES! A week and a half to go until winterbreak. :] I got a 4.0 on my report card. I'm proud. Any rewards? No.

Oh, and today is my brother's birthday, so..

Happy birthday, David. You're 20!

- Kelly

[*jooleeah*]

Cassie & Teesa: Thanks for being so supportive. :grouphug:

Dear cB diary,
It's been so cold. My personality has been cold. Hezron said to relax, and I'm trying really hard to. But how can I when I've got so many things on my mind? I think I'll just continue counting down the days till winter break.

My friend always complains about her "crappy life". She thinks things go so bad for her. I'm so jealous. All she has to deal with are her friend problems. Others have to deal with life and death situations. Others have to deal with so much more shitty things. I wish she would open her eyes and see how lucky she is.

[sense.n.style]

Dear cB Diary...

well, today at school was pretty fun... a kid fell off the podium
we have a concert coming soon so i get to skiip some classes... but that so isnt cool. I DONT WANT HW!! Other than that, having mental stress on buying xmas gifts for everyone... this is the time of the year wen there is this huge dramatic fall on my balnce in my wallet. Welll, either way... I LUV CHRISTMAS!!

[silver-rain]

Dear CB Diary,
1 more day... I'm really nervous. I'm thinking of looking, and if (which is most likely) I don't get in, I'll just pretend that I didn't look at it yet. (Similar to what I did last year with report cards...). I also have a calc test tomorrow, but I can't seem to concentrate. It seems as if I'm losing all my motivation. It all rides on that single e-mail I'm getting tomorrow...

[mzbbc]

dear cB diary,

ugh. i just went in and failed that final. fcuk school.
just one more to go, at least...

okay, it's official. I CANNOT SHOP FOR GUYS. seriously, if i'm shopping online i get too distracted by the male models that i don't even notice the clothes. "is he hot? hmm he's ok. let's see OooH he's hott. lalalaa now HE'S f**king sexy. ew he's gay..." etc. if i'm in the actual store i end up wandering over to the women's section and just buying stuff for myself.
goshhhh. so annoying.
...and guys clothes are SUPER expensive. anything i would get for him is like $$$$$.
UGH. frustration.

Maia
xoxo

[*StanleyThePanda*]

Dear CB diary,
My tummy hurts...and I need to go shower.........
Plus CB is really dead right now.....
oh welll...maybe when I come back it wont be

[silver-rain]

Dear CB Diary,
So, I got deferred... Expected a rejection but there was always that hope. Sigh. I need to continue to show interest so they'll seriously consider me in RD...
I really don't want to work on other apps though. I really wanted to get in. I'm really disappointed, in mysef especially...

[*jooleeah*]

dear cb diary,
i suck at studying.

[Teesa]

^Me too.

Dear CB Diary,

I just want the next week to go by faster than this one. Because after next Friday is over, it's winter break!! I need those two weeks, as I'm sure everyone can relate. I'm looking forward to the winter party next friday night. I look forward to spending some quality time with the people I loveee and good food :) Although there is one thing that is kind of bothering me with the whole situation, but I hope ___ brings it up and tells it like it is.

This weekend is gonna be insane! I have to do last-minute christmas shopping for my secret santa stuff. I have to study for a few finals, do my T.O.K. title paper..well, I guess just edit it a little. Arghhh. And send my applications!

Whew.

Teesa

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary,

i'm going a bit crazy.
school sucks. i don't know how late i'll be up studying and doing school crap tonight.
i miss him. its so hard to find time to spend with him lately cause i'm so ridiculously busy. ugh.
i want to make him feel better, but i don't know how to properly.
i miss him.
i'm only getting 75 in english.
i haven't started my term paper.
i miss him and probably won't get to see him as much as i'd like over xmas break.
and god i wish it was break already but...i'm going to miss him so incredibly much...................

i feel absolutely pathetic right now.

[lakerfever2476]

Dear CB Diary,

I have no clue what's happening to me. All of a sudden, everything's just taking a turn for the worst. My aunt/uncle thinks I'm a selfish brat, my cousins think I'm some mean tween, my sister probably thinks of me as some slut, and my mom agrees with my sister.
I don't know how to show them that I'm not what they think. I've been misjudged for so long. No matter what I do, I'm always second best. I'm always wrong. It's always my fault. This and that.
Sometimes, I wonder why I'm not good enough. I've been having a 4.0 ever since the sixth grade. I never did drugs, I'm always staying out of trouble, I've never ditched school for anything, etc. All my friends think I should be more risky with everything. I should break a rule. But through my family's eyes, I'm a big delinquent who'll most likely grow up to be a prostitute.
No one trusts me anymore. I don't get any love from anyone anymore. I feel so abused. I won't be good enough for anyone. I don't know when this will all end. This is very eerie coming from such a bubbly, joyous kid like me. But it's my feelings.

[mzbbc]

dear cB diary,
I'M ON BREAK BITCHESSSSSSS!!!!!!!
last final today.



SO EFFING HAPPY.


Maia
xoxo

[Nicolatofu]

Dear cb Diary:
So much for being grounded and not being able to go anywhere What is she trying to do?? It's like all of the sudden I'm not there anymore. And I thought I got rid of this invisible sheild. askgvksdmg

[silver-rain]

Dear CB Diary,
Meh, I got my report card... I did so badly too. Sigh. I had a breakdown today in class, but I'm glad my friends were there to make me feel better. I was kinda pissed that I couldn't see my boyfriend today, but I'm feeling better about it.
I'm still really down about my deferral. Sigh, that sucks so much, especially since I know people who are less qualified that I am that did get accepted... That's a real downer.
I've been having these crazy mood swings lately too...