official confessions, v.2 >:-] |
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 Nov 4 2005, 10:34 PM
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 Queen of Random Information  Group: Member Posts: 825 Joined: Jun 2005 Member No: 157,057  |
I like a boy who will probably never like me anyways.
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Nov 4 2005, 11:50 PM
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 Hi, I'm Leslie Group: Member Posts: 1,404 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 37,349 |
sometimes i wish my boyfriend went away for a week or two. i need some time alone.
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Nov 5 2005, 12:50 AM
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 Senior Member Group: Posts: 8,274 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 8,001 |
I hate my life.
I have one of the worst disability. Yeah, i know. I should move on but that doesnt stop me from hating myself. |
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Nov 5 2005, 02:44 AM
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 hello : ) Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
I give advice to people all the time but I never follow it for myself - I have like a double standard.
I seem quite obsessive and even stalker-ish when it comes to him, but I'm honestly not. I don't think I'll graduate with an IB diploma. |
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Nov 5 2005, 02:52 AM
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i hate to sound like this but...i love him so much. i'm so scared to lose him...i can see things lasting for a long time...and i really, really hope they do...
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Nov 5 2005, 03:11 AM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 2,343 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 17,767 |
I pretended to be asleep when he put the blanket around me, but inside I was smiling. I love him, but everyday is like an adventure with him. I wonder if that's why I stick around. I have no good reason for loving him, but I do. I feel gross for letting him kiss me tonight since he started smoking again. I am questioning myself and wondering if I shouldn't have let him, so he will stop. My mouth tastes gross, I want to puke. I don't think he'll stay true to his word when he says that he'll quit for me. I really don't know why I'm still with him. But I love him... therefore I need him. He keeps me, me. He's made such a huge impact on my life... I'm making excuses for him. I don't like how he grabbed my ass today. I really didn't enjoy standing in the deserted golf course making out. I wish we just lay on the ground and stared up into the sky at the stars. Tonight was sort of a disappointment. But I love him all the same. Why? I don't know. I don't think I'll ever be able to leave him. I don't think I could function without him. That makes me feel kinda bad that I've gotten dependant. But part of why I love him is because he's opened my heart and made me less afraid of falling. I ignore the advice my friends give me about him. I feel bad, but I need to follow my heart. I used to be afraid of making anything matter to me. But I know he matters to me. I know I'll be depressed if it doesn't work out because then I will know I had bad judgement. But I'm taking that risk, because I love him so much.
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Nov 5 2005, 09:02 AM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 2,152 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 57,818 |
I'm tempted to cheat on my boyfriend.
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Nov 5 2005, 10:12 AM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 4,357 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 28,115 |
I made out with a girl when I was drunk and it was the first time I ever made out.
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Nov 5 2005, 10:17 AM
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yerp! Group: Member Posts: 3,489 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 66,454 |
I'm having second thoughts...
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Nov 5 2005, 10:27 AM
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 i've never wanted anything rationale. Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,449 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 19,045 |
QUOTE(stephinika @ Nov 5 2005, 1:52 AM) i hate to sound like this but...i love him so much. i'm so scared to lose him...i can see things lasting for a long time...and i really, really hope they do...  Couldn't have said it better myself. It is scary when I miss him when it has only been 2 days. It scares me that he wants to go somewhere in Penn. for school when I am only looking in MA, NY, and D.C.. I don't want us to break up. |
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Nov 5 2005, 10:53 AM
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 Blasian, Asian, INVASION! Group: Official Member Posts: 4,288 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 16,769 |
I get mad at my bf when he cancelles plans, even when its something important *family member sick, etc*
I need to be strong again emotionally and not care if he cant make it or not. |
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Nov 5 2005, 10:56 AM
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 Another ditch in the road... you keep moving Group: Member Posts: 6,281 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 85,152 |
even though i know i have a loving family, i just dont like them. or really love tem back
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Nov 5 2005, 01:12 PM
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 Yawn Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,530 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 65,772 |
-When I get mad I tend to hold it inside, i'm getting better at it...
-I still have feelings for a boy that I dated a long time ago; and i have a feeling I will always care for him. And i'm starting to admit that I still do. -At rehearsals, i'm either surrounded by annoying kids or stuck up peers. And honestly sometimes it gets to me. Why did I give up that college play? For this? -I cried at 2 movies I watched yesterday. The Wedding Date & Count of Monte Cristo. Don't ask why. -Confession: I'm Happy. I'm actually Happy, and I haven't felt this way in a long time. I feel like chains have been lifted off. I won't let myself be depressed again or be held down by people and walked all over. |
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Nov 5 2005, 01:17 PM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 479 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 223,199 |
I love him so much with all my heart. Sometimes he embarasses me but he makes other people laugh.
He means everything to me, and I can't picture my life without him. > > > Waiting for the perfect moment to take that final step in our relationsip <3 |
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Nov 5 2005, 05:36 PM
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 Senior Member Group: Official Member Posts: 890 Joined: Nov 2005 Member No: 285,645 |
i have a crush on ericaxo. I also really don't like my dad.
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Nov 6 2005, 12:30 AM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 228 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,294 |
I could sit and listen to you talk forever, it means everything in the world to me.
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Nov 6 2005, 12:50 AM
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 omygay Group: Member Posts: 186 Joined: Oct 2005 Member No: 281,195 |
Im gay and I have a girlfriend that I lie to everyday of my damn life. I even have had sex with her. She wants to be with me forever and I play along...
I have to be the worst person here. I am also have really strong feelings for someone in CB who Ive only chatted with once and dont really know.. but he is really cute.  
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Nov 6 2005, 01:24 AM
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 hi. call me linda. Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 |
QUOTE(stephinika @ Nov 5 2005, 2:52 AM) i hate to sound like this but...i love him so much. i'm so scared to lose him...i can see things lasting for a long time...and i really, really hope they do... QUOTE(mouse_3k @ Nov 5 2005, 10:53 AM) I get mad at my bf when he cancelles plans, even when its something important *family member sick, etc* I need to be strong again emotionally and not care if he cant make it or not. Same here to both of them... I'm starting to wonder if I might have feelings for my friend. I don't want to, since I love my boyfriend very much, but I only see him (my bf) once a week, whereas I see my friend a lot everyday... But, I know that no matter what, I would never cheat on him because I love him too much |
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Nov 6 2005, 02:16 AM
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 ^_^ Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,141 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 91,466 |
I'll never be able to take a shower again without thinking about last night/this morning.
ATX is wonderful. |
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Nov 6 2005, 10:00 PM
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 wanna see me disco? Group: Member Posts: 136 Joined: Nov 2005 Member No: 286,246 |
QUOTE(takingbacksandy @ Nov 3 2005, 12:03 PM) i pee in the shower sometimes because i'm too lazy to get out of the shower just to pee at times i like to piss people off just for fun i create distance from people. especially ones i feel 'get to close' i treat loved ones like crap. my parents, brothers, best friend but i know i can't live without them. when i like someone i get overly obsessed and talk about them 24/7 you and i have those things in common. |
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Nov 6 2005, 10:24 PM
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i've never wanted anything rationale. Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,449 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 19,045 |
i still can't truly forgive him for cheating on me.
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Nov 6 2005, 10:27 PM
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 Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 |
Im tired of sensitivity.
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Nov 6 2005, 10:33 PM
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i asked this blind guy to guess how many fingers i was holding up - he said 2 and he was right, but then i put 1 more finger up and said he was wrong.
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Nov 7 2005, 12:04 AM
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I love it. I don't know why, I certainly never intended to, but I do.
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Nov 7 2005, 01:01 AM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 604 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 21,133 |
I feel apathy on being nice/sweet to people.
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