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[*salcha*]

NO OF COURSE NOT. HOW COULD YOU ACCUSE ME OF SOMETHING LIKE THAT?

.. My lips are sealed.

I've nothing to lose; you've got plenty - watch all your shit, watch your cars, watch your backs. Shit's going down tonight.

[*Azarel*]

.. I didn't do anything.

Innocent until proven guilty, dammit.

[dancingkait]

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you are simply adorable :) you brighten my day and i can't wait for our "date" tomorrow

----- and -------
you girls make my world soo amazing! i can talk to you about anything and you'll be there with open arms. luv ya!

my guys
you guys are awesome. you let me be me and not the token girl in the group. thanks boys!

[redpeony]

That was awesome!!!! Especially the 3rd period! And then getting free yogurt at the end! hahahahah... the going to billiards after was kinda pointless, but that's okay, more time with you =p.

Hahaha that moment in the car listening to classic rock..
You saying, "You can be Diane and I'll be Jack... or you can be Jack if you want"

And yay for getting wearing your comfy sweater and "accidentally on-purposely" keeping it on when I left

teehee.. i'll return it... eventually
I'M SORRY IT'S JUST SO COMFY... AND AWESOME.. plus it belongs to YOU
that's 3 great reasons why I should keep it!!!!
so i think i should be able to!
hahahah love you =p

you can call me a fool, I only wanna be with you

[Winter]

Almost two years ago, you told me to hug my pillow and think of it as you whenever I needed someone. I never told anyone, but I still do it now, even though I couldn't possibly be any happier. The truth is, I miss you, the old you. The war's changed you.

[silver-rain]

Aww, I kinda did enjoy today, even though it was a bit routine, and I expected it. But just seeing you today made me happy. You still owe me money though! (Haha, but my/your money is our money eh?) I love you, happy 11 months tomorrow <3.

Hmm, for a brief moment there, it seemed like we were acting like I would usually act with Stephen. I don't know what our deal is, we're friends, but more touchy-feely with each other than I am with my other friends, and we're not that close. I don't know if you're doing this because you do it with everyone, or because you like me. Hmm, I suppose we'll see.

[*danielle_x3*]

why did you do that to me today?

[lilliannnn]

First to CB because this thread = my life. I can get out so much feelings here...

JC-
Wowwww, flirt? Yeah. Is it bad that I don't mind? Is it bad that I kind of want to relive what happend last year? I want to see you on Sunday but I'm scared of what I might do. Or maybe what you might do....

AS-
CUTIEEEEEEEE.

DEEP-
You hugged me today? That's cool. You're cool.

DL-
MY LOVVVEEE. I miss you so much. I miss last year soooo much. I had sosososososoosos much fun tonight, thank you for making it an amazing night. We should definitely hang out much much more because we always have the greatest times. I love youuu.

TH-
ACK, what to say? You're the best. That hug was kind of awkward and now I'm thinking of some things I shouldn't be. Can't wait til Sunday..... You're the best, once again.

PHIL-
MY TWIN. I'm glad we're friends.

And last but not least K-
I love you. Even though you're really annoying because you always have to play football with your friends, who I hate. But... you're so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee and we have the best times andddandnananadndn I don't know. Thank you for everything, I don't even know. I love you.

[Looow]

You,
Wow. Ahhh. I think I like you but that'd just be wrong. Uhm, you're just uh so easy to fall for. Kind of weird, though. Really sweet guy. Except for when you smacked my ass. That was just .. no.

You,
Talk more, talk more! I like you, you're cute.

You,
I don't want to do this to you.

[*stephinika*]

______,
today was fun. i love spending time with you, no matter what we're doing. ilu so, so, so much...
its so weird though, i WANTED to...i really did, i just...get nervous/shy i don't know...guess i'm afraid i won't do so well or something, i don't know. mind you...i've gotten farther than usual with you =p haha so i'm improving. i don't know. i'm weird like that.
the great part is though you don't really care....too much i don't think. but i wanna tell you this but...its so hard to for some reason, i don't know.

all of you people,
you guys are so effing immature. our business is OUR business. you're all being so ridiculous. we lied to be nice but no, you guys had to be fcuking stupid about it. well you know what? i don't care.

[MetalChick77]

_______ : oh god, stop giving me mixed signals. I have no idea what your feelings are for me and its starting to bother me.


_____: talk to me more..please.

[*Solipsist*]

I'm so cold right now. Your words made the temperautre drop. My monitor started to shiver.

whaaaaat

- Solipsist

[dancingkait]

all of you people,
you guys are so effing immature. our business is OUR business. you're all being so ridiculous. we lied to be nice but no, you guys had to be fcuking stupid about it. well you know what? i don't care.

^ my thoughts exactly. why the hell do you care so much? so we're not off getting drunk with you what's the big deal? we kept it from you so that you wouldn't feel left out but this just made things much worse. omg deal with it please! it better not be awkward on monday thats all i have to say...

and to you
you are so freaking amazing! i can't believe you asked me!! wasn't expecting it at all! ilu so much. hopefully things will evolve from here. but this is awesome for now

[Winter]

Yay I get to see you tomorrow! I've missed you like crazy bro. Glad the semester's over.


What am I supposed to do? There's nothing I can do now. Let's move in together after graduation.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I think I've made a decision. I can't live like this. I can't. I can't go on wishing, waiting, hoping you'll come back. I can't pretend that things will turn out okay or that you're thinking of me. I can't continue to dream that soon you'll get your head straight and say you love me and mean it this time. I just can't. Life is hard enough. I don't need this. I can't continue to cry everyday. I can't continue to get weaker and dig myself into this whole that gets bigger and bigger. I need to stop. Catch myself, my breathe. I'm really going to try to move on. No matter how many tears are going to have to be shed in the process, no matter how much it's going to hurt, I have to. Sitting here waiting for you hurts just as much, if not more, and it's detrimental to every aspect of my life. I want so much for you to come back, I want so much to continue to love you, miss you, and I want so much for you to want and need me. But it's not what I need, or at least I don't think so. I don't need to spend every second of my life thinking about you because honestly it's not getting me anywhere. In fact, every second I spend thinking about you is a second of my life wasted, I'll never get it back. All these times that I've been dreaming about you were wasted times. And all those times I spent crying, pouring out my heart, were spent wasted. It hurts to think like that, to move on. It really does. But I'm just praying that it will get better, it needs to. I can't live like this. I'm praying I'll be able to breathe and stop this vicious cycle of breaking down, crying, and feeling like shit. Is it all really worth it? I mean deep down, I think that I sincerely know you're not coming back, that it's over. And for the past month I've been desperately trying to hold on, trying to wait it out for you to come back, even if I knew it wasn't going to happen. It is all tearing me up inside to the point where I don't understand my whole life, I don't understand why I act the ways I do or why I think certain things or why I consider certain people my friends or why I let my self get this far or whatever. I need to get back on track, I need to regain focus and composure, I need to move on. I always knew I needed to move on but it's not what I wanted. And you know the more and more I think about it, how the hell do I know what I want? Since when does anyone really know what they want? Some little girl wants a pony, but does she really want it? And more importantly, does she need it? I'm like that little girl. I want you but then again, do I really want you? How do I know what I want? I'm obviously unsure about basically everything else in my life so how can I be sure of my wants? You can't be. You can only be sure of your needs, as long as you don't get them mixed up in your wants. I said I needed you but truth is I wanted you. I don't need you. You don't need me. This is becoming apparent to me and it's breaking my heart but in a way I think it'll help too. All I know that I know for sure is that I deeply care for you, love you, miss you, and want you. I also know for sure that I need to move on, that this is hurting me, and I'm stuck in a rut. So my decision is going to be moving on. I'm really, really going to try. I need to for the sake of my own life, in order to get my life back. I just wish it could be easier because God knows I'm going to struggle and fall down and fail a million times over but I hope that I have the strength to get back up again. I felt like I couldn't ever get over you and that I'd never be able to stand on my own two feet. A part of me still feels that and that part is trying to drag me back into the safe, comfortable area. The area where I just sit there and cry and do nothing for myself. The area where every thought is you. I need to break out of that and take this risk and try to move on. And who knows? Maybe one day you will come back but at least, I hope, by that possible time, I'll be stronger and standing on my own two feet. I'll have regained my life back. I know it's going to be hard. I know that it's not going to happen soon even if I want it to. It's going to take a long time and a lot of hard work, pain, suffering. I'm going to try. I'm sick of trying but I still need to do it. And no matter how hard I try I also know that those thoughts of just taking the easy route are going to be there, battling in my mind. I hope to overcome that because I need to; again, I just can't live like this. There's just a few things I need you to know though; I love you and always, really will. I miss you entirely. I'm going to always be thinking of you, be reminded of you and us. I'm going to move on and become stronger. And lastly, I don't need you. I don't. Just typing that, thinking that, is making me cry, hurts my heart. But I have to accept it.
-Me.

[aznhunnie6o1]

-I saw you todayy. I don't think you were paying too much attention to me though.. I feel like your avoiding me even though your my Homecoming date.. Maybe your just shy.. I don't know.. I talked to your younger brother.. He's really nice.. I really like you. Like me back? :D
-Your annoying, stop being so annoying. Quit liking guys just because they flatter you or you think they're hott. That's kind of shallow.
-Quit being so.. Attention whorish and self centered. Just because you know a lot of sophomors doesn't make you any different. It's really dumb that you've become really snobby. I hate the new you.

[*Azarel*]

True love prevails, my dear.
Feel better, okay?

[BrokenDream]

______:
why did we talk so long on the phone tonight? we talked for 3 freaking hours and we are just my boy as a friend. i don't believe this, but i may have a little bit of feeling for you. not too much because i love someone else. just a tiny bit.

_____:
what the freak? okay, you barely eve said anything to me. oh, and i saw you with your girlfriend too. how sad for me. lucky for you. i wish i was in that girl's shoes. she's lucky to have a guy like you.


_____:
I HATE YOU. seriously i do. i actually want to thank the teacher for moving you away from my crush. how could you? we use to be friend. you let me down. what is it? are you jealous? i have to admit i feel mad when you flirt with him, but girls that flirt with every boy they see are jerks, and guys don't like that... and least that's what my boy as a friend said. haha. you are a jerk.

[*lolita kitty*]

____ and ____,
oh man. i had the best time with you two at language arts today. i can not wait until next monday when we dress up as the mean girls for halloween [at school, not our real costumes]. hehehe that was fun when we snuck out of class and ran off to the bathroom to change.

____ and ____,
you two, please make up. i hate seeing you two fight. it makes me sad. neither of you are whores, got it? good, now stop being preppy and stuck up and make p already.

______,
ahahahahahaha that pumpkin costume was hilarious. you are so cute.

_____,
hey sexy.

________ and the other three of you nms kiddos,
i cant wait to see you all at my party. i have made the invitations, will send them out this week!

[Ilaem]

Dear you;
I should have listened to the deprived world as they adviced me that this love would end up in pain. I love you. Those words are poison. Yet, i know you are the only one for me. These tears haunt me& i don't know what to think. You don't call me. I hate that. I'm not sure what you're thinking, and these secrets are killing me. See, i miss you. I took you for granted. I'm sorry not for loving you for all you are when I was in your arms. The assurance made me weak. I'm afraid that everything i had said was taken lightly. I am sorry, deeply, truly. Please forgive me. Let's stop breathing so i can pretend this is all we'll ever need; each other. You're immaturity makes me sick. You bottle your emotions because you are afraid of revealing what is inside of you. You leave me in the dark because you are afraid to love me in return. you cringe at the thought that I, am truly for you. Please, come back. Only you can heal me.

xxxx

[*stephinika*]

yay for understanding. ilu.


get OVER yourself for fucks' sake. god.

[KELLYYY]

You,
The more I like you, the more you lose interest in me. It seems like you forgot about me. Is it because I sat next to her today? I'm sorry. I'll sit next to you tomorrow.
<3

[IIIIIIIIIIIIIIII...]

sorry if it was kinda weird today, I felt dizzy so I took nap haha. I know sometimes you cannot understand me, you prolly ask why the fck I act like this. Believe me mahal, I may never be the perfect guy but I always do my best for you. Gusto ko sana sabihin sa iyo na ikaw ang laman ng aking puso. There are times that i get "selos" lol, its something that is hard to avoid. But come to think of it, if I dont get "selos" then thats mean i dont care about you.. right? hahaha. Well, I just hope you would be able to read this lol

Nite nite
Selena - Dreaming of you

[topsyturvy]

To all that've forgotten me :

What's happened to you all? Just because i'm not there doesn't mean i've completely disappeared. Hello, i'm still here, acknowledge my existence please. Dammit.


___ __ :

You chicken. I repeat: chicken. What's so hard about clicking on my IM contact name and typing a few letters of acknowledgement? Hello, i'm still here, in case you forgot. I'm over you, in case you didn't know. I'm gone, in case you didn't notice.

I cried night after night because i thought (or knew) you don't care anymore. I bottled everything up because i thought it would all be okay again someday. But guess what, fairy tales are fairy tales after all. The magic dust is blown away in the end. Like all good things that happen to me, there is an ending. Jane Smith is right, happy endings are for stories that haven't finished yet. When i thought i was living my happy ending, turns out it was only the beginning of something called suffering. Not that i expect you to understand that.

For the first time in my life i quote Avril Lavigne: So much for my happy ending.


_ x2 :

I'm so confused.. what did it mean? Explanation, please? Knowing i'll get to spend a week with you away from everything is the most exciting news since October. But first, i need to know who she is. What she is.

[lilliannnn]

ajklasjd and WHY am I thinking about you?