message to anyone, volume 12 Options

[Nugget]

Rofl. Oh, what fun we're having.

[gelionie]

Thank you so much.
You've brighten up my day.

[EXPLO5ION]

I think about you everyday, and it sucks how I can't have you. Plus, you are always sending me mixed messeges.

I just don't know. Hopefully this silly girl crush will go away.

[Winter]

Argh we've been planning this for so long and now I have to cancel. I'm so sorry baby. I wish I could but I can't. Being grounded sucks.

[*tweeak*]

You idiot.

[racoons > you]

I know

[megan_x3]

we only went out for 4 days .. and im missing you crazy when you are not here with me .. -.- whats gonna happen when i dont see you for a week ? am i gonna go insane ? =.="

to ___
i hope you can go out with the person you like . i was hoping for that you will say that you like me. . but there is no point of saying anything now because you already have someone in mind .. theres no point of even thinking about it .. but im glad that i can be your sister [= thats better then nothin.

to _____
i hope you can find your dream girl that you like. your my # 1 best brother and i hope you wil go through school peacefully and won't look up for troubles. [=
i love all of you guys.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

OMGOD. learn to do your own shit . im hella tired of you coming to me only when yu need something.

[redpeony]

It's over, right?
Should I even let you come talk to me? Is it even gonna be worth anything? It's pouring... you say we're going to the beach...
Hmm. What?
Gah. I can't take this anymore. 3 serious talks in a matter of one week... we've been going out for like a month? ---- says we're fighting too much to be able to develop a relationship... ------ and ----- tell me I don't need you and should just ditch you after they saw me literally start crying last night cause of you...
Is this compassion that I'm showing for you, or am I just being selfish because I don't want to lose you over something like this?
Clearly we are very different people... but still.. we fight but we always resolve it. Shouldn't we be able to work through this?

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Dear God... can You please show me some clarity? Please allow the right words to come to my mind... please speak through me.. because I really don't know what to say. Just whatever's right... I put all my trust in You, and however this turns out... it is Your plan.

[timeflies51]

to ___:

thank you for being the opportunity for me to have a fun, little girl crush again. (i mean, come on, the whole dramatic, depressing crush is just soooooo last year.)

[whywasisostupid]

to vinnie,
ive been wanting to talk to you for so long.
i wish i could see you, your so awesome.
your perfect.

[OverratedStupidi...]

To K,

Yep, I still like you, and I know you don't care. I just want what is best for you. Although I didn't do anything wrong before, I wish you could just forget our past history and see me for who I am now, and give me a second chance. Not as a girlfriend, but as a friend. Please.

[*tweeak*]

I think I really like you. I hope you haven't gotten the wrong impression of me from the way I talk about certain other people.

[*lolita kitty*]

_____ and ________,
i enjoyed our phone chat today. both of you. you guys are so sweet! . oh, and you, dont forget to wear the outfit to my party! i cant wait!

______,
im glad we're getting along better. ballet on friday was fo fun. remember the pas de chat thingy, where we both fell over? hehehe...

_______,
i still love you, ever since 6th grade. thats, like, long. and stuff. strange how you gave everyone [abby, angie, and amorie], a chance, but not me. i think you just like girls with "a" names. oh well, forget i brought it up.
we dont even go to the same school anymore, anyways. hahaha. *nervous sweating sad look*

_____,
ooooh, i can't wait!

[*jooleeah*]

Hmm. Um.
I can't like you. I don't like you. I always get that weird feeling when I'm around you, but it doesn't grow to the point where I know i like you. i liked you like three years ago at camp...but that was a long time ago. how can i like my best friend's boyfriend? that's terrible. what the heck. no. our relationship wouldn't work anyway. uh. nevermind..

You annoy me. Are people supposed to be annoyed at their best friend all the time? I don't think so...

[redpeony]

I think it's safe to say this is the most effed up relationship I have ever been in.

..... and I wouldn't have it any other way.

That was...
random
freezing cold
wet
fun
spontaneous
didn't really resolve anything

but it really did make me happy
even if it is temporary...
but you promised... the first part of it isn't gonna happen next weekend.

You've taught me so many things indirectly... the most important, I think, is that you need to take people as they are. You can't control anyone but yourself, and at our stage in life we really aren't responsible for anyone except ourselves.

I want you to be happy, babe.

[Aoiro]

J - I miiisss yooouuu!

C - Can't wait! Definaltey going to being my camera, and take a picture of the two of us in our outfits!

J - Was the competition that great?

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Wow. I have a serious issue. Why the heck can't I get over you, move on already? I don't get it. YOU have and I haven't. WHY NOT? WHY? And then I start to wonder things. I wonder if you even think about me anymore. I wonder if you miss me. I wonder if you still carry my picture in your wallet. I wonder if you have those pictures of us on your phone still. I wonder if you ever talk about me. I wonder if you regret what you did. I wonder if you want to talk to me. I wonder if you cry about me like I cry about you. I wonder if you remember my phone number. I wonder if you are reminded of me. I wonder, I wonder, I wonder, and I'll never know. I want to know. I need to know. I think that somehow it'd make it easier if I heard that you've completely moved on and you don't carry a picture of me with you and if you never thought about me. But still I hope to hear that you do still care, that you are reminded of me and talk about me, that you desperately want to talk to me like I want to talk to you. But I really don't think that I'm ever going to hear that. To me, everything is like a sign, everything has meaning, and all the things you've done point to you not caring anymore, poitn to you moving on, point to you not wanting to have anything to do with me. That kills me. This whole thing kills me. I'm not even kidding. I can't take this. And I'm not just going through emotional pain now; it's even become physical. I have headaches every single day even if I take medicine. I'm constantly tired no matter how many hours of sleep I get and I look so pale. I'm not eating right and I've lost about 10 lbs. It, you, is affecting my whole life. I'm starting to fail classes. I'm so behind in them. I don't know how to catch up. Something is wrong with me. I should be stronger than this but I'm not. Why?? WHY? Why do I still cry? EVERY DAY. I cry myself to freaking sleep. I mean, even when I spent the night at someone else's house I cried myself to sleep. And do you know how many people dislike you because of this? They see what you're doing to me but you can't even see it. People are hating on you, they want to kick your ass. But I'm not hating you, I SHOULD BE HATING YOU. ME. Not anyone else. I'm the one hurting. I'm the one you lied to. BUT I CAN'T. WHY CAN'T I?! Leave me alone. Get out of my head. Stop this madness. I'm going crazy. WHY WHY WHY? That is all I can think about now. YOU and WHY. I can't even sleep some nights because I just lay there thinking. What's my deal? Why do I still love you when you did this to me...I'm not stupid. I know what I'm supposed to do. I know I'm supposed to move on, forgive, forget, whatever. And for some reason I just can't get myself to do it.
-Me.

Dear Teesa,
Thanks for letting me stay so late and just cry and complain and stuff. Thanks.
-Me.

[*XLilAznGrl592X*]

I'm starting to think you don't like me as a friend.. I sound like a loser, but it's true. You don't talk to me, you don't IM me, heh. The only times I talk to you are just commenting each other on myspace.. & that's not much. Yeah, and don't bother inviting me to the party huh? PPPPPPFFT You basically invited all of my friends except for Linda Viv and Julie. Wow, I'm looking at the pics & the comments now. My friends really were right about you.. You are a whiny crying beotch.

[*Azarel*]

"I think I loved you more that summer than I ever loved anyone."

"You are a song, a dream, a whisper, and I don't know how I could have lived without you for as long as I have. I love you … more than you can ever imagine. I always have and I always will."

It's just like The Notebook, isn't it?

[*stephinika*]

i love you i love you i love you. just ... wow.

[audory]

i miss you something fierce. :(

[redpeony]

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What the heck. Okay?


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Yeah so you'll talk to me when you finish your homework... "about 11"... BULLCRAP! But it's okay.. I didn't really wanna talk to you anyway after today... lol. As long as you say sorry tomorrow it's all good.
We are in an effed up relationship. But it's okay, haha. Well it might really not be but I don't know... I'm head over heels in love with you and it's been that way since I met you. Something in me tells me not to give up so quickly. Who knows what I'm setting myself up for. But I'll never know unless I take this risk. Plus.. hey, it's nice to have someone say that i'm a "beautiful person" when my home life really makes me tell myself otherwise.

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

I always joke with you, saying that if you weren't bisexual I would go after you. Them ore we talk, the more I want to let you know, I honestly like you. I love you. You are a wonderful friend. I can see how easy it would be to fall in love with you. I'm fighting back the feeling. Stop liking guys and love me!

Okay, that was a joke ______, but just promise me something. If I can't have you as a lover, I want to have you forever as a friend.

[KissMe2408]

To______: I thought you were a different person they who you are. You are just so...fake. Ugh. I mean you complain about certain people, and talk about them. but then when those people pay you attention you are like, "oohh :)"
ugh it's sickening!!!! really.

To______: We have to take pictures! congrats on ur license! i've missed you soo much! ahh...we will hang out soon, okay? I haven't seen you in a year, and thats unacceptable! i've missed you