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[*Tainted Euphoria*]

I don't even know who you are, but you made my day. I hope I get more callers like you. Paolo Bozzino...beautiful.

[cfaye3char]

To you my love

I miss you as you travel, my heart is with you every day. I wish that we could be together but we are not, I hope that you still care about me, we have not seen each other for a while, I hope that you will remember the good times we had together. I know that you are working hard. Please don't forget me because I still care

[BrokenDream]

to ______:
you were gazing at me today. I don't know why. I mean, you keep looking at me. and then you said, "Melissa" and then you looked away and looked back at me. is there something you want? well, maybe you will tell me tomorrow. see you 6th & and 7th period.

to _____:
you have so many cute outfits I am just so jealous, haha. your a fashion diva.
nice clothes, and you have good style, my bud.

to ____:
um, thanks? you said I looked pretty. that's wierd because your the first person. and everyone else just stares at me. I don't like you, so stop it right now. seriously, just top it.

to ____, and ____:
why are you people staring at me?

to _____:
hahaha! that was so funny today! don't trip again, lol.

[redpeony]

I like how you're making an effort now (: thank you for making me smile and looking at this positively again.
I was just thinking about yesterday... how I told you that I felt you haven't even decided on what you really want. You replied, "I have... I want you."
...and we both laughed cause we both knew it sounded so full of crap. Hahaha. That's why I love you.
Calling me a couple of times today just to talk was really nice and SWEET we're going bowling Friday!.. ahahaha
We've gone back to the start... and now we know each other a little better.
This is great (:

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
It's amazing how I can cry over you two or more times a day and not run out of tears. It's amazing how much I love you and how you can't see it. It's amazing that being away from you is tearing me apart inside. It's amazing that I can't concentrate or do anything because you're on my mind. It's amazing how everytime the phone rings, I hope it's you. It's amazing how I sit here crying and waiting for you. It's amazing that you're all I ever talk about. It's amazing how angry I am with you but how much I still care. It's amazing that after you hurt me I can't hate you. And wanna know what's more amazing than all of that? The fact that you don't even care. The fact that you've moved on. The fact that you're done with me. I'm not done. How can this be over? I don't get it. I specifically told you to never say you loved me and you did. This is why I said that. I didn't want you to say it, for me to feel it too, get caught up in it, and get hurt. How could you lie like that? And then I wonder, did you really lie or do you just need time? Why do I wonder things like that? Because I still want to hold on, I still want you. I want you though I shouldn't. It's all rather amazing and frankly, I'm sick of it but I don't know how to get over you.
-Me.

Dear Sammi,
Feel better. I understand those opposing emotions. I have them too and it confuses the hell out of me. And, I bet you two will be friends again. I dunno, in my opinion, I'd rather be friends than absolutely nothing because at least they're still in your life. I wish I had that. But yeah, like I said, I'm sure you two will be friends again. If not, his loss, right? Who knows? Maybe he'll realize his girlfriend is a big bitch soon.
-Me.

[Winter]

You won't believe how absolutely happy I am that you carry my name tag everywhere you go. It makes me feel so wanted. I can't wait til Ramadan is over. Then we can go out for a nice horror movie and dinner.

[*danielle_x3*]

daddy
it's such a gloomy day. today AND yesterday. they were definately good days for your wake. your funeral is friday morning. when i got up, i still thought you were here with us. at the wake from 2-4PM i cried so much. i regretted wearing my contacts. just seeing you dead in the casket, not talking or breathing or anything. i just couldn't believe it. i was hoping that yo uwere sleeping, but i knew that it wasn't true. what really amazed me at the wake was how mom was so strong. when we were crying [brother & i] she was there for us, with us. i know that i should be strong too, and i'm trying my best to. i'll make you proud of me. i love you and i miss you
love your daughter.

[rockmyx]

you seem ok

you act as if nothing happened and you seems careless to tell other people that we're through. Your harsh sweety, NO! your cruel.

and one thing


stop calling me everytime you need help. Your new guy will love to help you


just leave me alone

for heavens sake

Please leave me alone!!!

[misoshiru]

xander: everything's gonna be okay. it'll take time to heal though.


_______:
your msgs make me happy. even though they're just about how you did at iasas, hey, at least you're still thinking of me. (:
maybe a miracle will happen.

______:
i really liked that 20 minute talk we had. i learned so much more about you...maybe you learned a lot more about me. who knows? you're so awesome. never ever change.

[Fabio.]

Are you as clueless as you seem? And would it make any difference if I called your parents? Man, that would have been awesome.

[Nugget]

I'm sorry I had to end it. It is what's best for me. I didn't have the same feelings as I do before I got with you or even met you. I'm sorry.. You still want to be with me, and I'm flattered about that. I really just want to be friends. I'm even sorry that I had to do it over the phone. That's just horrible, eh? I regret going out with you. It was my mistake. I'm just not ready, I guess. Aww, Freaky Deaky just told me that she sat next to you on the bus and you kept telling her how gorgeous I am.. I feel so bad right now, but I'm still glad I got it over with. I'm sorry. Just so you know, you were my first kiss and boyfriend. I just hope things don't get worse between us and we don't ignore each other.

[*stephinika*]

you are the most perplexing person ever. augh.

[Teesa]

Dear Teesa,
I feel like we don't get to talk as much. I know a lot of things are bothering you, I can tell. Not only school but him. He still is on your mind, huh? Or maybe I'm just guessing wrong. But yeah, let's talk sometime, perhaps not go out to eat though because I'm spending way too much money on food. Let's go work out or since we don't have a pass yet, take a walk or something before the weather gets all stupid again.
-Me.

To Christina--
Haha, you should be talking! You are totally keeping 1298634972 things from me, so do tell me. It seems like even though we do talk, nothing really gets said, you know? I always seem like we end conversations that are never really finished. Remember in middle school where we talked endlessly for hours and hours? Lol, we should do that again. Since we're all going out to the movies on Friday, you should come over. Yeah, taking a walk sounds good. And yeah, I am still thinking of him, but it's not to the extent to what it was a month or so ago thank goodness. I've got to tell you lots of things, and I'm sure you have to tell me things as well. I will talk to you soon.

To _______________ :
So I won't see you Sunday...at least I got to see you today. It was worth it :) Please try not to smoke.

--Teesa

[yummy_delight]

Danielle:

Feel better, mahal. I love you and I'm still praying for you.

____:

Once I did what I did, I instantly regretted it. I just hope you don't find out.

[*stephinika*]

rant time.

----:
what is wrong with you? smarten up. how is it not "right"? and if you really feel that way, tell it to our faces and don't pass it on through someone else. you have no right to be "pissed". not everything we say is your business now get over yourself. girls aren't the most important thing in life. learn that the world doesn't revolve around you and girls liking you and shit. my god.

------:
what is wrong with me when it comes to you? i hate feeling so...mixed. and i shouldn't, but naturally i do. damn me.

---:
shut uuupppp. i don't care what you say or think anymore. let me go for fcuks sake.

[BrokenDream]

to immature little cousin-
seriously. stop getting into MY things and trying to be me. you already almost ruined my job. stop it! I figured it all out. now I know what you did.

to _____:
it was nice working on that lab with you

[lilliannnn]

K-
HEY BABEBBYYY<3333. Thanks for letting me wear your awesome, sexy, wanna-be Kanye sweater today. I think it looked better on me . SO UM, I don't think I'll be seeing you this weekend which really blows. I won't get to kiss you 'til Monday because I have an away game tomorrow and the morning is no good for kissing. Mahhh, I don't know what to say. I'm so happy. I love you.

JC-
SKLDJALSKJDASLK YOU FCUKER. You know how to make me soooo mad but then you know (even though you wont) how to make me happy. I wish everything was like before last October, before track season. Before we.. hooked up. I LIKED YOU SO MUCH BETTER THEN. Now, you're so mean to me because you know you can. I'm gonna stand up to you one day. I'm gonna say "WELL YOU DIDN'T ACT LIKE THAT WHEN YOU WERE ON TOP OF ME!" God, I hate you. But, I really don't.... I just hate that you make me mad because you know how. I'm really repetitive.

AS-
AND YOU, jesus. Stop being so touchy-feely with me when you have a girlfriend. It makes me confused. WHATEV, I don't need you.

[whywasisostupid]

dear seth,
sigggh.

dear vinnie,
yesterday. was sad. im so sorry. please, i do like you, your the sweetest. please. you make me soo happy. tomorrow ill call you k dear?

[*Azarel*]

Eugene:

It's over. What's the use in drawing it out even longer? I'd say I'm sorry, but I don't think you'd believe me. And I don't think I'd mean it. But you know it's coming; I need for you to grow up about it. Stop acting like you're in eighth grade. It's really frustrating. It just isn't working.

[silver-rain]

So, I feel so stupid, sitting here, waiting for you to sign on. I'm watching that special place you have on my buddy list, and wondering where the hell you are and what you're doing. And, I don't like this: you disappearing from me and without a word, not picking up your cell phone, out doing who knows what... And, we're supposed to make plans for tomorrow. If you're not on by 10:30, I'm not meeting you tomorrow. I hate this and I don't think our relationship seems to be progressing. You obviously don't put any care into it. I'll wait till Nov. 23 (our 1 year, in case you forgot), and if I don't see anything from you, then it's over. I love you, but I can't keep going on like this, worrying where you are, what you're doing, etc and then having to pretend everything is all fine and dandy. You've told me that I was your everything (actually, have you ever said that to me?), but now, I feel like I'm just another friend to you, nothing more.

You're really cool, and it kinda feels like the way I'm talking and acting around you is how I was with Stephen... I dunno...

[Looow]

You,
Gah, I miss you already =[

You,
TALK TO ME.

You,
Uhm. You're really icky lately. You're just pissing me off. You're different. afdsgds.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
As each day goes by you think it would get easier and easier but somehow it doesn't. Somehow it stays the same or it gets harder. It's hard trying to hold in tears just because I'm in class and don't want to be a disruption. I've had to do that a lot lately. I'm so stressed out and a lot of things are going wrong and I honestly think that a lot of it has to do with you. With me not being with you anymore. This really hurts and it's affecting every aspect of my life. I think I have depression. I think that I've actually had it for a while and I dunno, perhaps it was getting better for a second there but now after Seho oppa dying and you breaking up with me and with all the stress from school, it came back, full on. I don't know what to do. I want to take pills or something. I don't want to feel like this. If I have to rely on a pill to make me feel better then I will. I seriously think I'm clinically depressed. I have all the symptoms and it's not like this has just been going on for a few days or something. It's been years. I guess I can see why you're not with me. I'm sorry I'm not perfect and I'm sorry that love wasn't enough. Really, I'm terribly sorry.
-Me.

Dear Teesa,
Yeah, I kind of feel the same way like we just talk about the same stuff and we don't really talk. We are just going through the routine of "oh how was your day" typical conversations, y'know? We for sure need one of those days of talking for hours and hours. But I feel like if we have one of those, I won't be able to not cry. Also, I guess I am keeping some stuff back. The thing is either I don't want to say something because I know it'll disappoint you like it disappoints me or I feel like all I'll be doing is complaining or I think that you might not be able to understand. I dunno. It's all so confusing and yeah. But we'll for sure talk. And about this Friday, tomorrow, I dunno if I can go see the movie now unless we go at a later time. I forgot that I had promised my friend that I'd go see his dance performance at 7PM. You can come if you'd like? But I think you already invited a lot of people to the movies so yeah...But we'll talk about that tomorrow morning I guess.
-Me.

[*tweeak*]

This is ridiculous. He only likes you because he was rejected by your best friend, and she moved away. You still need to be nicer to him, like him or not, and give up on what is extremely over and done with. He needs to give up as well, as he is making a complete fool of himself. There.

[redpeony]

i missssssss youuuuuuuuuuuu. last two times we've seen each other have been quite awkward.... no fun... serious and hard, haha. but we did get to know each other better. Hope we get to chill tomorrow night and we can do something fun. I wanna take it easy now. Just have some fun.. and see what this brings.

edit: 7:40
boyfriend instincts?... haha. it was nice talking to you for a few minutes in between your busy busy day. hope you get to go home soon to STUDY.. then get some sleep looooooozuh

[silver-rain]

I'm so so so sorry... I hope you read that email I sent, and I hope to talk to you tonight before I sleep... and I really hope to see you tomorrow...