message to anyone, volume 12 Options

[*jooleeah*]

: I know I'm not as perfect as you'd like me to be. I know I'm selfish, lazy, and fat. I know, I know. It's just all this responsibilty is getting to me. I just need to get away from school and all the troubles and fighting at home. I hate yelling with you. I hate arguing with you. I hate the fact that you MISS me when I'm right here. I hate the fact that you wish I was your little girl again. I'm not 7 years old anymore. And I'm sorry. I wish I could be your perfect little girl right now....but obviously, I can't. I hate how you blame me for everything. I hate how when Alex screws up for the millionth time, it's always somehow my fault. Or at least, you yell at me for it. Stop taking your anger out on me. You too, dad. I hate how you blame me when Henry does horribly in school. It's not my fault that he doesn't try enough in school. I do try to help him, I do try to help him get better grades....but it feels like I'm the only one trying. I love both my brothers but....it's time to stop blaming me for their screwups. It's killing me. All the pressure and stress from school is already getting to me. I don't need any at home.

[Nugget]

Today was okay with you. I don't know. Sometimes, I'm comfortable with you and others, I'm not. You annoy me at times always asking the same questions over and over after I answered it. Please, stop. I thank you for the compliments you gave me and you're sweet. There are some things I can tell you, but some things I can't. I'm sorry. I just don't trust you, yet.. I feel like I have to leave you, but sometimes, I don't want to. I'm shocked you liked me since last year. I don't know what's going on..

[*Azarel*]

Dear You,
Come back. Please. Stop me from crying, from feeling all of this anger and confusion. Please. I just want to talk to you. Or I don't know. Ugh, I don't even know what I want. This is what you do to me. You confuse me. I love you, that's all I know, and that I miss you. Why, why, why? That's all I want to know, is why?
-Me.

It's just how I feel, too.

You confessed your love, undying devotion / I confessed my need to be free / Where was my head? / Where was my heart? / Now, I cry, alone in the dark.

I miss you.

[BOOGERSHAHA]

why can't we stay away from each other?

[*Azarel*]

Oh my god.. only six minutes ago. I'm in tears again.. I missed you yet again. Again..

[Teesa]

To ____________ :
Haha, I love you so much! I'm going to miss having my girl around when we're off in college. But I know we'll stay in touch.

To ____________ :
Mmm, I know you like her..a lot. Even though you told me that she doesn't like you, you still like her, I know. I mean, what guy wouldn't? I just still think it was cute that you wanted a hug from me today. Cuute. Can't wait until tomorrow.

To ____________ and _____________ :
I am truly sorry that you guys both have your hearts broken. It seems like everyone is going through this right now. I thought you both would last a long time, I really did. Well, I guess you both did, but I didn't expect it to happen now. I hope we get to talk more tomorrow.

--Teesa

[xTINAA]

It's just how I feel, too.

You confessed your love, undying devotion / I confessed my need to be free / Where was my head? / Where was my heart? / Now, I cry, alone in the dark.

I miss you.

It sucks to feel this way doesn't it Anna? I missed you, my Anna Banana. If you need/want to talk, I'm here.

Dear You,
I still am crying. I don't get it. It's been almost a month. And you know, I can't help but feel torn in two. Wow. This absolutely sucks. I never wish anyone to feel like this.
-Me.

[*disco infiltrator*]

Heh, I feel you guys too..

Heartbreak sucks..having to see that person every day and having to be OK being friends with their new girlfriend sucks too.

[pbear]

dear ____,
i wish you would talk to me in class, instead of just online.
i want to know what your voice sounds like all the time, not just when you're asking me a question.
please. please. please.

[*Azarel*]

Why..? Why...? Nobody will ever understand this feeling. Nobody..

I still miss you. Why couldn't you just... respond? I... can't do this anymore.. I can't pretend to continue living life like I'm okay. I can't live with this guilt and pain. I'm sorry...

Today simply can't get any worse.

[redpeony]

There's no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard, no song that I could sing but I could try for your heart

hey silly,

I don't want to be afraid of falling because of the fear that you're going to hurt me. That wouldn't be fair... we had that talk, we figured things out. We put a friendship on the line... something good has to come out of this. Let's just take it as it comes... promise me you'll be true, and I promise I will always be here for you. =p

I know I'm not the best girlfriend ever... I don't show much affection, I'm indirect... I don't exactly make it easy for you. But I really appreciate that you try regardless. I put lots of effort into this too... so It's not really easy for either of us. But as long as we don't stop trying, we know we still have a shot.

I miss you and love you.

[xTINAA]

Feel better Anna

Heh, I feel you guys too..

Heartbreak sucks..having to see that person every day and having to be OK being friends with their new girlfriend sucks too.

I wish I got to see him. I haven't seen him in two months and I haven't talked to him in a month...I hope you feel better too. It's probably just as hard having to see them.

Dear You,
Let's hang out again this weekend and I want to drink or go to a party or something. I can't stand feeling like this. Plus, it's always good to spend time with you and to complain about him and him.
-Me.

Dear Teesa,
I feel like we don't get to talk as much. I know a lot of things are bothering you, I can tell. Not only school but him. He still is on your mind, huh? Or maybe I'm just guessing wrong. But yeah, let's talk sometime, perhaps not go out to eat though because I'm spending way too much money on food. Let's go work out or since we don't have a pass yet, take a walk or something before the weather gets all stupid again.
-Me.

[Looow]

You,
Yeah I'm guessing you heard my voice during lunch and uhm you turend around. However, it really really hurt how you gave me the dirtiest look. JFGSDJGSAGD.

You,
Yeah okay sorry about homecoming. uhm i thought that you were going to stop following me like to my locker but you still do it. you still wait by my 3rd period class. yeah uh .. wtf.

You,
Talk to me =[

[Rachel]

Anna, Chrissy, and Sammi.

Well girls, add me to the bunch too! f**kin boys, rawr. They cause us soo much happiness one minute, and the next; we are in tears over them.


You.
Stop it. If you actually love me, you would show it more then just when we are alone. Stop prentending to be so macho and cool for you lame ass friends and f**king show some compassion. You either don't know how much you hurt me or you don't care anymore. As for working this out, I am starting to think the solution is breaking up. f**k, we are already drifting apart. It would just be official then.

STOP MAKING ME CRY.

[yummy_delight]

Heh, I feel you guys too..

Heartbreak sucks..having to see that person every day and having to be OK being friends with their new girlfriend sucks too.

Holy shit. I guess I'm not alone.

_____:
I wish you were a bitch because you're way too nice for me to hate your guts for being with him.

***
_____:
When I see you holding hands with your incredibly sweet girlfriend in the hallways, it's all I can do to keep from breaking down. When I saw you kiss her today, I almost died.

[*Azarel*]

I love you.

[Looow]

You,
I'm listening to this song and it's reminding me for an odd reason. & its also making me want to cry so badly.

[megan_x3]

I cant believe that we kissed, hug, and held hands today. You are what I look forward every single day when I wake up. You make me laugh and smile everytime .. You are like .. my laughingstock to me .. I heart you dearly.

[Rachel]

What hurts more than losing you, is knowing that you aren't fighting to keep me.

[xTINAA]

Aww Rachel, feel better love.

Dear Anna,
I'm happy for you<3
-Me.

Dear You,
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Same message as always. I miss you.
-Me.

[*disco infiltrator*]

My apparent boatmembers (in the same boat, expression, heheh giggle):

Yea..his girlfriend IS a bitch too. She's so damn annoying and pretty much everyone doesn't like her, besides like, him. For example: I'm a much better photographer than her, and I'm not even that good, so that's saying something. However, I know how to manipulate my pictures so they look good. Our friends' band always had me take pictures and called me their official photographer because they liked my pictures and at the last show, she was like..telling them where to go for the pictures and being like "HEY LOOK AT THE CAMERA" and stuff and it's stupid..She can't just even let me be even a friend to anyone who is associated with Dominic.

And it IS better when you are friends with the person..However, a couple weeks ago, Dominic and I got into this HUGE fight and he was all like "I've made it pretty obvious we shouldn't hang out" and blahdeeblah and I can't go to their shows anymore cause he doesn't wanna hang out with me even though they're MY friends too...it's all bullshit, but I have to see him every day at school and act OK around him.

That really sucks. Cause all I wanna do is break down and cry or run up and hug him..it fluxuates.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

But yu really need to listen to me because im tellin yu the truth i mean this im okay , trust me.

Im not okay. Im not. Im not OHfuckingKay.

Wow. i feel so forgotten. Not in the way that errbody forgot about me. Its just they dont care. im taken for granted im used and im dropped.
UTSBAKJGB/

[AngryBaby]

"dude, no, take the shirt back to that store."

and a nother one!

" you should really break up with Darell, its pretty damn obvious that he cheated on you, and its not like its the first time. "

[inthemudhole]

Sam,

Mmm, your school pictures are absolutely stunning. Thanks for letting me be the first to see them! :P

Ah, but aside from that....I've been thinking again. Yeah, again. I don't know if you know this, but I think about you many times a day. No, I'm not simply having a small elementary school crush on you where I write your name on my notebook several times in a row, and where I practice writing my first name with your last name. I don't do anything even like that, in fact. Instead, I think about our past as friends and I contemplate if we'll ever have a future together when we're not just friends...you know? I honestly believe we could make a relationship like that work. I mean, we've been friends for....what? Eight years? So with that being said, it's obvious we know quite a lot about each other, and on top of that, we have many things in common. I'm not sure though... Maybe we're only meant to be friends.

I wish I knew the answer... I really do, but I guess we'll have to just wait and see, eh? I'm not going to give up on this. I've concluded that today that I'm not going to give up, but I'm also not going to be so completely headstrong about this to the point of myself being an annoyance.

Well, see you tomorrow, cutie. :P

Oh, and by the way....thanks for the compliment on my pictures. It meant a lot. :)

<3 Brie

--

Alec,

It was nice talking with you today, even if it was incredibly brief. We should start hanging out again soon.... I miss talking with you like a close friend.

See you tomorrow.

--

Zena,

Seriously, if you're going to start something such as this, you could at least follow through with it. Check what I said to you pretty soon, because I'm sick and tired of waiting for your response.
Thanks for the picture, by the way. See you.

--

Jordan,

You're one funny guy. I can't figure out how I feel about you though...
On the surface, it most likely seems like I like you.
However, I don't know if I feel like that on the inside, but maybe I'm just in a minor state of denial because of who you are and who I am. You're definitely "out of my league," and we both know that, so maybe that's in the back of my mind, telling me not to let myself think I like you.
Ah, it doesn't really matter though... I'm just confused, and that's all.

See you tomorrow. Math was entertaining today, by the way.

--

Ashley,

Shoot, did I say or do something wrong, or were you just feeling down today? Eeeek...

[Gigi]

___,

OMG HAHAH YOU'RE SO FUNNY.

ess tee eff you.