message to anyone, volume 12 Options

[PinkTrash]

Im very scared.
You're missing.
You've been missing for the last fourteen days.
Show up, and stop worrying people.
Don't tell us.. what we don't want to hear

[KELLYYY]

Louie,
You're pissing me off. Stop trying to act ghetto. If you want to BE ghetto, I suggest you go hang out with some real people. Andy and Alan are fakers, so stfu. You're not ghetto. AT ALL. I hate fakers, like you.
- Kelly

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I hope I can escape you just for one night and hopefully have some fun. I don't like that you consume almost every single thought.
-Me.

[silver-rain]

Meh, you're right, I was disappointed. Very disappointed. But, I know that there really wasn't anything to be done... even though a part of me did wish you were standing out there in the rain, waiting for me after the SATs. A part of me kept hoping that maybe, you just might show up and surprise me (by telling me you couldn't make it, and then showing up...). But no... I know I shouldn't be caring, because what you had to do was more important, and I hope everything works out for your family... but I dunno. You're right, I expect too much from you.

[*danielle_x3*]

i've never tried to count how long it's been
since we met, but i feel like spending more
time with you. in a day that will soon give
in to nightfall, you always finally call. i'm
sorry for always relying on you, it's just
that i can't do anything myself. more than
anyone else, i'm praying that the dream u
drew in your heart comes true. that you
can be happy together with that person u
love so much. when the things i've been
storing up for so long suddenly came
flowing out, you were with me by my side
and we laughed. as countless as the stars,
again and again we meet and have fights.
at that time, i lost more than i gained, but it's
different now. i'm always relying on you,
but this time i'll do it myself. i hope that you
can laugh together with that person you
love so much.

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

Okay, seriously, I'm trying to convince myself that I'm not confused. That I know I don't want anything to come of what we're talking about, but at the same time, I do. Thoughts of you both frighten and enthrall me.

Yes, I do remember that night. I remember it very clearly. When I was in your car and you were looking at me with that look in your eyes, I almost kissed you, but I still felt oh-so-shy, even though I've known you for two years. What am I to do with myself?

[*stephinika*]

sigh. i miss you. but yay i get to see you tomorrow! i'm still nervous about dinner though for some reason... i hope i make a good impression.

[*lolita kitty*]

_____,
finally, you got the courage.

_____, _____, and _____,
i had the funnest time with you guys friday at lunch. im glad we are becoming friends!

______,
well, at least we made up...

_______,
2 months since i've seen you. i don't think i ever will again, unless i go to ihs, which i am doubting as of now.

________,
i think im going to give you the invitations to my birthday to hand out to everyone at nms. im not sure when, but is that ok?

[KELLYYY]

M,
I can't deal with this everyday. Stop it. Please.

[BrokenDream]

Dear soccer coach,
grrr. what was i surpose to do? the game was on pause because Ashley was hurt. don't tell me to move up. can i at least talk to her? i know your my coach, but you need to take a chill pill.

Dear _____,
pffft. you think that just because you made the soccer ball hit me in the face at 20 mph makes you strong? puh-leeze. you may be older, and stronger but our team beat your butt last time. and i'm pretty tough for that. and hah, i'm still walking after that!

[*jooleeah*]

Evelyn-- Ilu. you're such a good friend.

[*danielle_x3*]

why do i feel this way about you sdofiajwoefjial

[redpeony]

I wonder how things are gonna be when we meet up next time... oy that was an embarrasing night. More on your part than mine, I'm sure... but I'm still anxious. Your text message of "How you feeling?... we're never doing that again" made me feel weird and laugh at the same time. HMMM. I think I need to talk to Tom before I see you again, hahaha. I'm pretty sure we'll just end up laughing it off, but in the same thing I sort of want us to discuss what we saiddddd... and make sure it's really official now. I wonder how credible your 50 "aw ho seck lay gah"s, "I love you more than anything I have ever loved before"s and "aw mo joh lay mm duck gah"s were... hahaha. Til I see you again.... hahaha.

[Winter]

I miss you so much. I can't wait to go to Times Square on Tuesday. First double date in a while eh?

[sandy_lumpy_shor...]

Dear cB
It's been fun but school starting and I should concentrate and stop being so addicted. It just isn't healthy. I'll see you next summer while I'll be bored adn grounded. I'll check up once a while and be in the chat but thats about it. Have fun without me
Addios till summer 2006
Sandy

[*jooleeah*]

^SANDYYY. NO :[ NOOO. i'll miss you.

[lilliannnn]

K-
It's been over 24 hours and I'm still thinking of you. I feel so wonderful. I love you.

[Teesa]

To __________ :
You aren't working tomorrow. How lame. Now it's going to be a really boring day with nothing to look forward to.


--Teesa

[Winter]

I can't believe how insensitive you have become. You have no right to talk bullshit about the religion. I may not believe in a God but at least I respect the Gods' of others. How would you feel if someone went around cursing about Jesus? Just because a few terrorists decide to bomb up your country does not mean everyone of that same religion is going to do the same. I don't know what is happening in that war but I know it's changed it. Or maybe, I'm the one who has changed...

[redpeony]

Man.. I don't know whether or not to regret last night and I won't know until I get to have a talk with you.

I'm anxious, I'm excited, I'm worried...

what people say doesn't matter. I care about you immensely. I need to know; it's making me go crazy.

f**k.. which one is the real you.

I love it when you show that you care, tell me you need me, lie on my bed with me and talk about stupid things, hold my hand in the car, call me 'just to chat' for 2 hours at a time, come by my school every other day just to spend an hour or so together, take my hand when we're walking, try to warm me up when I'm cold, take care of me... making me feel like I'm your girlfriend because you genuinely care about me and like me for who I am

All of that seems null when you call me when you're in the car driving from one friend's house to another and hang up with a dull, "ya so I'll talk to you later k?". The fact that you haven't asked sober.. even if you're assuming.. why not just confirm? On weekends it seems like another side of you comes out... that I'm not that important. I feel like I'm the girl you bring out to show your friends as a side of what you are... I know you tell your friends to 'shut up' when they ask if we've 'done anything', I know your friends are good guys, and you still hold my hand when we're around them, but I don't know. It's just... different.

Maybe I'm expecting too much, because I do understand that guys can't be the same type of 'mushy' around their friends. But it really feels like you put up a mask when you're out there. Or maybe the fact is... you fake it when you're with me alone?

I want to know which one is who you really are. And I don't know if I'm prepared to be fully commited to you if I'm going to be treated differently depending on what day of the week it is.

That's pathetic.

See now I really want to have this talk with you. Except I don't know if it's too much right now. I don't know if it will ruin things. I'm having fun with you, but I know the fun will only last a certain amount of time before it starts to die. I wish it didn't, but it worries me. I don't know if we know each other enough to be able to handle a talk like this. I don't know if I should just wait it out first, and then have a good talk... or just trust and risk everything now for the sake of my impatience and insecurity that this won't really lead to anything real.

[Looow]

SANDY !!!

You,
Stupidbitch.Iwanted toslamyouagainstthewall.fjsdhfsgjfds.

[*danielle_x3*]

i didn't steal your boyfriend.

[Nugget]

NO SANDY, DOON'T! Don't leave, wifey.

___,
You faggot. Where the hell are you? I miss you.

[*jooleeah*]

^
haha. that's another sandy. not aunty sandy/sandypants/you get it.

thanks for talking to me last night.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Dont raise your voice to me a-hole.
You would literally die without me. Starve to death a stinking mess cos your so frikkin hopeless. You need me around to help you with everything.