B1tch, I hate you, wannabe fucc., <^> Options

[demolished]

My friend and I have been such an awesome real friend, who would always help each other out, like it never happens to me. We would listen and catch each other's attention. When months came by, our friendship started to break down because of his pathetic self was deeply inspire from me. This means, he wanted to and did be like me, take everything from me, steal every chances, reputation, attention, and the whole old me. I appreciate that he admires me, not jocking me nor terrorize me. It's like, trying to take every move out of my desire to upgrade his character. My hatred has gone uncontrollably extreme but I was always foolish enough go along the flow with him while he’s being pain in the ass, as well as taking advantage of me. The friendship still continues through 7th grade, 8th grade, and now. I'm currently a ninth grade freshman and still being his stupid antisocial idol. I no longer wanted to be his friend anymore. I’ve been hoping not to be his friend anymore. I want to revel him some super lifelong obvious hints and actions to make him realize that I lost trust in friendship and him.

I cannot grow from an idiot w/ him. I really need to be myself, be sensitive, and move on with my other friends. I don’t know how to keep my other friends. Every friendship that I’ve made is super indeed weak as hell. I am slowly losing a friend one by one because I know it very easily, obvious hints gotten into me. Of course, I was astonished and stunned.

What should I do? I'm lost. Please correct me. I don’t leave so much horrible footsteps in my high school years.


edit.
i join a school club last week. (only tuesday and thursday meeting)