message to anyone, volume 12 Options

[*not_your_average*]

numero uno:
I'm very, very stressed right now. Why am I so forgetful? I mean, just when I think I'm on top of things, I slip up. That's what I do. I slip up. But I can fix it, right?

numero dos:
Good god. I barely even know you and I'm falling for you. Gr.

[Looow]

You and You,
TODAY was suppppper fun with you two. =)

You,
Why the f**k did you look at me that way? It's not my fault you two don't like each other. Stop being over protective.

[*stephinika*]

______
ilu. honestly. just...wow. you make me so unbelievably happy in everything that you say or do. you are an amazing person and thank you for everything.

___
yay for co-operating for once! woot!

______, _______
woo, our plans are sooo exciting! i can't effing wait! XD

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you are the greatest teacher i've ever had. you're so kind and such an inspiration. thank you.

[Nugget]

Wtf is wrong with you? After ALL the fun times we been through, you're just gonna say you never liked me or loved me out of nowhere? f**king bullshit.

[Looow]

Okay I am FURIOUS at the moment.

You,
What the hell is your problem? Are you kidding me? ARE YOU FREAKING seriously making me choose between you (my best (guy) friend) and the guy that I want to get to know and who like? You know that is not near FAIR. You went out with a girl that I HATED and you KNEWWWWWWWW what hated each other for a YEAR AND A HALF. I dealt with it. I FAKED that I liked her and I stilled talked to you like normal because I didn't want to let her get int he damn way. Now YOU'RE MAKING ME CHOOSE? I seriously hate you. That IS NOT fair. jsgfsjd. omg. eff you.

[DisneyPrincessKa...]

best friend number 1:

come on dude. what's been up with you? you NEVER talk online. i cant get a single complete sentence out of you. then you call me and you won't let me get a word in. it used to be that when i needed you, you were there. and when you needed me i was always there. now when i need you you wont stop talking about baseball or all i get is "yeah. i know. yeah. seriously" and when you need me you won't come to me. what's wrong?


best friend number 2:

you have become so vain. our circle is falling apart and all you care about is being accepted by people you "dont like." what about us? what about your best friends? why have you become so utterly fake? i hate it. i miss the real you. it makes me so sad that you don't see what's happening to all of us because you care about having a date to homecoming (when you "dont really want to go") and if you look fat (when you know you never do). come back down to earth.

best friend number 3:

i had a lot of fun this week. it was getting a little much though. after this month i think i might be done hanging out for at least 2 weekends.

[lilliannnn]

K-
Acccck. I can't wait 'till tomorrow. Can't wait to kiss you.

Erica-
Wow. I'm really sorry for like breaking down at the game today. I know you really didn't want to see that. You're a good coach and now I feel really bad for putting all of that on you. I'm trying so hard and you know that. Once again, I'm sorry.

AS-
Do you like me like that? Disey said you do. I think that would be very nice. You did say hi to me from like a mile away and I didn't even realize you'd recognize me from that far. Thanks for making me day, really. HOPEFULLY, tomorrow in bio you'll actually go through with the dissection and be my partener.

[Winter]

Congrats on your graduation! I can't believe time passed so fast. Soon, I'll be seeing you get engaged and get marries and have kids. Ah, all this brings a tear into my eye dearie. :)

[xTINAA]

UGHHHHHHH
I AM SO f**king PISSED.
I REALLY DONT LIKE YOU RIGHT NOW.
IN FACT I DISLIKE YOU WITH A BURNING PASSION.
Roar. God damn I'm so f**king bitter.

[Rachel]

We're drifting apart. Shitty.


edit/
make the tears stop please.

[*mzkandi*]

You

Ok seriously, where's my email?

[Nugget]

Holy f**king shit. Please, PLEASE, don't tell me that it's true. Yes, I saw your away message. You were pissed. About what? If you're pissed, don't take shit out on me. Saying that you don't like me? I mean, first off, you IMed ME when we first talked. Yeah, I remember that. Talking shit to me. You f**king disgust me, but you know what? I still dealt with it. You said these dirty things and I pretend to laugh. Pretend to say all this shit JUST so you would laugh. Yeah, I love making people laugh, but I have no f**king idea what the hell went up your ass. Seriously, what the f**k did I do for you to just say that out of nowhere? Stop complaining about shit that happened in yours. About your first love. Saying how you would kill yourself. That worries me. Sure, we haven't met at all, but I still care for you. I don't want you to think that shit, but then again, maybe you just say that JUST for attention. Maybe, maybe not. You know what? Forget you then. Forget you ever talked to me. Forget all the fun times we had talking to eachother. Forget ALL the things we did. As a matter of fact, forget you ever talked to me. Hope you have a nice, safe, f**king life.

[Looow]

: I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW. I hfdsssfhfgfd.

[*Programmer*]

3 more days till your court date....you can do it..believe in yourself....you can get out of this mess....

[Teesa]

To Christina:
Whoa! What's going on??

To ___________ :
I've been thinking about you so much now. I find it almost rather silly to see so many people going through all these petty problems, when there is so much to be thankful for. I'm so thankful that I know you and I just am hoping now that you remember me. I was thinking about it today, and I know that my heart will be crushed if you don't because it did take a few moments for me to remember you. Gosh..I want to see you so bad, it's ridiculous. Hopefully, we can have this reunion in the next month or two. And you can maybe finish what we started 8 years ago.

--Teesa

[dancingkait]

to u
u are so amazing. so sweet and kind to me. i love those special smiles and moments you reserve for me :) let's see where this goes.

to u girls
ilu so effing much. i don't know what i would do without you, honestly. im so glad we can experience europe for the first time together!!

[redpeony]

I am soo exhausted, my phone bills probably up there already so early in the month and I'm pretty sure the brain cancer is on its way. But that was a great 2 hours of randomosity. And I'll see you tomorrow as well, yay (:. The only thing missing? Be my boyfriend. Maybe I need to get me drunk as well, and then say it... hahahah but nah... not drinking around you cause I don't know what I'll do.

ASK ME ALREADY STUPID

=p

Edit: 12:10AM

I just got off the phone with Tom...
and he really helped me see that I do need to talk to you.
He knows you a lot better than I do... and the reality is that we really are just friends... except the whole holding hands and you attacking me like a bear part but that's purely physical...
the fact that you might just be saying all of this because it's what I want to hear... the fact that this could just be another fling to you
Man it's making me sickkkkkkk...
I hope Tom makes me angry enough tomorrow before I see you that I can just talk to you and settle this finally...
what do you want from me? from this?
This is fun, but I don't want to go on anymore unless it's going to lead to something real.

The more I see you,
The more I want you.
Somehow this feeling
Just grows and grows.
With every sigh I become more mad about you,
More lost without you,
And so it goes.

[xTINAA]

Dear Teesa,
I'll tell you tomorrow during Biology or something. I was in a really, really bad mood earlier. I still am but it's more subdued. Blah it's all rather confusing but I'll tell you.
-Me.

[Gigi]

Dear Bun Face,

STAY AWAY FROM THE CUTE FOBBY GUY, my f**king GOD.

[*salcha*]

It's supposed to be a happy day today, a day to celebrate for ME. But instead, I'm crying. Where are you? I need a shoulder to cry on.

[*tweeak*]

Could you please explain to me what is going on, instead of bitching at me for everything and then expecting me to feel sorry for things I didn't know happened? Because really, I don't understand. And I want to. I don't want to be unsympathetic, but I don't want to be neglected either. You know, since your family had first started dicussing the possibility of moving- not even that far away- nothing scared me more. I occure, it wasn't that bad. But lately, yeah. I don't want things to end like this- not like this, arggh, like not talking about anything significant , just like memories and things, and then taking our stress out on each other. It's well established that we quibble all the time, so when you're being particularly contrary, how am I to know it's more than the ordinary aggrivation when you don't give me any kind of indication?

[Nugget]

So, it's not true.. You were playing around? Thanks.

[*jooleeah*]

I hate jokes like that. STFU.

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

Wow. It's been three months and I still think about you. Do me a favor and get out of my head.

[yummy_delight]

^ NAOMI ILU.

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So ever since you two started going out, we haven't talked like AT ALL. You're not an idiot, so obviously you see how weird it is between us. Why can't I just say Hi? Why can't I make eye contact with you? I'm scared. I really am. I'm scared that everything I'm feeling for you will pour out from my eyes and my mouth if I even attempt to speak to or look at you. I'm scared that everything will be out in the open and we'll have to talk about last LAST summer. I'm scared I'll mention that pact I've been thinking about for 2 years, you'll faintly remember, and think I'm crazy. I'm scared you won't understand how much I love you and how much I'm trying to keep it all under wraps.

I hate that I love you.