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[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I hardly thought of you today. I really do feel as if I'm going numb about the whole ordeal. The feelings are still there for you, strong feelings, but I'm pushing them away, denying them. I have a little more hope than usual though, that you'll eventually come back. I dunno, I guess that's good.
-Me.

Dear You and You,
I really don't like you two. Really.
-Me.

Dear You,
You've changed. Drastically over the past couple years. It's odd. I still love you a lot but it's just different now.
-Me.

Dear You,
I hope you feel better. It seems as if you're handling it all well. Don't worry. He'll come back.
-Me.

[Looow]

You,
You're so lucky. You don't even know.

[*reflection*]

you are so crazy

[*XLilAznGrl592X*]

Dear YOU,

Did you ever notice that my relationship with you goes up and down? I want to become better friends with you, but whenever your girlfriend is there, you just ignore me. Once she gets there, it's like I'm not even there. I may have a better relationship with you know, but I have that feeling that it's going to fall apart again..



You,

I have mixed feelings for you..

[Mulder]

i think i like you. i dont really know. sometimes you just seem like a good friend, sometimes you annoy me like crazy..but you're always there to talk to...

i dont know. i'd never actually do anything, even if i did end up liking you, because i wouldnt want to hurt her.

[Nugget]

Wow, you pissed me off so much that time. I don't know what the hell was with you, but please. Stop it.

[*jooleeah*]

nga, you're a sweetie.
ashley, i'm sorryyy =[
billy, stfu.
sean, stop being so fcking stubborn. ilu as a friend, but calm the f**k down. trust me, please? i'm here for you. same with everyone else in our little 'group'.

new mods, congrats.

[Nugget]

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Hehe, hi Julia. Thank you!

[lovescream]

OMG YOU MADE ME TALK IN CLASS.
I now officially will know you as the special person who made me talk in class. -hands you a sign that says that-
See, I'm not serious. I just have nobody to talk to. WOOT.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Whoo hoo.
Are you getting jealous now ? Now that you see me going after new boys. It feels .. kind of good to see your face get a little mad and sad when i talk to you about other boys. I dont mean to hurt your feelings, AT ALL. but hey, you never really liked me liked me in the first place right ? So why should my interest in other boys be of any concern to you. Please dont look so crestfallen when i show you baby pics of the cute boy in science & english class. me and him have just gotten really close. i dont want to do you harm. But i waited for you, for about 5 months. Five long months. And now that im done, ready, over and realized that you were not going to grow some balls and get back with me, despite your mother. Now that im interested in someone who just might be interested in me enough to actually take my hand and be a man and be with me. Now you want to show some feelings ? I think not hunn. Please.
Dont.

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I need to get to kno you more. If youre a contender for my heart then i have to know you well. Ive made that mistake once or twice before and those have ALWAYS been the HARDEST to pull myself out of. I need to know you. Because no matter what i do, if i fall , i fall tumble and hit the ground HARD. cos i give my whole heart and soul to that person. Thats just the girl i am.

[Teesa]

To ___________ :
I cried for you today. Let's see..I haven't seen you in 8 years and that name brought back those memories. She mentioned your name and I knew that she was talking about you. It couldn't have been any other guy. She just didn't understand what you meant to me. I messaged a friend and she replied saying that I had the right person. You have cancer. God, life is too short. What if you don't remember me? It's been 8 years...I want to see you so bad. You've been on my mind on and off throughout this whole day. I can't believe it. You're our age..17 years old. That's too young to have cancer. We're all talking about our plans for next year..but what if you don't make it? I need to see you.

--Teesa

[Ilaem]

__________;

I miss you. Call me.

__________;

I'm gald i could help. I'm so happy you're together.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

get the f**k out of my business you nosy ass beezy
i swear . i hate seeing you. Knowing your presence is near me pisses me off.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Ugh. I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me! Why do I overanalyze and jump to conclusions and get my hopes up and become so cynical and ugh. I'm so bitter. Why?? You asked about me. At first that made me hope that maybe there is still a chance for us. That you still care. Now I just think you wanted to find out to make yourself feel better. How so? You'd hear that I'm doing okay and that'd make you feel better because you'd feel like this better person because you wouldn't think you hurt me as much as you really did. That's what I truly believe now. And that chance of us? YEAH. I'm so f**king pathetically foolish. You don't want to talk to me or see me again. That's why you gave it back to her. So you wouldn't have to see me and talk to me and give it to me yourself. I get it. I don't know why I can't accept it. Why I still have to have that little bit of hope. It hurts to have that hope because it gets crushed. I don't even know what to think. I still miss you, a lot. I want to talk to you. I want to see you. I shouldn't though. I know I shouldn't. Then again how do I know something? Haha there goes good old TOK. I think that's why things are so complicated for me; because I'm actually intelligent, meaning I've learned about knowing something vs believing something vs wanting something vs needing something vs emotion and all of that crap. It makes it harder because I take everything from TOK and with that I overanalyze. I overthink everything. Every conversation. Everytime we hung out. EVERYTHING. And now I think you're gonna hook up with her. I DONT LIKE HER. But I could so see you two being together, she's your "type". I'm sorry that I didn't fit into that category. It f**king hurt to hear you tell me that too. I'm crying now. I still cry over you. Every night. I dunno why. I feel like I'm getting over you then I feel like I'm not. Then I overanalyze how I feel, why I feel that way, what's causing me to feel that way, and crap like that. I just can't handle it. I wish there was an off switch to my brain or one to my heart. Then maybe this would all be easier.
-Me.

[redpeony]

Let's do somethang Fridayyyy! And Saturday! And Sunday! And Monday!
Actually Saturday all day is fine for me, as long as I can have you to myself the entire day and then meet up with people for the hockey at night. Don't want to see you toooooo much. (Friday night maybe if we both miss each other =p)
CALL ME

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To self:
Wow are you ever screwing yourself over. START WORKING

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To nobody in particular:
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeo no school Friday
I don't know whether to be relieved or worried
but I guess I'll save that worry for later

[misoshiru]

you,
i miss you so much. sometimes i still can't believe that you're gone. that i just want to turn around and talk to you, but then, i realize that you're not here. i'm so glad you're coming back for x'mas though. we'll all be united again. we're forever...the four of us. we're definately forever, nothing can split us up.

you,
you don't seem to care about me at all. what happened to the guy last year who helped me through so much? what happened to the guy i liked? you seem to have done a complete one-eighty. i dont know you anymore. maybe i'm finally over you. one whole year gone to waste. i dont know and i'll never know. but one thing that i do know, is that when i look back on this time, i'll feel sorry for you because you're so committment phobic. because you're too afraid to show your feelings. i'm sorry, but i can't stand it anymore.

you,
i swear. did you fall asleep in front of the computer again?! you ask me to send you metamorphosis online, and i do it...but you never press "accept". as greenie says, you're a toss. but i dont know, you're younger than me, but you're more mature than the guys in my grade. you're only three months younger, but it surprised me how you were the most mature guy camp counselor. i respect you for that. but i dont know why you attract me. i might start liking you, somehow you "fit" all my "criteria" in what i look for in a guy.

[Winter]

Your opinion and thoughts shouldn't matter to me anymore. But why do I feel like crap? Why do I feel like I'm betraying you? Betraying a relationship we never really had? Do you purposely wait until I'm happy to come and bug me again? You need to disappear from my life. I don't need you.

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

Dear You,
I feel so terribly lonely right now. I really wish I could call you and let you know about everything that's been going on, but I don't think I can dial your number. I keep thinking about what could have been, even though I didn't really want it. I just need something to hold on to. I need a purpose. A reason to live. Right now I'm working, yeah, getting paid, but it still feels like my life is lacking it's spark. I have two brothers who mean the world to me, a mother who is my best friend...but what about a man that can hold me and cherish me. I want someone who can make me feel like the woman that I am. Could you have ever done that for me?

[*mzkandi*]

You-

Still waiting to hear a response.

[Nicolatofu]

: I sometimes wonder how truthful you really are.it's like I try to forget things that people have said, but somehow I can't help but wonder what lies you've told me

[Nugget]

____,
Haha, I don't even know your name, but you're so f**king. I want you. It was fun on the bus today. Must do it again. I WANT A HUG TOMORROW!!

____,
You're such a fag, omg. You annoy me, but I don't want us to not be friends.. I don't know. Stop saying those dirty talk shit. Always have me f**king thinkin' 'cause you're saying this shit. It's not a turn on or ANYTHING. Drop it please. Kthx.

____,
HOLY f**k. STFU. My god. I don't know shit. Leave me the hell alone.

[*jooleeah*]

: Hi. Ilu as a friend, but you just get SO annoying. Everyday, you talk to me about the samething. STFU ALREADY!!!!

[PinkTrash]

_____;
I TOTALLY GIVE UP NOW. For sure. I don't need you. Infact, I dont need any of this crushing stuff. Its a useless distraction to what's really important in life. Its completely overrated, and Im over you. Totally. =) Now, I have to go back to before when things were normal..

_________;
WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT? Nobody is that stupid. I keep your secrets. Now, mines all out. I dont like this, I kept your secrets. And you even told people your own little secrets and when the whole world found out you giggled and said it was me. . wtf?!

_____&______;
Always be my best friends. I know right now I can't count on anybody in this HS Im going to, I barely know people. But I know, for life, you guys will always be there for me =)

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Well, I've had a change of heart. I'm so f**king bitter and pissed off right now. I have finally decided I have moved on. I don't give a damn about you. I'm over it. No more of me being overly dramatic and having all these complicated emotions and feelings and what not. It's done. One feeling; bitter. That's all. I don't even like you anymore. I don't love you. I don't miss you. I miss having a boyfriend, that's all. The holding hands and crap. But I don't necessarily miss having it with you. Come to think of it, all those things we were supposed to do, I'm glad we didn't do. I want to do them with someone else. Not a bastard like you.
-Me.

Dear You,
You're a bitch. I dislike you, a lot. If you ever hook up with him I swear, I'm gonna kick your ass. I know a bunch of people will help too because turns out not everyone likes how f**king stupid you are. And plus, all that shit you talked is reason enough to kick your ass.
-Me.

[*danielle_x3*]

i'm falling for you