message to anyone, volume 12 Options

[Teesa]

To ____________ :
I like you, but I don't think enough to actually like you. Yeah, I know you like someone else and blahblahblah. But there are a lot of things I like about you now..I like when you hug me because you actually pull me into you, I like how you wear your jealousy on your sleeve, and this seems weird, but I love when you drive because it makes you so much more mature. Yeah, you're cute. But I always get mixed signals from you. Always. I swear there must have been 3056871 times that I thought you actually liked me. Yeah, that many times. Haha, well maybe not that many, but still. It would be nice if you did, though ;) But I did get a little scared/angry that you were acting so mean today. It was different.

--Teesa

[redpeony]

Just when you least expect it, you start thinking about how he makes you laugh and how you feel when you're around him. You realize that after all this time, you care about him a lot more than you thought.

So.. yeah.. that whole roll with it attitude isn't really working anymore
I need to get in touch with you soon or I will likely go crazy.
Call me, text me, msn me...... anythinggg! And more importantly, come see me tomorrow!


edit (6:17pm): ..you read my mind =p bwhaaha

[Winter]

I'm going on a date with you! I'm going on a date with you! Only a half hour left. Geez I gotta get moving! See you in a few!

[elaboratedream]

I love you. Starbucks today was great. Lmao, julia got a kick out of how I started off on the armrest and ended up on your lap making out with you. lmao... and what happened to the good little catholic boy? you were like... feeling me up today. don't get me wrong, I like the change I love you! can't wait to see you tomorrow... ehehe. Starbucks rocks.

you,
I'm sorry... that's all I can say... but I don't think it's really your problem if I smoke. I'm not smoking around you or anything... and not even very much. I mean other than a hit here and there, I've just had one cig... but whatever. Be pissed at me, who cares...

[*tweeak*]

Arghh. I can't stand this. I'd like a get-out-of-high-school-NOW pass, please

[ANG33ZY]

damn if only you were good you would still have that class with me :(

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

It's funny, and sad, at how you can think you're someone's friend, when really they don't think of you at all anymore.

What happened to us? We were so close for a while. I trusted you with things that I couldn't trust other people with. I ever considered going there by myself, just to be with you and chill for a while. I feel so betrayed, and yet, I know it's my own fault. I can't compare to her. She beautiful, funny, and has touched you in a way that I won't ever be able. I'll try to save myself from indignation and gracefully bow out here. Yes, I'll take my leave and bid thee adieu.

I just want you to know. I did love you. I'll always treasure the friendship we could have had.

[*jooleeah*]

:sometimes i get jealous of you.
: i'm sorry.

[redpeony]

My gosh you are so NICE. "if you ever need a ride just call me okay? seriously". and the way you tell your sister to go out and party and you'll pick her up.. hahah AW that is so cute.

I've never met such caring, unselfish guy. Seriously... how much more amazing can your heart get?

You deserve all the best... I'll do everything in my power to give that to you. You make me want to be a better person... and that makes me love and appreciate you more.



edit:
(oct 5th, 2:40pm)

I don't understand you... o.O
Do you do the whole girlfriend/boyfriend thing? After our conversation on Sunday, with the asking of "how many guy friends have you had?" I'm not sure you do... I mean, I am pretty content with what we have right now... this feeling of being a couple, but I don't know if I want it to be official either. In a sense I want it because I know I care and I know you care, so it will actually mean something for the both of us. I also really like you... but on the other hand, this is fun, relatively low stress, and casual. I'm not sure I can fully handle being a couple right now. But I don't want to lose you! I have no idea what you want, either, but maybe you feel the same. I don't know how to bring it up, because I don't want to change what we have. I'm sure we can avoid this topic for as long as we want, but I feel like we're gonna need to have this talk eventually. Ahhhhh!

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
WOW. You do still think of me. That's such a shocker to me. Honestly. She told me you asked about me. Foolish boy. Grow some balls and talk to me yourself. And y'know, she's right. That's why you got angry. She's right to tell you you're immature because you are. She's right to tell you that you never loved me because if you did we would have worked through anything and everything and distance would never have been a problem. Whatever. I still love you and I do miss you but it's getting easier. I think I'm just growing numb or bitter right now so that's what makes it easier to push all the thoughts and feelings away, or at least to the back of my mind. I dunno what to think anymore so I guess I just decided to not think anything.
-Me.

[Winter]

Ohmigosh I think I died and went to heaven. I think today went very well. Dark Water sucked like hell but at least it gave us an excuse to hug and hold hands. And you were so sweet to accompany me back for class. I think I'm really falling for you.

[Nugget]

WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU? Assigning us two projects. Shiit. Making me stress. I.. ugh. You're facial expressions, your voice, EVERYTHING. You annoy the hell out of me. f**king. stupid, meanie, American Gov't teacher. No one likes you.

[*tweeak*]

That really got to me way more than it should have. I am not having a good week. Why can I not consider myself vaguely decent at something without being contradicted? This isn't fair. Life is just full of lose-lose situations for me these days. Also, there's nothing I hate more than someone mentioning something and then not telling me. I am much to curious to deal with that. It's definitely not like I'm going to tell anyone. Honestly, even if I did make a habit of gossiping, would that really be what I would gossip about? Yeah, no. Between the two of you, I'm fairly pissed offn ow. And that's discluding those who angered me earlier.

[KELLYYY]

You,
You're starting to annoy me. No, you are not funny. I dislike it when you poke me. It's f**king disrespectful. Thank you.
- Kelly

[whywasisostupid]

seth,
i really wish we'd stop playing games like this. i look back of what i wrote to you and i wonder. did i mean it? i do miss you, but all i know is that you'll treat me the same way you did before. like crap.

vinnie,
sweet boy. you treat me right, better than the person above. maybe i should move on and get with you and start over. that'd be nice. if only it was so easy.

jaime,
you weird mother fcuker. i remember 8th grade you wouldnt speak to me, now its 10th and suddenly you think im really hot. o how ive changed you said. well, that what happens.

[Looow]

You,
Hmm you seem like such a sweet guy. Aha. That made me feel all funny. I really want to get to know you. I just don't like how you're shyy!

You,
What a cutie. Heh. I liked talking to you afterschool.

Dear Lorena,
You HAVE changed ..

[yummy_delight]

_______:

Thanks for making me laugh! And making me feel better. And raising my self esteem. You take 1st place in the Cool Olympics.

________:

You think you're just SO special... that's because you are.

[*jooleeah*]

: You ruin school for me.

[*mzkandi*]

To Him,

I really dont know what say. Why are you lying to your wife? Why are you denying a child that you know is yours. How sad.....

[*lolita kitty*]

patricia,
who is the "a" that is annoying everyone. tell me, im dying to know >w<. mabye pm me?
waaaaaait, is it abby? is amorie the one that hates her too? hah, just gueessing.
and the h and k. hilary and kyle? hm.
oh, and have you and v broken up yet?

dad,
ah, i got my costume! thanks for buying it, ilu ^^

brandi and cathy,
that fight was lame. i am so glad were talking again. yay!

cami,
we gotta hang sometime. you are so awesome.

[technicolour]

I told myself that I wouldn't like you. Yet I spent all day thinking about....you! I keep hearing your fav song on the radio, and it drives me crazy.

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME DAMMIT?!

[redpeony]

I want to grow with you, both as individuals and together as a couple. I want to make sure you get something good out of this. I want you to look back on this when you are older and feel that this was something that significantly impacted your life in a good way. Maybe I'm just being selfish when I want you to see me as something that helped you turn your life around. But I really want you to feel like you have a purpose in your life, and be driven towards that purpose, because you are so talented, so dedicated, so hardworking and so caring. You deserve so much more than what you've had... you deserve to be genuinely loved, to be cared for and valued.

I know you've already impacted my life. You make me want to be a better person. Be more genuine and selfless, more considerate of others' feelings and needs. And as if that's not already enough, you constantly make me smile and laugh, and you not only tell me I'm beautiful, but you show me you care as well.

The memories that we have already made- walks on the beach, the cupcakes, photographing gastown together, the rides in your car, that late night talk under the stars, getting lost in downtown together, sitting on my bed talking with fingers intertwined- are all amazing and I am sure they will remain close to my heart for the rest of my life. Gosh.. we make me sick... hahaha.

One more heart to heart... and then we're gonna get together, okay? Lawl. I'm getting impatient, I'm gonna go for it if you don't. No more dragging this on.

[PinkTrash]

-Its kind of getting annoying now. Just stop.. The reason why everybody knows is because of you. Don't blame it on anyone else.. You're getting pretty obsessed here. Im annoyed.. All I hear is blah blah blahh about the same thing twenty four seven. STOP.

-Step by step. I hope so.

[yuna*]

I'm sorry. I didn't want to be connected to you because I know there are the other two. You know how they tagged you at the dance? Well I don't want to be involve in a threesome. Going to you mean I would sarcrify both of my friends. Actually, I think there are more than those two tagging you. Remember her too? You 'past love'? I keep telling my heart to juust not thinking about you. But it seems like everytime I look out, you are staring out in search of something. I know that we don't talk much. And you know what? Because I didn't want to get attach to you. I don't want to do relationship now. I had given it up long ago, since I figure guys are no good anyways. But it seems like we always have awkward moments between us. Hey when you were at the dance yesterday, I pushed you to her? Well I figured she should deserve you anyways. I left you alone with her. But I decided not to be a mean person and pulled you to join us on the dance floor. But how awkward was that?! The fast songs are ok. But the slow ones, I just can't bare to look at you wrapping your arms with some girl's waist. See, at that time I gave up. I gave up on thinking to have a chance with you because I know I can't.

[Winter]

Ohmegosh I just can't stop smilling. It looks like I've slept with a hanger in my mouth the whole night. I'm so happy about yesterday. I can't wait to go out with you again.