message to anyone, volume 12 Options

[Teesa]

You guys know the drill.

To ____________ :
It's funny. Really. I had a great time tonight watching the movie. Then, I thought and hoped and to myself that I wouldn't see you. When I pulled up, I saw your car and my heart sank. Yeah, it did. But when I saw you, I got all nervous again..I don't want to feel like this. Ahhh, somehow, I feel like we should be together. I know I could make you happier than she ever could. I know I could. But I will never get the chance. Whatever.

--Teesa

[redpeony]

Part of me is saying...

be careful. You're setting yourself up for so much hurt. You don't even know him. You're falling so blindly.

The other part of me says what the hell? You need to let yourself do this, because even if it doesn't end up working out, you still learn. This guy's amazing. Don't miss out because you're scared.

Maybe it's cause you call me to check up on me when I don't text you back. Maybe it's because you hold my hand all the time, regardless of where we are. Maybe it's because you call me up just to talk about what's going on in our lives, and you are genuinely interested. Maybe it's because I know I'm not going to judge you from your past. Maybe it's because you grabbed my hand and whispered, "don't worry", while we were driving in your car with your friends. Maybe it's because you said, "you look beautiful". Maybe it's because I love how you make me feel so very special when we are in a room with 50 other girls. Maybe...

Maybe I'm mistaking all of this for love. Maybe I'm setting myself up for major hurt. But it's okay. You know I won't be another fling. I want this to be serious. I do not want to settle for anything less than amazing with you.

Never change... I like you just the way you are.

[Nugget]

It's nice that we're talking again. I'm even seeing you in the cam right now. I'm happy.

[misoshiru]

maybe you're just a temporary obsession. because you were the most awesome guy there, the fact that you're amazingly nice and so much more mature than my fellow seniors. i think i'm just confused.

[lilliannnn]

K-
Hehe, I love you. You make me feel so good.

T-
Wowzers, could you and Cait flirt in front of my face anymore?! No. I still heart you though. I want to hang out with youssss.

DL-
My Dommmyy, how I miss you. I hate not being in like all your classes this year. It was amazingly fun to see you at the game.

[whywasisostupid]

dear seth,
i had an great time yesterday. dinner and then dancing. but quit freaking pressuring me to go to the hotel. i know what you want i know what your using me for. i'm not like that. you try way to hard. i dont want to get with you anymore.

[*jooleeah*]

My Dear Computer, PLEASE COME BACK TO MEEEE. My dad's computer sucks. What if you lose your 350+ songs?!?! I'm going to dieeeee

[*XLilAznGrl592X*]

Dear you,

Your lies have become worse and worse. seriously, 3/4? That's BS. You are like so.. UGH!! And I know that you know that I did what and you are just acting nice to me because you want stuff. Seriously, do you ever STFU? All your lies don't even make sense. And you even categorie your friends? Oh, bla bla bla is from this school, they are in my bla bla bal group. and you... COUNT your friends too. WTF. PSSSSH Know 3/4 of the 7th grade my ass. theres like 300+ students, how can you like possibly be friends with them, hang out with themk everyday, thats really BS.

OMG. I sound stupid..

[anniepiee]

i love you. i trust you. but this experience was too much. too much paranoia, too much worrying. i never want to go through that again.
i had a lot of fun yesturday! i love you soo much. cannot ever imagine you not being there for me. wo ai ni!

******,
You're stupid. just go die. wtf is it even for. it's useless. it's a WASTE OF TIME. everyone involved in it should go kill themselves.

******,
stop being a cocky bitch. you're no better than everyone else. stfu your loud voice and leave him alone. stupid bitch. you come into our lives for 3 weeks and you hurt him. $^%@7)^

[5ayuri]

You,
Should I talk to you..?

[*danielle_x3*]

i miss you. and we fight too much.

[KELLYYY]

Stephen,
Lol. This is like my 873985794376th message to you. I must be REALLY obsessed.

[*stephinika*]

i miss you. even though i saw you yesterday and i will again tomorrow...but still.

eff youuuu.

[PinkTrash]

I realized you're not the one I really love. The one I really love? ATTENTION. I loved the attention you gave me. I loved how you cared about every single word I used to say, it wasn't you. I enjoyed talking and being with you because of the attention you gave me, not because of you. I realized this.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

You dont even think about your f**king kids do you. selfish assholes. i hope you drive off the bridge and die.

[Nugget]

Haha, it was so fun WAY early this morning. I just wanna know why you don't state my name in your Xanga.. I'm known as "she" huh? Okaay, whatever.

[technicolour]

omg I do not like a computer nerd.

I dont.

But...we have so much in common.

no i dont.

But he's really nice...

...or do I?

I need to talk to youuuu....

[megan_x3]

To ___:
I miss you a lot. Sorry about the call today, my baby cousin was playing around with it. I know that we're not going out and all, but you make me feel like you do. You make me fall for it, and I get trap in there. I can't get myself out. I love you, and i hope you do too.

To _____:
I'm not sure if you like me at all, so please don't play games around with me. If you really like her, dont break up with her and stay with her. Don't play around with me. I cant handle all the things that you do to my heart.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I had a bad dream about you about a night ago. Really bad. I started to cry. All I can honestly do is think about you and I hate it. I hate how you seem to control my emotions. All today I thought about you. I secretly hoped I'd see you somehow, that maybe we'd run into each other at the mall, or foolishly that you would come and see me. I can't help but think of you and imagine seeing you and picturing all the things we would do together, how it would be different. I'm sorry. I love you. I'm sorry that it wasn't enough. I miss you. I want, no, I need to see you. I need to hear your voice, your laugh, see your smile, your eyes. This is so incredibly hard for me. And then I begin to wonder, are you even thinking about me? Does this even bother you, are you even hurting? Do you miss me, do you wonder how I'm doing? Do you still love me or did you ever at all? I can't handle this. I miss you so much. I just want to be with you. I don't want another guy; I don't want to go out and look for someone new or "better". You're the one I want. You're the one I want to do all of those couple-like things with. I can't even picture myself doing them with someone else. I want you back, desperately, I need you back. It's so hard to pass by all the places we went together, it's so hard to listen to the songs we dedicated to each other, it's so hard to see all the couples walk by, it's so hard. It's so hard to pretend to be happy and to put on that fake smile. Granted, it's easier in a way too though, because then I don't have to answer people's inquiring questions but still. It's hard to smile when all I want to do is cry. It's hard to go out and have "fun" when all I want to do is cry. I feel like Jennifer Aniston in Bruce Almighty when I pray. Wanna know why? Because who did she most pray for? Bruce. And then finally what did she ask God? To make her stop loving him because it hurts too much. I feel the same way and I pray the same things. But what happened? They got back together. What happens in almost every single love/romantic movie? They get back together; love conquers all; blah blah blah. I only wish it would be like that. That that was real life. I hope this week is different. I hope you call. I pray you call me or IM me or txt me or something. I pray that I see you, get to hear your voice, something. I love you.
-Me.

[Looow]

Dear Lorena,

YOU ARE AMAZING. Your mac and cheese is freaking damn delicious.

[BrokenDream]

dear ______:
I miss chatting with you, and hanging out in my room. I came up with a new dance when we have a dance to, "Moonlight Shadow". haha. just follow my lead, though. *dances*

I know your so far away, but I wish we can talk more.
your younger than me, but we had good times.
we stayed up late,
and watched movies...

I wish you'd come back! you were my best friend.

[yummy_delight]

I don't like you. But at least SOMEONE is showing an iota of interest in me.

[BarreL]

to ______ -->

i see that i do mean something , eh ? you called me 3 times today to tell me all about your adventures of your vacation . and whats this " surprise " you speak of ? i guess the movies will let me learn that , eh ? only 5 or so days until i can look you in the face , and not just through the phone or in my memory banks . oh yeah , howard IS NOT a dancing pig ! HA HA ! i <3 you so effin much like you dont even believe . stay true and awesome buddy-roo .

to ______ -->
ok....i've seriouslly no clue what to think of you . i assume youre nice . but i just dont know . i mean , you just create such awkwardness . i dont know man .... i react cuz i feel as though i have to . i dont want to seem mean or evil , but i mean , ive my own feelings too , am i right ? plus me n buddy-roo are really tight , so you best go talk to him about it lol . i dont know really . i guess .... i guess actually try to talk to me , but not to " smother " me so to say....

to______ -->
do you really hate everything about me ? cuz it seems that way . im not trying to do things to spite you or anything , you just like all that preppy shit man , and i dont . the misfits stomp tim mcgraw's ass anyday , `nuff said . eh , i still look up to you , dont you dare forget that . and happy almost birthday by the way .

[YourSuperior]

You definately need to call me, I don't think you know how much it brightens my day when you call, and I get to hear your voice.

[PinkTrash]

Are you avoiding me now?
Im sorry.. I miss you. Or the attention you give me. Whichever, I want us to talk again, I know you're a great friend and you were only trying to help. I negleted it and acted like a bitch about everything, and Im sorry. You're not just a friend when its convenient, I think you're an awesome guy. Honestly.

Ahh, we haven't bonded as best friends since like June. I miss all that, being able to tell everything that was happening in my life whether I was embarassed, mad, or extremely proud of it I would consult you. You were the greatest friend ever, I couldn't have bonded with anyone more than you. I really don't think Im going to have a best friend much like you, the way we talked on the phone for hours after bed time, and whenever we could, sneak in a cellphone conversation here and there. Life was amazing then, we were such kids. But I guess life changes, and we have our seperate dreams and aspirations in life, and we have to sadly go our seperate ways. I know things will never be the same for me, I won't have such an awesome friend around ever, but Im greatful it happened. We still talk, but not as much, and things have dramatically changed, I haven't even seen you since school ended. I wished things were like how it were back then, but we would never get anywhere in life. Ah, well I just miss those days where we'd laugh about absolutely nothing and be able to tell each other everything and anything that was on our minds.