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 Sep 6 2005, 06:48 PM
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im not sure where this goes but i got a problem...(im sorry for all these topics...im just letting everything out...that's why this account was made =T)
it's kinda odd that im talking about my guy problems, all these bf stuff...but there is another side of me.... i think i might be still "in the closet"...i mean, i do look at guys like they're hott + stuff (like a normal girl)...but i check out girls too....like for example, yesterday, i went to a beach and some girl was running up the stairs + i kept staring at her ass. +i confess, i do watch porn =x and im mostly interested in the lesbian stuff...(actually...just hentai =x) omg i can't believe im saying this but hopefully no one knows who i actually am or else i'd kill myself. i wouldn't let anyone know this...also, i think about girls with big chest and stuff. i was roaming through some websites and somehow i got into a girl's site and she was showing off some nude pix of her and i couldn't stop looking...i might just be bi or something but, i've never did anything with a girl, EVER...i'd be way too scared to actually do something with a girl by myself so... there was this one time, my bf's brother went to a gay bar/club (cuz his friend was gay + gay bars have alot of girls there) + he took me along...i then wanted to pretend that i was drunk so i could make out with a girl but it didn't work out (the girl turned out to be straight just taking out her gay guy friend)...iono... i love the feeling being in a man's arms...but i guess...it's a sexual feeling.... what should i do? should i find a lesbian over the internet + experiment to see how it is? or just stick to men...i don't know...i hope im not weird or anything...maybe there's someone else like me.. |
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Sep 6 2005, 06:53 PM
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 I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you! Group: Member Posts: 51 Joined: Aug 2005 Member No: 219,526 |
Go ahead and expiriment....you sound bi....and there is nothing wrong with that....personally i think thats hot lol....but yea expiriment expiriment expiriment....i know lots of bi chicks and they have had lots of other chicks and stuff.....it cant hurt....if you find out you dont like it ....no big deal....but its worth a try.
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| *Programmer* |
Sep 6 2005, 06:53 PM
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i know this may sound perverted ona number of levels...get a threesome going....and let that be the end of it...at the end of it..you should get a good feeling on what you like more...
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Sep 6 2005, 06:56 PM
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the funny thing is...my man wants to have a threesome but i always said no cuz i don't want him to know that im actually interested...i could never let him know...he might go crazy =T but that is a good idea =T
[edit] not perverted whatsoever. i always thought about how it would feel for a girl to like...do sexual things to me...=x i feel so weird letting this out =P |
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Sep 6 2005, 07:19 PM
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 dakishimetainoni... Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,322 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 75,318 |
QUOTE(misz tery us @ Sep 6 2005, 7:56 PM) the funny thing is...my man wants to have a threesome but i always said no cuz i don't want him to know that im actually interested...i could never let him know...he might go crazy =T but that is a good idea =T [edit] not perverted whatsoever. i always thought about how it would feel for a girl to like...do sexual things to me...=x i feel so weird letting this out =P  don't hide who you are. i told my boyfriend that i'm bisexual and he encourages me to go get a girlfriend but i think that that counts as cheating  you just sound bi-curious...lot's of people watch porn, they just don't admit it. |
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Sep 6 2005, 07:22 PM
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well, i don't think it counts as "cheating" if your man knows + approves or your man is the one who encourages it, not yourself. +how did you know you are bi? like...what made it official?
i told my bf once...but he looked like he was freaked out so i told him i was just joking... |
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Sep 6 2005, 07:28 PM
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dakishimetainoni... Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,322 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 75,318 |
QUOTE(misz tery us @ Sep 6 2005, 8:22 PM) well, i don't think it counts as "cheating" if your man knows + approves or your man is the one who encourages it, not yourself. +how did you know you are bi? like...what made it official? i told my bf once...but he looked like he was freaked out so i told him i was just joking... i was exposed to porn when i was really young...like 7 years old young. i grew up watching nude women and i became obsessed. first the obsession was how all the guys always loved them and then i started to really like them too. even to this day, i'd rather see a topless woman than a topless man. i have the same feelings as you, like thinking about what it would be like with a girl. but the thing is...i'd just want a fling with a girl, not a long term relationship because i want to get married to a man. |
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Sep 6 2005, 07:37 PM
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hmm...that's sounds good...wow i never really thought of that...mayb i do just want to have a fling too =x + i was also exposed to porn at a very young age, prolly the same age as you...my sister told me to watch it + we'd go to my uncle's house since he had the channel...i guess women have more to show than a guy (for the top part + and butt =P)
i've never told anyone this...thank god i have this account....but...when i was young...my sister would play games with me...i was just a naive little girl...me and my sister would play "bf + gf"...this is soo embarrassing...but it's true...it's such a blur but i remember us going into the closet + she'd teach me how to excite myself...of course i still didn't understand...but yea....oh mans...is nasty? |
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| *mipadi* |
Sep 6 2005, 08:11 PM
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How old are you? It's not uncommon for young people to question their sexuality, and not really be sure of whether they are hetero-, homo- or bisexual.
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Sep 6 2005, 08:13 PM
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POWAPOSTA Group: Member Posts: 3,169 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 30,725 |
QUOTE(chii @ Sep 6 2005, 7:28 PM) i was exposed to porn when i was really young...like 7 years old young. i grew up watching nude women and i became obsessed. first the obsession was how all the guys always loved them and then i started to really like them too. even to this day, i'd rather see a topless woman than a topless man. CYBER SEDUCTION!!! (lifetime moive) |
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Sep 6 2005, 08:14 PM
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 Blasian, Asian, INVASION! Group: Official Member Posts: 4,288 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 16,769 |
its called busexual.
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Sep 6 2005, 08:26 PM
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There is nothing wrong with being bi. But, I wouldn't suggest experimenting over the internet with people because there's always a risk involved in that. Everyone is trying to find themselves, no matter what your preference, there is nothing wrong with that. I have a few friends who are bi and they felt a lot better when they told me and I was like, "So?"
I suggest finding someone you can trust and try kissing first. That way, you didn't do anything you regret if it turns out you're not for some reason, but it sounds like you are, but you never know. You just don't wanna rush into something you'll regret. You never know. Maybe some of your friends are and they're waiting for a right time to tell you. |
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Sep 6 2005, 11:34 PM
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just be yourself. it doesnt matter. =]
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Sep 7 2005, 07:27 AM
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i could never experiment with anyone i know...it would just be tooo weird...i have a couple if bi friends too but the thing is, you can kinda tell wether the person is bi/homo...(im 17 by the way....is that still the unsure age?) no one would every think that im bi...im wayy to scared to let anyone know how i truly am...and plus, if my parents found out (they talk about how bad the homo's + bi's are and that they are "evil"/"wrong"...i always disagreed), they'd probably disown me...they are REALLY religious...and they know 1/2 my friends...
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Sep 7 2005, 09:25 AM
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think of this:
do you want to date women or you just want to experiment with them? |
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Sep 7 2005, 11:22 AM
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there's nothing wrong with you. its natural
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Sep 7 2005, 12:36 PM
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Perhaps it's just a phase, or maybe you're bi. I think you're just bicurious at the moment.
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Sep 7 2005, 01:38 PM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 45 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 227,755 |
definetly curious =T
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