Message To Anyone, Volume 10 Options

[silver-rain]

OMG you two, just stop it. Stop making me feel worthless, useless, and stupid. I know that I have to write those college essays, I know that they are due soon (yeah, in January...), I know all of this. The only reason I haven't is because I can't think of anything to write about. Instead of criticizing me and putting me down, why not be helpful for once in your life?

edit// Gasjlahf, I fcuking hate both of you. Stop fcuking interfering in my life and lecturing me about things I know. Just stop. Stop thinking that I'm not worth anything, that I'll be lucky even if I get accepted to a CUNY or SUNY (great, thanks for thinking so little of me, I appreciate it a lot [/sarcasm]). I just cannot wait till I am out of here, just another year and I won't be turning back. You two would not be worth my time anymore, especially for those 5+ years of a living hell.
BTW, thanks for inspiring me to write my college essay about you two.

[ANG33ZY]

damn. someone punch me in the face if you are who i think you are.
but then if you aren't him, then it's all good. you're still fine.

[5ayuri]

You: GOSH! I haven't seen you since like second grade! Too bad you don't even recognize it.

You: OK..so I waited for about another for....NOTHING?

You: You're not as bad as I thought you were.

You: UGH!...if you're not going to say something nice then just STFU.
Why were you there anyways?
QUIT trying to act like you are cool just 'cause you sit by some new girl.

[yuna*]

Dear...
aw,you know you make me smile within. And happy at once. But I kept getting pulled away.

[PrettyBrownEyez3]

Stop being so damn selfish. Consider someone other than you for once. Why can't you just stop yelling? Why can't you realize what you're doing wrong, instead of thinking that everything you do is right, and you can never do anything wrong? What's bothering you? Why are you acting like such a jerk? You have double standards, and you need to stop that. You're ruining this family. For once, realize you are wrong. Think about how you're emotionally hurting the people around you. For once, lets be a normal, loving family.

[Teesa]

To ____________ :
You are such a dumbass. Thanks for ruining my morning. It's so weird how you seemed to care so much and flirt and everything yesterday, and today you were like a changed person. Go have fun at homecoming with your date and I hope I don't see you there. Have a nice life.

To ____________ :
I was extremely surprised that you acted the same as him. It just seems unnatural. Whatever..at least you apologized, but still.

To ____________ :
Why am I attracted to you this much? Hm. I really, really, wish you weren't taken. It's really selfish of me to think that, but it's the truth. I like everything about you. Especially your hugs...you're so strong and I can really feel that in your arms. I loved how you held me for that two seconds. It meant so much more to me, than it did to you.

--Teesa

[redpeony]

AHHHHHHHHH
I'm going crazy for you
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm gonna slap myself for a while that I didn't ask :(
But thank you SOOO MUCH for the present, hands down the best thing that I recieved tonight. And the ride home was so nice... especially when it was just us at the end.
I still don't know you that well but you have again proved that you are so nice.. and you stay true to your word.

I'm
starting
to
like
you
very
much.

[audory]

so much drama and shit happened at the dance tonight. but in a way, i like it. b/c we talked about it. and it really made me feel better. thanks.

[*mzkandi*]

________ Its been over a year since we have talked but it was good to hear from you tonight. Maybe we can begin to rekindle our friendship.

[ANG33ZY]

oops. sorry ninrud.

hehe i need to give you a nickname. let's name you.. lysol.

ilu too

[redpeony]

Hahahaha I like this guy so much...... waht the hell is wrong with me

This is the first time ever that something like this has felt right
Where I'm actually willing to take a risk for something that matters to me...
Where I am humbled, but at the same time encouraged to make it work...

I guess all I can do is pray and wait for the results.

[xoxoxx]

i think your an awesome friend. and you're pretty cute too i wonder if you like me more though -__-

[topsyturvy]

___ __:

    “This is for you,” he said.  He pushed an exquisite purple jewelry bag towards her and grinned.
    Her jaw dropped.  The word first word that came to mind was “ring”.  No, it can’t be.  Be sensible, she told herself.  No, it must be a necklace.  No, still too fancy.  Bracelet.  Earrings.  Yes, earrings.  It’s a pair of earrings.
    She glanced at him.  He was looking at her intently, head cocked slightly to the right.  She laughed and looked into the bag.
    Inside was another bag.  She opened it slowly.
    A rectangular box.  Big earrings, she thought.  Dangles.  Big dangles.  Hoops, maybe.  She smiled to herself.
    Then she realized hoops wouldn’t fit in that box.  She paused.
    Then, slowly, she lifted the box top… and froze.
    In the plush black cushion sat two beautiful matching silver rings.

[xquizit]

Julian,
I'm really disappointed with you. I really thought we clicked this summer. The notes, the time we spent together, our conversations... I thought we could at least really blossom into good friends but I guess I was wrong. I thought you were genuine, of substance, and different from the other guys at Marymount but I guess I was wrong about that too. Now I understand that ass is more important to you than good conversation. You lose.

By the way, I dig the haircut. You're much cuter now. Although I may not be pleased with you, you're still the only eye candy I've got on campus.



Jeff,
I wonder if I could be falling for you... or simply just craving male attention. I do really enjoy my time with you and more and more you're growing on me. I don't know what's going to happen but whatever it is, I'm all for it whether we remain open or progress into something more serious. I'm just glad to have you for a friend. You're awesome.

[*disco infiltrator*]

___ : I'm sorry we don't talk anymore..school started, and you get home at like, 3. I can't stay up that late. I'm just a little kid.

_____ & _____ : I was reading your entry on your Livejournal from like, April...deja vu times a million. It's so funny how history repeats itself.

[*jooleeah*]

iRiver, please come back to me. I feel like I'm dying without having music 24/7.

Andrew, I hope you won't like me again. It's already happened, twice. I don't want to hurt you.

Dad, you're pissed off at me for some reason. I can feel it. I don't know what I did....

Mom, I hope you're okay.

[redpeony]

10 girlfriends?! Should this be throwing me off? Cause it's really not......... =|

I probably shouldn't listen to ___ about him thinking we like each other... I mean that would be frickin awesome of course... but I don't wanna get my hopes up.

I am so anxious about what you're gonna say. I'm still convinced you're gonna just say something along the lines of "yeah she's cool"... but I don't know. I really just want to get to know you right now. I don't really see how that's going to be possible after ___ leaves, though. :(

I could of course go with _______...... but there'd be a guilt factor in it if the main reason why I were going was so that I would see you.

Anyway, I am liking what I have seen from you so far... very much so. I haven't really liked someone like this in a very long time. Perhaps it's never even happened before. I wish I had met you earlier in the summer...

Pray, sit back, relax, wait for results.

[xscore]

dear noah,
i hope you do really well in college. and i'm sorry for bitching at you about donating yesterday. it was selfish and cold-hearted of me. (even though that was a shit-load of money)
don't get drunk on campus. and get good grades. i love you, my favoritest big brother ever.

[*suddenly she*]

1. we have to hang out monday. really.

2. GO AWAY. you're annoying.

3. i'm glad we're not fighting anymore either. :)

4. are you trying to hurt him? dangit, child. i think you're a cool person, i really sincerely do. but think about how he feels when you bring your boyfriend over. you know he hasn't gotten over you. everyone always wants to hang out with that guy or girl, but do you have to .. i don't know, bring him everywhere and rub it in jer's face?

5. for the first time ever, you lose. you don't always get what you want. it might seem like the end of the world to you, but it's the start for other people. why can't you not be selfish for once? i know what we did probbably hurt you today, but you can't expect him to give you his undivided attention after you broke up with him three times for other guys, dumped him in water, duct taped him until he couldn't breathe (yes, i was the one who took it off him), took pictures of him, laughed at him, and abused him. quit hurting him. he doesn't like you, sorry. i heard everything you and susan said. everything you called him. you acted like he'd treat you like a queen after you treated him like trash. he's more than just a body. treating him like that was worse than what we did to make you jealous.

6. well, i might say it wasn't nice, doing what we did in front of her face, but i loved it. disappointment is a part of life she doesn't get too often. but thanks for everything you did today. i laughed so much today, my stomach even still hurts when i smile. but who cares? it reminds me of you.

[MischievousLove]

dear you,
how f**king stupid are you? u two broke up 7 months ago!!! I liked u so much but u were in love with her. then as soon as u broke up with her u said u hated me & her & that u got a new gf. I waited for the past couple months to pass so i could talk to u again. & then when i say hi all of a sudden u love her again & u want to get back together! sometimes i think u only talk to me becuz im her best friend!! u used to talk to me more than u talked to her. we talked on the phone about everything! u didnt even have anything in common with her! but u had everything in common with me!!!! i have always been there for u. but im tired of it now. u wanna get back together with her? do it urself.

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dear you,
you are the only one who hasnt broken my heart. i like you soooo much. i cant even think about other guys when im with u. u make me happy & i dont want to lose u. please please please dont break my heart like the others. <3

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dear you,
ur supposed to b one of my best friends but u backstab me & talk shit about me all the time! what kind of best friend does that?!? i forgave u the first time it happened & when it happened again a couple times i let it slide but im sick & tired of it. if ur gonna treat me like that & do that to me then im gonna be just as bad to u! so u might wanna stop before i get so pissed i tell everyone about that time u got pregnant cuz of that 25 year old guy in miami & u had to get an abortion. oops. my bad.

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signed,
me xoxo

[sharerol]

J,
I dunno how I'm gonna deal with you all school year...

G,
Can you PLEASE give us another week before school starts? =[

M,
It feels like we're not friends anymore. You seem to be ignoring me, and you're very uptight when I try talking to you.

JP,
You seem a lot cooler and friendlier. But maybe that's online. I haven't seen you since school ended. So I guess I'll see ya on Tuesday. T_T

[blah1234567]

go ahead..have jess. i dont care anymore because im OVER YOU! so f**k OFF!

[*salcha*]

It hurts me to see you like that. Like...I don't know. Sometimes it makes me want to break down. I hate her, why..out of all people? Stop. You're doing it again.. Each time, it's like a stab through my heart. Makes me want to just cry.

[whywasisostupid]

dear seth,

you were right. i am mad. i never want to fcuking tell you, because i dont want you to go. the whole entire day, not a single text message, or a single call. I had to fcukin call your ass to make sure you werent dead. you obviously dont care about me anymore like you used to. im pretty sick to my head worrying about you and getting mad at you for the stupidest things that you do. i want to let go so bad and find someone who would actually treat me like a girlfriend and not like crap like you do. All i ever asked you to do was hold my hand and spend some time with me, but most of the fcuking time your with your fcuking friends getting drunk and high off your ass till you puke. why are you so stupid? you know that i'm mad, do you seriously not care? ive cried EVERY SINGLE NIGHT in frustation because of you. I'm pretty sick of your 'no feelings' shit and i want it to go away. Get some feelings chum, i want to feel them. Most people don't know im going out with you because we fcuking stand like a feet apart. Are you just using me for ass? why do i even care anymore? I'm nothing compared to your friends. nothing.. I'm jealous of your friends. The only time i get to spend with you is when your with your friends and i really hate some of your friends because they're complete dicks, calling me names and shit and you dont even do a fcuking thing about it. sigh. i wish i could let go, but im afraid to lose you forever. you were a mistake. a huge fcuking mistake. I'm sorry im selfish, but what can i say? i thought i loved you. now we're drifitng apart. i'm being a bitch and everythings gone wrong. i dont know what to do. why are you doing this to me?

to myself,
get your fcuking feelings straight. he's never gona be how you want even though u constanly do what he says. find a different guy. do yourself a favor. i know its gona be hard but your gona have to try. this guys a complete a-hole.
...i cant. i just cant. i wish i could...

dear vinnie,
hey there. you like me. thats cute.

[Colour_me_stupid]

shut the hell up. No ones falling for your preformances anymore. Stop acting like something you're not.